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Hey Bela, if you are really on this thread. It is not a good idea to speak to me like this.
It is not very personal, and not very warm, because I am not sure if it is you or not.
I am leaving the 29th of this month and moving. My computer will be packed. I am changing my phone number. I want to start new.
I apologize for insulting Micheal J, and comparing him to someone who is extremely talented.
I think Micheal J Fox is very talented.
but not extremely talented.
I have seen very high level actors, and actresses and there are almost no one in hollywood acting on a very high level.
I could barely find clothing in the store today. I feel so sorry for people today. they are so lost.
they look so ignorant, so lost and without substance.
Why follow the media?
Crispin has a cult following. Maybe he isn't as well known, like Bela isn't as well known, but they both have big followings .
Not very well-known to everyone.
But Bela, I am not going to talk about you like you are a genius on here. You treat me like nothing. This is not treating me like anything as far as I am concerned. NO one believes that you are here.
Do you blame them?
I don't believe you are here for real.
I make a bet on 29th, I will leave, change my number, email..and start a new life and you will not blink an eye, and you will NOT call or contact me.
I just feel it. I am used to be alone, so much so, that I can't imagine anything else.
I live for my music ..I write and think about it every day.
I may not record that much..because of poor circumstances. but that is all changing..soon...the house that I am moving into is absolutely great!
perfect for what I am doing...and not totally isolated from the world..but big, nice and near a big lake...
Right now I don't live like trash, and I intend to do well with my music with or without you bela.
I am not waiting with baited breath. I really don't expect that this will turn out to be anything.
I am really planning on leaving the name Marissa Marchant behind and I am thinking of legally changing my name.
I don't like the name Marissa Marchant anyway.
I think this is very cold, and a cold way of communicating with someone if it is really you. This coldness if something that sends red flags up in my mind.
you don't know me.
and I don't think it is right to compare talent on the net...but I think that people should respect and recognize talent not just because the name is bigger.
― Marissa Mm, Tuesday, 9 August 2005 21:48 (eighteen years ago) link
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