Do you listen to your own music / do you enjoy listening to your own music?

yeah I have ambient and vaporwave stuff I’ve made that I enjoy listening to. never released any of it.

That's very true n/a, I have an unreleased record that I've listened to so much that I'm no longer excited about it, and I think I go back and listen to it hoping it will somehow be better this time?

Yeah, it has always seemed weird to me to avoid/hate listening to your own music.
I mean if it's a major hit that you've heard/played a million times, ok, but it's a situation that most musicians don't know !
Actually, besides when I work on it or simply enjoy it, I have a very specific use for my music : as an insomniac, it's one of the best way to get me to sleep !

ok this makes me feel better. It's odd to me too -- why would you make something you don't want to hear? I mean there's plenty of stuff I've done I don't want to hear because it's bad, but if I think it came out good, then of course I want to hear it.

I listen to it a lot when I'm making it and then I end up taking a break from it, then I return to it later. I think it might be different to be in a band to working alone though - in a band you can hear other people's parts and choices they've made with them, and that's interesting in a way that going over your own choices is not.

the only reason i record my own music is to be able to hear it outside of the context of me sitting in my room playing guitar. i want to hear some of my melodies and ideas at the beach or driving through a forest or walking to the supermarket, etc. i think it's maybe kind of different for me, because it literally is a form of therapy that is more beneficial than anything else i've ever encountered. i post my music on bandcamp for anybody to hear, but i'm essentially using it as a free cloud service. if someone else hears something i did and enjoys it, well hey, bonus!

i guess it also helps that my whole premise to recording music is to just accept that i'll never gain any notoriety or make any money from it (because i'm not really very good at it, if we're being totally honest) and that nobody actually cares about my music except me and the lovable weirdos that i share a brain with.

good thread.