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I wanted you to alleviate my concerns and truly be there, not break my heart even more. *sighs* Oh well, I should try to stop thinking about you, at least for now. I should just concentrate on other things, on trying to be a better friend to friends in general, on self-improvement, on getting healthy. I should do this for a long while, so I can put some distance away from all that has happened and
if you're still interested in at least a friendship, you'll get a better friend from me. Still, though, even though it's easy for my mind to commit itself to this, it's incredibly hard for my heart to pull away. I had never felt anything like that with anybody ever in my life, so now I have to learn what to do about the aftermath. I just wish to God there was someone else out there like you.
― Just Deanna (Dee the Lurker), Friday, 19 September 2003 01:13 (twenty years ago) link