What do you love about the same sexLion, Scarecrow, Tin-Man: A very ILX Summer with the ILX Gays.
now i just need to find the T-1000
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:58 (fourteen years ago) link
xp - but in that 5 pages did she compare you to Hitler?
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:00 (fourteen years ago) link
"o-3ss" and "i know, right" are ILX's favourite boybuddies from the emerald isle
― Just got offed, Saturday, 26 July 2008 11:32 (1 year ago) Bookmark
tact, meet LJ
no, not hitler. it was made plain that she still loved me and thus this hurt 70x more than it would otherwise do...the sad thing is that she was 100% sincere and that she really was in a bad state in life, having been 0% up-front about its severity, and thought that this was a way to win me 'back' as a better person while we were separated by 2000 miles anyway it's a lot more complicated than i am making out and it was the first major relationship for us both and we couldn't handle the impossible dilemmas facing us and truly it sucked but i'm damned if i'm repeating those mistakes so let bygones be bygones
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:09 (fourteen years ago) link
omg boybuddies? doing my best not to click your links btw
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:11 (fourteen years ago) link
I got compared to hitler! I forgot the context ... anyway, in retrospect it was quite sad, because he was a genuinely nice, sweet person before, and it was the first "true love" kinda relationship we'd both been in ... and I'm not particularly proud of having been cruel ... though I still think the library books thing is funny.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:12 (fourteen years ago) link
was he saying that you were an idealistic painter? that you loved small children and puppies?
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:16 (fourteen years ago) link
that you had a urine fetish regarding your niece?
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:17 (fourteen years ago) link
i'm glad i don't know much about hitler now
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:18 (fourteen years ago) link
I think it had something to do with house policy and me attempting to make rules to keep the really gross chick he hooked up with as far away from me as possible. All three of us - me, the ex, the new bf - all lived in the same literary house. It eventually got so uncomfortable, I moved out.
oh yeah ... and in retaliation for the hitler comment, the new bf defiled a friend of the ex's kosher cutting board with a bacon cheeseburger ... it's all so petty and juvenile ...
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:19 (fourteen years ago) link
these wacky rushmoresque capers are bracing and formative, not crushing and soul-shrinking like a month of 'you made me feel like a whore but i still love you, also i am seriously ill and it is your fault'
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:22 (fourteen years ago) link
truesay that students are the pettiest motherfuckers on god's green earth however...jesus i hate them nowadays
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:24 (fourteen years ago) link
(most, not all)
that is a lie; i do not hate. cannot hate. feel deeply frustrated by, however, yes.
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:26 (fourteen years ago) link
xp - like gave her herpes ill or mentally ill?
Honestly there was plenty of non-wacky bullying and invective involved in the situation. That part is a less compelling read.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:31 (fourteen years ago) link
sarahel if i answer this can you not pry any longer
aggravated severe internal problems she'd been suffering since 16 which required an extra-strength hormone pill and were flaring up wagner's ring-cycle style at exactly this time
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:36 (fourteen years ago) link
I promise.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:39 (fourteen years ago) link
groovy! :)
meanwhile i shall pry myself: Lion, Scarecrow, Tin-Man: A very ILX Summer with the ILX Gays. lol it's this dude isn't it hahaha
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:39 (fourteen years ago) link
Pictured: The moment a man punched a girl off her feet during a Facebook water fight what a charmer!
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:42 (fourteen years ago) link
it made me really depressed that he was such an arsehole, esp in light of how awesome i am
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:43 (fourteen years ago) link
<3 T1arnan tbh, my ILX joining buddy and favourite gay Irish ILXor except d-mac and Ronan lol zing
love how he only joined to stir shit
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:45 (fourteen years ago) link
i mean who does that, right?
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:46 (fourteen years ago) link
you are awesome.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:46 (fourteen years ago) link
<3
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:47 (fourteen years ago) link
almost my ex! haha xp
IKR and sarahel, you have both been very tolerant of and responsive to my mammoth late-night posting escapades and you're both considered troo kvlt e-buddies in these quarters...treasure this while it lasts ;)
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:48 (fourteen years ago) link
xp - back to the hitler thing ... the new bf was pretty entertained by it, his reponse was "Cool! Does that mean I get to be Goebbels? I'd have a rad art collection!"
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:48 (fourteen years ago) link
did he get to be goebbels
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:53 (fourteen years ago) link
in the future, everyone will be Goebbels for 15 minutes
― please link to them and breathe into a paper bag (jjjusten), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:58 (fourteen years ago) link
after I graduated, he mounted a putsch and went from being house troublemaker to president ... in revisionist history those were seen as the "dark years" ... after his two years of glory, the pirate acappella people took over, much to our dismay.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:59 (fourteen years ago) link
so wait, the pirate acappella people = GDR? seems to fit.
meanwhile, here's some more brilliance from our favourite T1arnan rip-off: Sexual perversion in Ohio
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:00 (fourteen years ago) link
I probably shouldn't go into further detail ... Hi Dere's former roommate was witness to these proceedings.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:02 (fourteen years ago) link
He was at one point the leader of the metaphorical "weimar republic"
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:04 (fourteen years ago) link
except during the metaphorical "nazi" regime, there was more drinking, dancing, boozing, artiness and homosexuality.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:05 (fourteen years ago) link
was this not the case in the real nazi regime or have i seen too many movies
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:06 (fourteen years ago) link
well, if you look at it from the perspective that the actual nazis sent homosexuals to death camps, and the metaphorical nazi regime of the literary house I lived in in college, encouraged queer students to join - it's kind of the opposite.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:08 (fourteen years ago) link
unless the literary house WAS the death camp
makes you think
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:09 (fourteen years ago) link
tbh it sounds like the kind of nazi regime i'd have half bitten my own hand off to have studied under...british university was k-dry in most regards
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:11 (fourteen years ago) link
but that would imply that the nazis were killing themselves in death camps ... anyway, it's been well over a decade since all this happened, and I'm pretty sure everyone involved has moved on with their lives and view it as "lol college"
I was kinda jealous that the place got "cool" only after I left, though I was mainly responsible for "new bf" not getting kicked out at the beginning.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:14 (fourteen years ago) link
you were the neville chamberlain of that literary house
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:18 (fourteen years ago) link
no, those would be the people that secretly loathed him, but didn't want to suffer even more heated meetings on the subject of kicking him out.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:19 (fourteen years ago) link
ok john foxx then ;_;
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:20 (fourteen years ago) link
probably closer to Henry Ford ...
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:22 (fourteen years ago) link
midge ure = pirate acappella
hey this one actually works
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:22 (fourteen years ago) link
The pirate a cappella thing embarrasses me still. I mean it's a combination of two oppressively annoying whimsical things.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:23 (fourteen years ago) link
it's like a perfect storm of student kook...done by AMERICANS
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:25 (fourteen years ago) link
a cappella groups are the bane of the Ivy League ...
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:26 (fourteen years ago) link
my ex found out about ilxor while we were together (by checking her computer history), didn't tell me, and used the fact I'd posted WDYLLs of us together without consulting her as ammunition for my character assassination
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, August 20, 2009 5:10 PM (2 hours ago) Bookmark Suggest Ban Permalink
loooooooooooooooool
― butthurt (deej), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:28 (fourteen years ago) link
deej - you're late to the lol here.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:29 (fourteen years ago) link
btw hoos' ex if you are reading this there are salutations buried amid the hidden messages
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:29 (fourteen years ago) link
are we supposed to be encouraging or discouraging hoos' ex from reading?
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Friday, 21 August 2009 00:32 (fourteen years ago) link