if his, maybe it's his idea of sexxytalk
― The burrito of ennui (Alfred, Lord Sotosyn), Thursday, 1 September 2016 21:21 (seven years ago) link
:-/
― J0rdan S., Thursday, 1 September 2016 23:01 (seven years ago) link
every dick is special
― until the next, delayed, glaciation (map), Friday, 2 September 2016 00:38 (seven years ago) link
so i'm having some fun. i unexpectedly became the owner of 4 poppers vials including one that is pressurized: you spray it onto a towel and then huff it. uh yeah. i just tried it out solo and i'm pretty sure i've never come that fast in my life.
― savvinesslessness (map), Friday, 30 September 2016 03:48 (seven years ago) link
i randomly hooked up with a guy who turned out to be a bear bar dj visiting from dc. we did it in the back of his rented yukon on a dirt road west of the city and got spotlighted by a cop after we finished, scrambled for our clothes, gave him our ids, left with a warning. last night we got a room. i like him. i'm going to try to parlay it into a dc trip but we'll see.
― savvinesslessness (map), Friday, 30 September 2016 03:59 (seven years ago) link
apparently he had ghb but we skipped that. he's a house music producer burner tattooed beard kind of guy, went to byu years ago, sweet and smart and reassuringly corny and it's nice to know i can still connect with someone and thaw out a little.
― savvinesslessness (map), Friday, 30 September 2016 04:05 (seven years ago) link
all the djs from my white little town got turned on to it either by progressive house (90s), electro house (00s) or erasure (80s).
― savvinesslessness (map), Friday, 30 September 2016 04:09 (seven years ago) link
i'll never come to any of that music
― The Hon. J. Piedmont Mumblethunder (Dr Morbius), Friday, 30 September 2016 04:40 (seven years ago) link
bf and i tag teamed a cute and fun furry bottom, making that our first non-terrible threesome (the last time we tried the guy couldn't bottom, couldn't top and had a huge frizzy lion's mane of hair that kept getting in the way)
― clouds, Friday, 30 September 2016 15:32 (seven years ago) link
i feel like it isn't possible for a threesome to be anything but really good or really bad.
― savvinesslessness (map), Friday, 30 September 2016 15:37 (seven years ago) link
congrats on a good one
― savvinesslessness (map), Friday, 30 September 2016 15:39 (seven years ago) link
from experience, it's possible for them to be both :|
― clouds, Friday, 30 September 2016 15:44 (seven years ago) link
thanks! and your new confidence is heartening to see
:)
― savvinesslessness (map), Friday, 30 September 2016 15:46 (seven years ago) link
so i think i'm going to dc to hang with this guy and i feel good about it. 💯
― savvinesslessness (map), Saturday, 1 October 2016 03:34 (seven years ago) link
it's on.
http://kurld.com/images/wallpapers/dope-wallpapers/dope-wallpapers-20.jpg
― savvinesslessness (map), Monday, 3 October 2016 19:56 (seven years ago) link
http://data.whicdn.com/images/135265005/large.jpg
where are good places to view porn. my usual stuff is boring me.
― J0rdan S., Tuesday, 4 October 2016 02:47 (seven years ago) link
I usually rely on P0rnhub these days. The quality varies, but its got a decent range and plenty of filterable categories.
― rhymes with "blondie blast" (cryptosicko), Tuesday, 4 October 2016 02:50 (seven years ago) link
yeah same actually it's pretty decent. tumblr mostly sucks for these purposes now.
― J0rdan S., Tuesday, 4 October 2016 02:51 (seven years ago) link
porn: almost as boring as football
― The Hon. J. Piedmont Mumblethunder (Dr Morbius), Tuesday, 4 October 2016 02:55 (seven years ago) link
tumblr has gone downhill.
― savvinesslessness (map), Tuesday, 4 October 2016 03:34 (seven years ago) link
i sent this dc dude my unwashed jockstrap
― savvinesslessness (map), Sunday, 9 October 2016 03:53 (seven years ago) link
in a 6"x9" mailer with a mix cd 😎
― savvinesslessness (map), Sunday, 9 October 2016 04:06 (seven years ago) link
well i bet the jock is fresher
― The Hon. J. Piedmont Mumblethunder (Dr Morbius), Sunday, 9 October 2016 06:40 (seven years ago) link
6 by 9, oh my
― clouds, Sunday, 9 October 2016 13:33 (seven years ago) link
xp i guess you can judge for yourself: Your Favorite Song On This
but n.b. i don't give a shit what you think so why not share your own tmi on this thread instead of... riding my jock.
― savvinesslessness (map), Sunday, 9 October 2016 19:46 (seven years ago) link
man mailing me unwashed jock is on my list of small but realistic dreams
i've been wearing one recently, pretty fun of course tho not quite sure how to work it into my life
― J0rdan S., Sunday, 9 October 2016 21:06 (seven years ago) link
I've never worn one; it feels like a garter belt.
I've removed them though.
― The burrito of ennui (Alfred, Lord Sotosyn), Sunday, 9 October 2016 21:17 (seven years ago) link
i actually like them as regular underwear and i'm pretty used to wearing them now. a friend is into them so i ground his face in the pouch, that was fun.
― savvinesslessness (map), Sunday, 9 October 2016 21:48 (seven years ago) link
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/1/12/We_Can_Do_It!.jpg
― savvinesslessness (map), Sunday, 9 October 2016 21:49 (seven years ago) link
i'm just going to blather here. i got a jock in return (whew), along with "masculine studies" "classics" iron john and king, warrior, magician and lover, and the prophet by khalil gibran. *rolls eyes*. ok i'll go with it, at least he isn't sending me atlas shrugged. i'm giving iron john a go but i don't think i'm going to make it. the weird thing is i totally had a "meaningful" dream last night like one of the ones in this stupid book. i mean it's fine, just boring in its self-help mode and weirdly non-commital and non-water-holding for a book about grabbing life by the balls or w/e, 274 pages of hedging vague suggestiveness. i cracked open king, warrior and yeah i don't think that one's for me, stuffy pseud windbag tone, no thanks.
my ex spoiled me by being well-read and having good taste in books.
i'm gonna send him spinoza: practical philosophy by deleuze for that beautiful, bomb-ass intro and stars in my pocket like grains of sand because that's the kind of thing i want a unicorn lover of mine to read and i think he could maybe get into it.
― do i look sexy today 564 (map), Thursday, 13 October 2016 04:25 (seven years ago) link
J why did no one believe you when you came out? Didn't you show them your music collection?
― The Hon. J. Piedmont Mumblethunder (Dr Morbius), Thursday, 13 October 2016 05:08 (seven years ago) link
holy shit I send that Deleuze to possible persons over-30, under 30s get Anne Carson
― fgti, Thursday, 13 October 2016 07:22 (seven years ago) link
fgti which book would you send me? *flutters eyelashes*
― laraaji p. henson (Stevie D(eux)), Thursday, 13 October 2016 13:14 (seven years ago) link
well now anne carson is going on my library list.
― do i look sexy today 564 (map), Thursday, 13 October 2016 14:28 (seven years ago) link
i'm 34 and available btw
― do i look sexy today 564 (map), Thursday, 13 October 2016 14:45 (seven years ago) link
― The Hon. J. Piedmont Mumblethunder (Dr Morbius), Thursday, October 13, 2016 1:08 AM (nine hours ago) Bookmark
my thing was that i listened to tons of rap music!
― J0rdan S., Thursday, 13 October 2016 15:00 (seven years ago) link
I still get way too many people surprised when they learn about me.
― The burrito of ennui (Alfred, Lord Sotosyn), Thursday, 13 October 2016 15:21 (seven years ago) link
I shocked no one.
― rhymes with "blondie blast" (cryptosicko), Thursday, 13 October 2016 16:15 (seven years ago) link
i didn't know anyone to shock, except for my mother who screeched at me
― do i look sexy today 564 (map), Thursday, 13 October 2016 19:19 (seven years ago) link
i really have no clue how much i pass or not, i feel pretty gay on the inside and love it
― do i look sexy today 564 (map), Thursday, 13 October 2016 19:21 (seven years ago) link
and you all rock btw, even dr morbius, who obv needs some help ilx is not giving him
― do i look sexy today 564 (map), Thursday, 13 October 2016 19:23 (seven years ago) link
hello my beautiful gaywads
it's been 6 weeks since my boyfriend's mom died and he's been depressed for months prior to that. we haven't been kicking it very often lately, which is understandable. i've not played outside the relationship either since then because i know it's been a tough time for him, but i'm feeling pretty frustrated.
anyhow he's out of town for the next couple days and i'm not sure what i want to do about it.
― gwyneth anger (patron sailor), Tuesday, 18 October 2016 17:14 (seven years ago) link
a friend with benefits? porn, dildo, weed, poppers?
― The times they are a changing, perhaps (map), Tuesday, 18 October 2016 17:41 (seven years ago) link
i have... all those things.
― gwyneth anger (patron sailor), Tuesday, 18 October 2016 17:48 (seven years ago) link
naked macrame bacchanal?
― laraaji p. henson (Stevie D(eux)), Tuesday, 18 October 2016 17:55 (seven years ago) link
i guess more broadly i'm just not sure how to navigate the intersection of an open relationship, mental illness, and grief. it feels like my identity as & obligation to be a loving and supportive partner leads to this self-sacrificing behavior where i just go without sex, sometimes for weeks, because it feels selfish under the circumstances to assert myself & my appetites.
― gwyneth anger (patron sailor), Tuesday, 18 October 2016 18:46 (seven years ago) link
like I don't know how to broach the subject because I worry it's just going to sound like "okay your mom's dead & you're depressed but i still need to nut"
― gwyneth anger (patron sailor), Tuesday, 18 October 2016 18:49 (seven years ago) link
although my boyfriend is going to starting an antidepressant shortly, so the situation is either going to get better if his mood stabilizes or get worse because of side effects
― gwyneth anger (patron sailor), Tuesday, 18 October 2016 18:54 (seven years ago) link