fuck cancer

Goddamn what a cruel situation to be in. My heartfelt best.

Lots of love, man.

indeed, take care autumn almanac. :(

:(

Wishing you all the best, AA.

Awful and cruel. All the very best AA <3

I had to take time away from this thread (and ILX in general), but..

Colonel Poo, I thought of you and your wife often during my absence, and after reading the thread just now, want to send you a lot of love.

Everyone else dealing with the loss or illness of loved ones, I also send you a lot of love.

I should say: my tumor counts are non-detectable as of a month ago.

My white blood cell counts continue to be low, but low immunity seems to be something I'm just going to have to deal with for the rest of my life.

Thank you all for being so kind and supportive in 2019. I hate this thread but love the support it provides.

xoxo

thanks table, and best wishes to you

AA I'm sorry you've had to deal with this shit too

thank you everyone. i’ve not been in the headspace for this thread. massively appreciate all your thoughts. the funeral was live streamed because we’re still dealing with the rona here, so we’ve not seen anyone in person and are unable to feel any sense of closure.

tabs & poo: i don’t have sufficient words, except that life is fucking unjust and i’m standing with you. tabs, your non-detectable tumour counts is/are great news.

FUCK CANCER

Seriously.

Word.

This is the worst year.

Yep, fuck it

fuck cancer, fuck this year, all of it

FUCK CANCER

Fuuuuuuuuuuuck cancer

What everyone else said

my dad has bowel cancer. he had throat cancer 4 years, we don't know if this is secondary cancer related to that or a new cancer.

one of my best friend's lymphoma also came back this summer. she is having a stem cell transplant next month, if that doesn't work that will be terminal.

I guess this is just going to be my life now.

I’m so sorry, CP.

Fuck... So sorry CP. It just shouldn't fucking be like this for you <3

So sorry to hear this, CP. Fuck cancer indeed. Best wishes for your dad and friend.

Sorry to hear, CP. Sending you and yours lots of love

shit, that is awful news CP. love to you & yours x

CP, it’s been such a shit run this year, hasn’t it? Solidarity xx

I’m sorry, CP. that is awful.

Damn, man. Much love to you and yours.

My condolences. Fuck cancer.

I’m sorry CP, I really feel for you.

I'm so sorry man - fuck cancer!

sorry to hear that CP. Life can throw some real dire shit at you in succession at times :(

Best wishes to you and those you love CP.

You've maybe noticed all is not well with me these days.

I have a tumour in my brain.

I'm going to hospital today to finalise a treatment plan with surgery next week.

I'm struggling with confusion and finding/writing words and some weird foggy perception stuff but steroids and other drugs are helping.

I'm permanently suppressing panic while trying to appear fine in front of the family.

Everything is moving fast which is good and bad and scary.

Onimo I am just so sorry to hear that. I really hope everything goes well at the hospital, and the scary stuff goes away.

also very sorry to hear that news onimo, hope things get a lot better for you.

<3 Onimo - hope today goes well, and next week does the same.

Onimo, I’m so sorry. I hope it continues to move fast in the right direction though, and hope for the best for you.

All the very best onimo

Best wishes for everything, onimo

Good luck onimo - these things can be survived for a long time, or even eliminated. I hope you and your doctors find the winning approach swiftly.

Onimo, thinking of you and sending you (and your family) lots of love. Here to talk and commiserate if ever you want.

Sending you all the love, animo. I'm so sorry to see this news.

sorry onimo, i hope things improve

all the best onimo, keep on keepin' on

very best wishes onimo. having been through something similar, the period before you can actually start tackling it with treatment is horrible and confusing and managing yourself in front of others while being permanently distracted and quite frightened is really hard. sympathies.

I'm so sorry to see this, G. I really hope things will turn out well.

I'm so sorry to hear that. Sending good vibes.

Adding to all this — absolute best and strength to you.

oh man Onimo, so sorry. You've got a fight ahead but know you can come through it.

Very best wishes Onimo, I'm sorry you're having to deal with this. <3