s1ocki's Sad YouTube project

haha ok

If it's true, brilliant, if it's false, that still works.

half of me thinks it's bullshit and the other half thinks how weirdly specific and non-composed it is

either way I'll never listen to the song again without thinking of guys tripping in a burnt out tank in vietnam

a friend of mine was in iraq pt. 1 and they tripped a lot because for some reason it wasn't that hard for ppl to just mail tabs in a letter and not get caught

idgi he ripped his friend apart with his fingers teeth?

it's also because lsd doesn't show up in urine tests

xp

he killed an enemy soldier with his fingers and teeth if I am reading him right

ohhh rite "during the night we were over come"

I had a friend who was tripping on an army base stateside when they got an emergency call to deploy (also iraq pt 1). he ended up sitting in the bay of a troop carrier for hours, waiting to get airlifted. then they got told nevermind, go back to whatever you were doing, false alarm. that was when he decided to go awol.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1D5PtyrewSs

This song means a lot to me. I just turned 18 on the 16th, a major milestone in life. The thing is though after moving into north-western Texas in late June, it seems that all my friends that live down here don't seem to appreciate anything but weed anymore. They didn't even call me on my birthday... I'm at a crossroads, do I stay in this place and stay young or do I move on and out leaving my family and bunk friends down here? Well, hopefully this December is different.. From the rest at least.
hawksixnine 10 months ago

It was just before New Years 2009 and my kibbutz was under it's third day of rocket and mortar attacks. I was working in the dairy and trying to ignore the explosions all around me when the radio played this song. That was the first time I have ever heard it and the world stopped for me when it played. I still tear up everytime I hear it.....
rakiaofek 10 months ago

I fell in love to this song many years ago. I flew across the country to be with her when I was seventeen. That story ended for me half a decade later but this song still reminds me that there are always beautiful things to look forward to in life.
0158014 10 months ago

"the smell of hospitals in winter... and the feeling that its all a lot of oysters, but no pearls"
Remainds me so much of spending my 30th birthday on call as a senior resident... up all night in some damn teaching hospital, getting home the next day to find that my girlfriend had abandoned a birthday cake and a few presents for me... one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me, and one for the sadest sights Ive ever seen... I think I knew I loved her then, married her...
drsoandso 11 months ago 64

My friend committed suicide 2 nights ago with the lyrics "I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they last" as his last post to FB. I Googled them and I wound up here. All I wanna say is Goodbye man and God-Speed Bryan, you were a great soldier and friend! From me and all your friends.
joedag90 1 year ago 145

Dude...me and my friend were in my truck, drivin' down the road and we got into an argument, it escalated and we were ready to kill each other. He had a plastic fork and I had a plastic knife and we were goin' to rip each other's head off, but then this song came up on the radio and we just looked at the radio and back at each other and just apologized to each other and just relaxed in his garage with a few beers.
Gia Kang 1 year ago 3

this song reminds me of what it felt like growing up, and discovering, good music, and my big sister .. listening to it, the feeling that life can be sweet, for a moment or two
santoriniification 2 years ago

A++

"He had a plastic fork and I had a plastic knife and we were goin' to rip each other's head off" is the best thing I've read all day.

I think I found a comment that's too heartbreaking to post and I don't know what to do.

Well you kind of have to tell us now

I queued it up for next week... it's on a Commodores song.

I was a little boozy when I read it and it kind of twisted my heart in half

Oh man...

Night shift?

Just to be close to you?

Brick House obv.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zg-ivWxy5KE&feature=related

first top comment.

It's very heartbreaking. And it fits your project.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8fEfJsYiD2A

i lost my virginity to this song, listening to the past brings out so many memories please kill me.
robbantheshit 1 year ago 3

christ
xxp

a video i posted got one of these and even though it's insubstantial in the wider scheme of things it's one of the few comments i have on any of my videos so i think of it every now and then

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lj0yyyu8WkY&feature=plcp

I think of my daughter when I hear this-I f***ed up so badly-..., but I alwlay loved her. Addiction takes love away and leaves you with nothing.
aynnie1 4 months ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5nacXrTFzRw

Reminds me of when I was a freedom fighter, in South America. I found myself skydiving for
what felt like forever... all the time. Hell, I'd commandeer choppers, just so I could get
in the air and jump one more time. The solitude always saved me.

Into installations I'd fly, alone and silent, to save lives, to destroy illegal arms...
[...]

sad

some of these don't pass the smell test.

that Commodores one...I held it together until the kid mentioned the guinea pig...just heartbreaking.

yeah seriously

ya, that plus the line about going to work with him sometimes. man. just. man.

11

love this song ..reminds me of my days at home from college..gorgeous sunny days, walking by waterways with sunny sparkle reflected of the water surface..now life is busy and hard paperwork datelines finances kids taxes ..i'd pay anythin to be trapped in those old moments

rinsedpie 1 month ago

Thank you for your comments to me. The words I know are true and said very beautifully. I am waiting for my heart to get over the loss. I know I will at least partially someday. I went through our cd's and found his cd's and a DVD of Foreigner and will spend some time today enjoying them and memories of him.

berrylyn 1 year ago 2

Lyn, I'm so sorry. Let me return a hug you passed to me few days ago. Thanks you for the kind comments then. It is very stressing for the surviver to review our lost love ones personal items, lingering imaginations, thoughts of reasons, purpose of each item smothered deeply in each container. I don't touch anything anymore, leaving it the way my wife placed it 12 months ago. Stay busy and with others.

twoZJs in reply to berrylyn 1 year ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POCzcpA78zs

Uploaded by antiochus66 on 11 Mar 2010
i tied some rocks on my back took a eumig under water super 8 camera,put a security light above and we both went down .
down into a scary murky black pool near marks place in virginia
the film in the camera failng as it slowly filled up with stagnant pond water.
me struggling cos of the rocks on my back and no air in my lungs.
mark managing to get some air,then sinking back down into the gloom.
1 camera,1 take,2 men drowning.
mark a lovely shy talented guy
RIP.

omg look at the other comments by the girl who commented on the commodores vid

marissagwen padullajamison commented 1 month ago
you are beautiful but i dont like your attitude

haha i did, i sometimes do that to see if the person is who they're claiming to be... she def could be a 13 yr old girl from those other comments

i def like that her other comments entirely involve shaming bullies & supporting girls w/ low self esteem <3

totes

random side note but that song was the sample source for one of my all-time fav curren$y songs from before he got boring to think about
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYkPxF2bYkg

from this thread:

Def Leppard was, is, and always will be bad ass. i have every cd and music video, my fav tune and video shall always be "bringin on the heartbreak" . it was me and my fiance's song, not for the words, but we loved
the powerful emotion it conveyed. my fiance was killed in an auto accident, decapitated by a drunk driver. my friend and i busted our guitars out and played "bringin on the heartbreak" and "in time" by robbie robb(our other fav song) in her honor, but noone except her and my parents understood what i was doing, thought i was damning her. any way, def leppard is totally bodacious, i pray they don't sell out like most of the 80's bands these days

there are so many "my fiance was killed in a car accident and this was his/her favourite song" comments i get kinda skeptical of them

s10ck are the "i miss you" songs too much of a low-hanging fruit

ya kinda

there are so many "my fiance was killed in a car accident and this was his/her favourite song" comments i get kinda skeptical of them

― Author ~ Coach ~ Goddess (s1ocki), Sunday, October 28, 2012 8:54 PM (23 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

damn luna is even snowing people on youtube

there are so many "my fiance was killed in a car accident and this was his/her favourite song" comments i get kinda skeptical of them

is it skepticism or is it that you're just tired of seeing them? It wouldn't surprise me that loss of a special person would trigger really strong sense of nostalgia and sadness when someone hears a particular song. I can't think of why someone would lie/exaggerate about this particular type of nostalgia.

i think it seems like such a perfect sob story if someone were going to make one up that at a certain point you wonder if it's possible for that many automotive fatalities to happen to people while they were engaged to be married

iatee to thread w/ statistics

haha

i think it seems like such a perfect sob story if someone were going to make one up that at a certain point you wonder if it's possible for that many automotive fatalities to happen to people while they were engaged to be married

― Victory Goon (some dude), Monday, October 29, 2012 11:55 AM (53 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

ya exactly.

i just use the smell test.

i like to use stories that have specific interesting details, which also makes them seem more likely to be true.

i like to use stories that have specific interesting details, which also makes them seem more likely to be true.

this is pretty specific (though, obv not from youtube).

killed in an auto accident, decapitated by a drunk driver. my friend and i busted our guitars out and played "bringin on the heartbreak" and "in time" by robbie robb(our other fav song) in her honor, but noone except her and my parents understood what i was doing, thought i was damning her.

specific but... "busted out our guitars" doesn't pass the test for me.

Jay Gilllan
2 years ago
What a beautiful song; although when I listen to it I can't help thinking, where did my life go so wrong...I guess it's just in the movies where dreams come true.

Justin Olson
4 months ago
My grandma's name was Virginia and we called her Gramma Virgie. She passed away while I was in the ICU following open heart surgery. I was 17 and the only thing I could think or talk about back then was being a cattle rancher. She'd smile and tell me about granddad and his big herd.

Well, I've got my herd now and I'm raising show cattle on the farm she and granddad built together.

I must not have grieved properly when she passed because this came on one day while clipping for a show and I broke down sobbing in front of the college kids I have working for me. It was so cathartic.

Idk why I'm telling a bunch of strangers but this feels good too.

Tyler may be a wild mountain man, but he's a good boy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFL5QcYDnmw

under 'Magic' by Pilot

vivandav67
1 year ago (edited)
This song is joyous...yet it brings a tear to my eye..i miss childhood..😭

Sue Blackwood
1 year ago
I miss it to i just wish i could go back

vivandav67
1 year ago
@Sue Blackwood I'm ready when you are..😁🎈

Duck Man
1 year ago
Yes

Goodness Gracious
1 year ago
Take me with you guys if you find a way to go back.

Slades VW Beetle
1 year ago
vivandav67 Yes I agree! Time has went too fast

em jay
1 year ago
If you guys have a time machine I'd love to jump on board. There's no good music here!

Miguel Oneto
1 year ago
Im too
my friend

frank connelly
1 year ago
me too,it was the sorta better time in my life,and Friday nights and talking to real friends down at the bowling alley and sharing pizza at long john santoros and roaming the streets in boston on sundays having coffee at dunkin donuts,yea,those were the better times and the lost songs of the seventies on that radio station. I miss home but I cant go back

Pacific Blue
11 months ago
vivandav67 don’t forget me....

Doug S
11 months ago
You got that right! Things were so much easier then, it seemed that we had so much to look forward to in life, it truly seems like it was just yesterday......but 44 years ago wow, where did it all go?

jim Graf
11 months ago
I understand, I,ll never forget Nancy and her Orange Subaru

alan spagnolia
9 months ago
know what? ME TOO !!! Happy tears for sure, however a time that will never return. At least we were able to grow up then to enjoy these songs, and can hear them again and again !

frank connelly
8 months ago
@Sue Blackwood to go back and be the innocent and happy kid i was then,well,at least allow me to know what i do now,to change what would bring too many tears and seeing the death and loss of the real and true freinds i miss terribly,the relationships,and the people that caused it,one in particular,i wouldnt shed a single tear,and doing what was offered when i was younger.

davida chapman
8 months ago
Yes I do too. To go back and know what we know now...@Sue Blackwood

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37dw2r45Xzg

Tammy Majewski
Tammy Majewski
10 months ago
One night my late husband and I were listening to music. He was singing this song to me. He asked me to make sure that this was played at his funeral when he passed. Because of circumstances, I wasn't able to play it. But, I did however have "I was singing this song for you" with music notes as quotes, put on his headstone. Needless to say, this song will always hold a place in my heart, and I always have the tissues handy when I listen to it. I am blessed that I had him in my life. Rest in peace Daniel R. Majewski.
501

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UluH0QmnwfM

I work as a garbage collector in those trucks where we are two or three people in each truck we work manually and I love my job. What scares me and worries me is that technology is advancing and someday by 2040 we will be replaced by advanced machines and we will lose our work since you use automatic trucks with cranes and only one person operates it and I sincerely hope not to lose my appreciated work for that, and I hope it is as always 2 men picking up trash by hand, I love my job, greetings from Oklahoma,

I need a blog that collates everyone's "jamming to this during lockdown" comments

good luck with that, as that's presently every video on youtube that plays a piece of music.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUOKXibHpbA

Romney Wordswerth
4 weeks ago
My papaw was dying in the hospital, when I was young. I couldn't take it, and my aunt turned me to this CD. I love you everything.

Sarah McLachlan - Hold On (live)

Sonja

This song makes me think of December 31, 2008. I was in the hospital having a baby I named Sarah who didn't make it. The next day I started chemotherapy for the cancer that took my daughter the day before. Not knowing if I'd live for my husband or my other children was scary. Thank God I'm still alive. So hearing this really touches a sensitive spot in my heart. Thanks Sarah for getting me through this.

why was this project discontinued? i always liked it.

Something doubly sad about how some of the video hotlinks no longer work, leaving only an empty space and a comment

I posted this on a different thread, a comment on Melanie/Edwin Hawkin's "Lay Down (Candles in the Rain)":

"It was 1971, I was 31 years old, a low almost suicidal point in my life after I got out of the service. I drove up to Topanga Canyon above Malibu and stopped at the Corral. A young lady asked me to play this song on the jukebox. We chatted and in the end she changed my life. Strange but true. Joanne McDonald...here's to you where ever you are!"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2hTQjK1Fa4

Determined Di
1 year ago
I was thinking of my dog who passed in December tonight. This song popped into my head. No disrespect to people but I loved my dog.

Jessability
Jessability
4 years ago
I can't listen to this without crying. I miss all those who have passed.

layssa bianchini
3 years ago
I was looking my dad's facebook because I missed him. He posted this song in 2013 and died in 2015. I will always miss him. <3

Tom Berlied
Tom Berlied
2 years ago
I have cancer and this is the song that I want at my funeral. Sorry James. You have to stop writing tunes that mean so much to me. I live in Acton ma. Your music h as made me live this long. You are the boy that has ties here. I always loved my Boston friends. Thank you James!

ThePersonNextToYou
6 years ago
From the first time I ever heard this song I have wanted it to be the song I hear as I am taking my last breath. I know it is morbid, but I can't imagine a nicer song to be playing as I go...

Max
2 years ago
My dog passed away today. I've always loved this song and it's helped me through the worst times, and it'll help me through this one too.

susanolney
6 months ago
I am playing this song to my husband of 46 years as he lays dying. Maybe he can hear the lyrics. I hope so. ❤️

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Samantha Henson
3 years ago
I lost my dad sept 27th 2017 and this is the song his friend and brother played at his funeral. rest in heaven daddy

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Tami Yomes
1 year ago
This song has a new meaning since my Mom just passed over.. Thankyou for this.. 😓

10

Cathi Hixson Mingus
3 years ago
this was the last song that my ex husband ever sang for me....he died 3 months later. It was only appropriate to have it at his funeral. rest in peace my love....I will be home soon to you

Richard Gregory
5 years ago
Will play this song for mum on monday when we say our last goodbye's going to miss her..

Goddamnit, another version came up after, comment section is destroying me

John Goedecke
John Goedecke
1 year ago (edited)
My older brother used to sing this song for me when I was going to sleep.He died of leukemia when he was 20 years old and I was just 3.Its about all I can remember of him and it still moves me to tears everytime I hear it.To this day I sing my girls to sleep at night to JT songs.One day they came in while I was watching an old JT vid on YouTube like this one and my younger daughter says “ Daddy,he’s singing your song”.I was floored and all I could think of to say was.....” bet you didn’t know you had a famous dad huh? “ They’ll figure it out someday but for now it’s how I keep my brothers memory alive.Thank you JT for all the years and the songs!

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ice la honk 2 months ago

music to spend my last night with my dog to.

good boy, Charlie. you're almost there bud

This entire comment section

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjEq-r2agqc

Lesli D
1 year ago
Found this while dealing with a loved one's fatal illness...........so beautiful. I carry it with me.......thank you.

Daniel Eptein
4 months ago
Im sorry Lesli thats awful. Hopefully this song gave you some comfort.

Siberius Wolf
4 months ago
Shit quality version unfortunately. Click on a different upload of this song and the sound is normal.

how sad

['Invisible Sun' by the Police]

Alpha9Z
6 years ago
I recently came across a letter from my ex which she wrote many years ago, when we were still young. She told me how amazing she thought this song was. I can't remember ever having listened to it. So i thought i'd google it and indeed - this song seems pretty great.
Unfortunately, she left me last year, but I am glad she still was able to add something positive to my life by introducing this song to me, even though it wasn't on purpose. She really was the most beautiful, smart and caring woman I have ever met and I am sad I lost her. But life goes on, so now i should just be glad that at least I got to know this song because of our break-up. Thank you, Judith! <3

P.S. sorry for making you read a long and sad comment from a stranger :p you should go to the kitchen and get yourself a cookie as a reward for reading it (; Have a nice day! (:

I looked at that person's user page and someone had left this comment on the 'discussion' section:

judgedeath3
12 years ago
Thanks for adding me as a friend!:D
I think you know who I´m already but this is judge death from MB.
Nice to see you on youtube.

judge death

This was my moms recovery song. My mother clean from heroin in the late 80's and she would have this on repeat. R.I.P. mom

;_;

milo I’m sorry. I’m glad you can remember clean times for your mom and that she felt recovered.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaSVkb_XLt4

low's "lullaby" has over 20M views when you combine this and the official one. there are a LOT of comments in turkish here.

like:

bu kadar insan bu şarkının altında sözleşmiş gibi toplanmışız, farklı yaşantılar, aynı acılar. Hepinize teşekkür ederim, yalnız değilmişim..

translated: So many people gathered under this song as if they were contracted, different experiences, the same pain. Thank you all, I was not alone.

theres dozens more like this. i cannot figure it out, but its fascinating.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaX64o71vGQ

Tanmay Gudhekar
5 days ago
Every time I play this song, I visualize me and my best friend, dining in a house, she has wore the red dress and we do exactly as the lyrics say. I cannot express how happy it makes me! I can only hope that I actually get to do it in reality with her because I'm just a best friend to her and atm she has no romantic feelings towards me.

aphex twin's "rhubarb" is quite a motherlode

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AWIqXzvX-U

[The Lifting by REM]

@Snagman67
2 years ago
I remember first hearing this song in the summer of 2001. I was 25 years old living in Portland OR, and it was one of the most awful years of my life. I Went through a really bad break-up with my then fiancé, the World Trade Center attacks, and my dead end job where I worked the graveyard shift was finally starting to get to me. I was going through a great deal of depression that year. This was one of the songs I listened to quite often that year, and believe it or not I get a great feeling of wonderful nostalgia hearing this today for the first time in probably 15+ years. Funny thing is, hearing this song reminded me of all the good times that I actually tried to make out of it all that year, which is why I actually find this song comforting.

@heathkitchen4315
3 years ago
I used to mow my Dads lawn to this album. Lot of introspection going on to these beautiful and spacey tunes back then. Thanks R.E.M.

[Call Me by Blondie]

@joseirizarry-rivera8873
1 month ago
AS a child, I always thought all blondies songs was produced and created by my mother! Mom dancer sang acted every Blondie so well. I would sit and watch her, clean up and act Blondie!!!!! I miss you mom!!! Till we meet again!

@leergut858
@leergut858
1 month ago
Thats so cute. I cant imagine how it feels to loose a mother... im sorry for your loss.

@kinseybandy8140
@kinseybandy8140
1 month ago
I love this song

@dayanalam3467
@dayanalam3467
1 month ago
Hello

@dayanalam3467
@dayanalam3467
1 month ago
Soy la q canta

@nina-fc2yh
@nina-fc2yh
3 weeks ago
@dayanalam3467 ?

@CouldaWouldaShoulda
@CouldaWouldaShoulda
3 weeks ago
@leergut858 lose*

@zombeairsoft
@zombeairsoft
2 weeks ago
Jesus loves you!!

@shidposting4011
@shidposting4011
2 weeks ago
😢

@gerardomedrano9784
@gerardomedrano9784
2 weeks ago
Good memories bring you happiness and sadness at the same time.
Keep remembering your mother

@worcestershiresauce6377
@worcestershiresauce6377
13 days ago
sounds like a multi-talented and special mother, hope you don't let go of her memories with you

@buttwhittle8185
@buttwhittle8185
13 days ago (edited)
Your mom sounds like she was a cool person 😎

@anubisSRT4
@anubisSRT4
4 days ago
Glad I'm not the only one with childhood trauma like that. Lol. But on a serious note, sorry for your loss.

@UrDeadPerson
@UrDeadPerson
1 day ago
@dayanalam3467 doubt

@roxane1976
@roxane1976
1 hour ago
Awesome memories condolences 💐

Queensryche, "Silent Lucidity"

Alden Charley
3 months ago
I lost my wife of almost 20 years to Cancer on 09/12/22.... When we first met I took her to a Queensryche concert in Albuquerque,NM. That was night we both really understand that we were soul mates I guess... And I held her when they started playing this song, and we were inseparable since than. It was early 2020 we found out she had Cancer and because of Covid it was hard to get into a hospital for treatment. Two years went by with very little medical visits till early 2022 and things took a turn for the worse and did my very best to be there for her as much as I could. I even quit my job just to take her to her Chemotherapy treatment and stuff. I could tell by her physical appearance that her body was getting frail but to me she is always that beautiful Navajo woman that I fell with regardless of her physical appearance. She left us ( our kids and I)! in the early morning hours of 09/12/22. And eversince than I would dream of her and till a month later she came to me once again in my dream and told me she is home and gonna go to sleep and eversince than I felt peace and Comfort. Rest easy my love Tawnya I love and miss you tremendously 😭

Pablo Blanco
3 months ago
My son passed away today and this is the song that I dedicated to him when he was born in 1991, the same year Queensryche released the Empire album. RIP my son.

Joseph Mojica
4 months ago
I had this cassette in Saudi during Desert Shield/Storm and would look at the stars at night hoping to make it home. Months later I made hope and turned on the tv and this song started to play. I cried. God was telling me I was home. Will always have a special place in my heart. Thank you Queensryche for the incredible memories.

Mÿndcrime
2 months ago
My Dad passed away on Wednesday February 1, 2023. I'm proud to say he had amazing taste in music and because of that, he had a huge influence on my musical interests.
He loved this song. My love for Queensrÿche and my love for this song...I influenced him too.
I will miss you SO MUCH Pop. My heart is broken. I miss my morning phone call from you...especially your "My son!" after I said hello. You're no longer in pain or suffering. I love you Papasito. ❤️

The Crusader
1 year ago (edited)
My dad asked to play this at his funeral, I never understood why until he passed and I listend to the lyrics. It makes sense now. I come back here every so often to reminisce him.

Crystal Helms
3 months ago
I know this may sound weird, but I lost my husband out of the blue… this song makes me feel like he’s around ❤

I hope folks are reading s1ocki's Substack because this was an amazing update to SadYouTube
https://markslutsky.substack.com/p/something-good-88-irene

Wow! He gives a little hat-tip to the podcast Heavyweight at the end, but it really does feel like a episode of that show.

I sadly missed this revive, so reboosting!