Literary Clusterfucks 2013

i believe that she told askellen that she was a bisexual and then denied that she said that in the interview

i believe she posted on her blog that she is bipolar and then denied that she had ever written it

i believe in fairy winkle

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky

yes, but do either of those events mean you know she lied in the first place? not knowing one way or another means NOT KNOWING ONE WAY OR ANOTHER

I believe in life after love

I believe..that love is the answer

i know she lied in the first place or the second place. it had to be one.

worst segment of npr's "this i believe" EVER

nobody cares about what kind of person you are. i'm not a good person, i just get fucking mad when people start authoritatively posting at length about how some woman is clearly lying about what her boyfriend did to her in private like they know shit about dick like am i at a rape trial or some shit?

xxxxxxxxp

except no one did that. to say someone did it to make shit up just so you can denounce it.

is to*

she's not here. i would try to pin her down to some reality principle if she were (or probably would just let the whole thing go, tbh, unless some part of my life were at stake). but since it's just people figuring out things via a miasma of highly mediated evidence, well...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBFrYGCU460

when the backwards B carving woman claimed someone attacked her, was it insensitive to point out that it might not be true? maybe. idk, i guess i'm not worried about appearing insensitive on ilx. i try to be sensitive irl to real ppl. not on a thread called Literary Clusterfucks 2013 in front of ilx posters.

listen, Mordy, let's just posit that she's a liar and her boyfriend abused her, okay? just as an experiment. the experience of abuse makes you doubt your own judgment of reality. that's just another way to explain conflicting accounts.

i think that could certainly be true!

i think what you would say about doubting backwards B carving woman is that certain ilxors' race pieties trump their gender pieties in that instance. it seems like an exhausting perspective on the world tbh.

xp okay i guess i should just reread your posts that made me so mad last night but i think i probably will not

the worst case, in my view, might be what's happening: it's possible that the cowboy was an abusive rapist, but valdes really does now believe all that crap about women being happier submitting to a real man, despite that.

but in general i don't like filling in with speculation what nobody has yet found out by asking.

― goole, Thursday, January 10, 2013 3:10 PM (Yesterday) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

"a seeming ignorance of how that kind of abuse typically affects victims" is key

except most victims of that kind of abuse do not go out and write a book length love letter to their abuser, sell it for a $400,000 advance, decide that their relationship was actually horrific, post that conclusion to their blog, retract it, then go out on a book tour and sell that book as an honest depiction of how awful feminism is and how wonderful abusive relationships are, after all.

this adds a few untypical features to the same old story.

theres a piece coming out in a little bit on a nick denton website that more or less confirms the worst case

well that's because most abuse victims aren't fairly high-profile authors

from p much the beginning this thread has followed the typical pattern when a woman makes an allegation of abuse or rape, which is that the discourse focuses around her personally instead of on her claims or anyone else involved (like e.g. the accused). even if no one itt has specifically said that she is "clearly lying about what her boyfriend did to her in private" the fact is that it, you know, looks just a lil bit bad when all anyone is talking about in the context of her abuse allegations is whether or not she is crazy or whether or not she lied in unrelated incidents in the past

lots of xps i guess

max i don't read lifehacker

theres a piece coming out in a little bit on a nick cannon website that more or less confirms that this thread has talent

i'm perfectly willing to believe that cowboy abused her. he seems skeevy from the youtube clip i saw of him. it certainly wouldn't surprise me. but if he did, i think she has a responsibility to disavow the book that is, according to her, a primer about and love letter to falling in love with a manipulative abusive man. that's all i've ever believed.

even if no one itt has specifically said that she is "clearly lying about what her boyfriend did to her in private"

p. sure no one here thinks this, actually

well horseshoe, mordy's explained that this woman is responsible for perpetuating abuse, i mean she's RESPONSIBLE for it, do you see. if someone reads her book and then ends up in an abusive relationship, well then it's the fault of the author for not adequately warning her. i mean, abusers are gonna be abusive, that's just HOW THEY ARE, how could we ever hold THEM to account?

in short, mordy, you're taking the long way around to blame the victim and it's super weird and gross.

yeah, that's bullshit elmo

oh okay, that was what made me mad. people talking about what her responsibility is.

yeah the reliance on responsibility in Mordy's account is worth digging into but idk what to think about that yet

xps!

then we're on totally different wave-lengths. i don't see why she doesn't have a responsibility for the literature she writes.

yeah, that's bullshit elmo

― Mordy, Friday, January 11, 2013 4:39 PM (49 seconds ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

http://hiphopwired.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/sad-elmo.jpg

seems like a sad story. would prefer to see it as a postmodern stunt about utter futility of sex and romance.

it would be one thing if i said she deserved to be abused or that she was asking for it or that she was in some other way to blame for the abuse, but that's obviously not what i'm suggesting and i would never say or think that

holding her to some kind of standard of integrity when she's clearly not really in control of a whole lot right now is weird to me. Like I understand that those principles might be important to you personally but to decry her whole situation because she doesn't adhere to some predetermined notion of How She Should Behave In This Situation is, well...I get it, but I don't get it and I don't get trying to be all DO U SEE when the 'evidence' is so murky that no one knows WHAT the fuck her real story is and that's the whole point of this thread!!

ugh

ppl aren't acting at all times w/in a vacuum where they have absolute agency, or like, "shit is complicated sometimes" idk

you just had your psyche and body violated for years by a man who felt like he owned you! here's what you should be doing about that experience! substitute my judgment for your own!

like i am pretty sure i hate woman-penned anti-feminist tracts more than all the next guys but can we not proclaim loudly and authoritatively what people should do after such things on a rihanna-is-so-irresponsible-think-of-the-young-girls tip? let's keep an eye on who's really responsible, you know?

TERMINATOR
Why?

JOHN
Whattaya mean, why? 'Cause you can't!

TERMINATOR
Why?

JOHN
You just can't, okay? Trust me on this.

Terminator doesn't get it.

<3

Abuse is not an excuse for perpetuating abuse, which is what pushing this book on her audience is doing.

― Mordy, Thursday, January 10, 2013 11:45 PM (Yesterday)

it's okay to just be generally grossed out by the entire situation though right?

ha i'd never really considered that exchange from T2. pretty profound, tbh

xpost yep, that's kinda why I'm here

I think everyone is generally grossed out by the entire situation

How does her book compare to "getting back together with chris brown" on the responsibility scale? It seems that some posters think it's ok to criticize rihanna for her situation but not Valdez for hers?

not if one of the ppl you're grossed out at is valdes apparently

yeah i mean, i stopped reading the thread early on, i think a bunch of stuff about how this lady is unappealing was eventually posted, which i have no trouble believing. fuck a bunch of things that people dub "post-feminist" i was just mad at all the long-ass this probably never happened also she's doing abuse survival wrong shit.

xxxxp to maura