but man some of the other stuff was purely barbaric imo anyway
did she start IRL "Ban [your name]" threads?
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:20 (fourteen years ago) link
She wrote a 5-page denouncement of me and my evils which reflected partially on mistakes I'd made but mostly on the fact she was going through personal hell at that time. She said she's considered posting it to ILX in order to show me up but had refrained at the last minute. She wanted me to take her back but I decided against it. It wasn't a good time for any of us. I'd rather not talk about it any more, save to say that we're both much better now :)
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:23 (fourteen years ago) link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tbVPpeUUW8
― the moreno you knowshon (omar little), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:25 (fourteen years ago) link
No I come across really really well in our breakup story mainly due to him setting such a high standard in being a crepey shitbag
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:26 (fourteen years ago) link
Heh ... one of my college ex-es accused me of being an alcoholic, and got me put on house "probation" ... I recalled his overdue library books ... those were simpler times.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:27 (fourteen years ago) link
Also couldn't resist sticking the boot in at any point for the next few weeks, guilt-tripping even when I'd evinced more guilt than can be humanly tripped. As recently as May when she had a new man, she came out with lines like "In a way I'm glad I had that with you, because now I know what I don't need". (Yeah, a long-distance relationship in the middle of a fecking PhD)
lol ok that's enough
T, am about to enter yr ex's ilx name with a 'Most Recent' posts search :D
LOL sarahel
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:28 (fourteen years ago) link
yeah, but lol, he hung around with all these benign "btw i live in paris now" posts (he was doing a short internship but it was practically Tender is the night by his implication)
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:30 (fourteen years ago) link
T did you get my message? It's strange sending off a number that can't receive.
― o-3ss, Wednesday, 27 August 2008 10:55 (11 months ago) Bookmark
;_; penultimate post ever
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:31 (fourteen years ago) link
it was a joy to go to work at the library at that point to see how much the fines had increased each day. At a certain point, if the fines reached a certain amount, he couldn't check out any more books without returning the overdue ones. I think the guy I broke up with him for (who the ex- was kinda persecuting) hid some of the overdue books, because he had left them lying around a common area.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:32 (fourteen years ago) link
RIP
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:33 (fourteen years ago) link
it's strange sending off a number that can't receive
^^^^ poetry, real talk, a many-leaved assertion, with many readings
― ovum if you got 'em (gbx), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:33 (fourteen years ago) link
sarahelen of troy
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:37 (fourteen years ago) link
except our side "won" ... he got kicked out of school for poor academic performance.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:38 (fourteen years ago) link
lol@persecuting btw. anyway don't need to be on this thread as this is all long ago and I'm not the one who has made a crepey replica of our relationship with a guy who looks like me.
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:38 (fourteen years ago) link
basically it was supposed to be an amicable break up ... which lasted for like 8 hours ...
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:39 (fourteen years ago) link
The Oakliad
T what big claws you have! :D
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:43 (fourteen years ago) link
Uh, that was in Providence, RI
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:44 (fourteen years ago) link
srsly if u only knew
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:44 (fourteen years ago) link
you're Wolverine?
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:45 (fourteen years ago) link
subsequent journey to Oakland in order to found [controversial moderator edit] being your subsequent Aeneid
T I am still delving, the bottom will be gotten to
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:46 (fourteen years ago) link
something like that ... the moral of the story is that break ups often lead to shitty cruel behavior on all sides.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:47 (fourteen years ago) link
also, big wooden horses
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:48 (fourteen years ago) link
crying fathers and sulking in tents
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:49 (fourteen years ago) link
and Priam gets totally slain
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:49 (fourteen years ago) link
having watched his entire family die at the hands of the murderous Greeks
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:52 (fourteen years ago) link
and Brad Pitt in a leather mini-skirt
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:52 (fourteen years ago) link
that movie was not as homoerotic as i was promised btw
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:53 (fourteen years ago) link
yeah ... i was disappointed by that, too.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:54 (fourteen years ago) link
the tv show Oz is less disappointing in that regard.
i think that's safe to say
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:56 (fourteen years ago) link
What do you love about the same sexLion, Scarecrow, Tin-Man: A very ILX Summer with the ILX Gays.
now i just need to find the T-1000
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 22:58 (fourteen years ago) link
xp - but in that 5 pages did she compare you to Hitler?
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:00 (fourteen years ago) link
"o-3ss" and "i know, right" are ILX's favourite boybuddies from the emerald isle
― Just got offed, Saturday, 26 July 2008 11:32 (1 year ago) Bookmark
tact, meet LJ
no, not hitler. it was made plain that she still loved me and thus this hurt 70x more than it would otherwise do...the sad thing is that she was 100% sincere and that she really was in a bad state in life, having been 0% up-front about its severity, and thought that this was a way to win me 'back' as a better person while we were separated by 2000 miles anyway it's a lot more complicated than i am making out and it was the first major relationship for us both and we couldn't handle the impossible dilemmas facing us and truly it sucked but i'm damned if i'm repeating those mistakes so let bygones be bygones
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:09 (fourteen years ago) link
omg boybuddies? doing my best not to click your links btw
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:11 (fourteen years ago) link
I got compared to hitler! I forgot the context ... anyway, in retrospect it was quite sad, because he was a genuinely nice, sweet person before, and it was the first "true love" kinda relationship we'd both been in ... and I'm not particularly proud of having been cruel ... though I still think the library books thing is funny.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:12 (fourteen years ago) link
was he saying that you were an idealistic painter? that you loved small children and puppies?
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:16 (fourteen years ago) link
that you had a urine fetish regarding your niece?
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:17 (fourteen years ago) link
i'm glad i don't know much about hitler now
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:18 (fourteen years ago) link
I think it had something to do with house policy and me attempting to make rules to keep the really gross chick he hooked up with as far away from me as possible. All three of us - me, the ex, the new bf - all lived in the same literary house. It eventually got so uncomfortable, I moved out.
oh yeah ... and in retaliation for the hitler comment, the new bf defiled a friend of the ex's kosher cutting board with a bacon cheeseburger ... it's all so petty and juvenile ...
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:19 (fourteen years ago) link
these wacky rushmoresque capers are bracing and formative, not crushing and soul-shrinking like a month of 'you made me feel like a whore but i still love you, also i am seriously ill and it is your fault'
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:22 (fourteen years ago) link
truesay that students are the pettiest motherfuckers on god's green earth however...jesus i hate them nowadays
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:24 (fourteen years ago) link
(most, not all)
that is a lie; i do not hate. cannot hate. feel deeply frustrated by, however, yes.
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:26 (fourteen years ago) link
xp - like gave her herpes ill or mentally ill?
Honestly there was plenty of non-wacky bullying and invective involved in the situation. That part is a less compelling read.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:31 (fourteen years ago) link
sarahel if i answer this can you not pry any longer
aggravated severe internal problems she'd been suffering since 16 which required an extra-strength hormone pill and were flaring up wagner's ring-cycle style at exactly this time
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:36 (fourteen years ago) link
I promise.
― free jazz and mumia (sarahel), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:39 (fourteen years ago) link
groovy! :)
meanwhile i shall pry myself: Lion, Scarecrow, Tin-Man: A very ILX Summer with the ILX Gays. lol it's this dude isn't it hahaha
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:39 (fourteen years ago) link
Pictured: The moment a man punched a girl off her feet during a Facebook water fight what a charmer!
― You are Rebels! You are all yankees (country matters), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:42 (fourteen years ago) link
it made me really depressed that he was such an arsehole, esp in light of how awesome i am
― ❊❁❄❆❇❃✴❈plaxico❈✴❃❇❆❄❁❊ (I know, right?), Thursday, 20 August 2009 23:43 (fourteen years ago) link