Luna

She was like a bot programmed by hallmark and hustler.

lol omg

Her shereads1.jpg could go on the beef curtains thread.

she didn't tell me specifics abt other posters but I heard she talked shit abt others. I leave it to others to tell that tale. like I said I lolled.

she had terrible taste in fake faces, she could have picked a much better one than that.

I think my contact was comparatively minimal w her, I can't even remember details it was so long ago.

Aimee: yeah, I'm not bothering with anything else now that you can AIM through gmail
although it makes avoiding ******* tricky at times
oh I know I sound like a cunt, but it's really hard work at times

aimee otm in line 3, part one

Have I been 100% honest, yeah, we both know I haven't. Not
specifically for the purposes of keeping you in the dark, but because
sometimes, honestly, you ask too many questions, and it's just easier.

I'm exactly who I've always represented myself to be, no matter what
anyone there says. Not one person has come to me and asked me if any
of this is true, and they won't, because they're not interested in the
truth, they're interested in what they already "know". I haven't
looked at it in days, and I have no intention of ever doing so - I
said I was leaving, and so I have. I also said anyone could email me,
no one has. I'm over it, I'm done with it, and I'm trying to move on
and not be hurt that people I liked have turned into rabid dogs. They
can say I'm a man, a three boobed space princess, or married to Elvis,
I don't care. Was I "dating" Tep? Yes, I was. Sort of. Did I do and
say things that upset people? Sure I did. I'm not perfect, and am
sometimes an asshole. Am I the person they're describing me as? Well,
I only saw up to Monday afternoon, but no, I'm not. I don't know what
prompted this, what the catalyst was for it to all explode, but I
didn't do anything.

Damn.

Not one person has come to me and asked me if any
of this is true, and they won't, because they're not interested in the
truth,

Haha wtf thats bullshit! I asked! Other people I know for sure asked! WTH.

Jesus Christ we were wrong

I was yelling no no
no so loudly because I didn't want to face that I needed this kind of
attention because it made me feel so pathetic.

I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I lied to you. You've always been
nothing but honest with me, and I'm appalled that I held that trust so
carelessly. I'd like to ask you for another chance, because I've been
reexamining and reevaluating in the last few days, and I've realized I
just can't be that person anymore. It's the 'when it hurts less to
change than it does to stay the same' thing. I'm not asking to be
anything other than your friend - I'm staying away from that stuff for
a year, I've decided - I would just miss you...

Anyway, if you can't do that, I totally understand.

wait is this breaking news or

these are from 5 yrs ago

I think these are emails from
Lunagate pt 1, yeah?

oh ok
was confused

I'm appalled that I held that trust so
carelessly.

really?!

me: Don't take this the wrong way, I hope it doesn't sound condescending, but maybe it'd benefit you to get some counseling. Just talking to someone who doesn't know you and is non-judgmental can do wonders.

aimee: No, it doesn't sound like that - I've been thinking about it myself. I
don't think our insurance covers much, but it's worth looking into
anyway. I think there are a lot of things I need to work out,
honestly.

http://www.317am.net/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/crit-jon-l.jpg

I blew off a coffee date with Gear (after
telling him I was on the way) - that was totally shitty of me, and I
knew it at the time, but something creeped me out at the last minute.
Chaki - I don't get him. He used to ask me to come to shows and when
I thought I could, I said I'd try, but I never ended up doing it. I
did see him at the record store he worked at one night - he says he'd
remember seeing me, but I was with Tamara, and I didn't go up to the
counter at all, was just browsing while she was buying stuff, but what
the hell does he think I did to him?

I should mention that I don't know what creeped me out about having
coffee with Gear - it wqsn't necessarily him, just a bad vibe I got.
I was an asshole and didn't call to tell him I wasn't coming, either,
and made up some bullshit excuse when he asked me about it later.
Jesus, what a bitch.

At least the last sentence was otm.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v491/stinkylulu/LB-lorrainebracco-goodfellas-alley1.png

aimee otm line 5.

i now see what you mean about the occasional bits of truthfulness slipping in.

Well, okay, I'll come clean. That's why I didn't come to San
Francisco - I didn't want you to see the ASSHOLE tattoo I have on my
forehead. That's why I've never met anyone in ILx. I post pictures so
rarely because I can't often afford the amount of makeup it takes to
cover it up.

I have never had anything more than casual conversation with ***** ******
. Ned flirted with me and invited me to dinner a couple times,
and then we mostly talked about my maybe setting him up with my
girlfriends. Kenan wanted to meet me at the airport but I had to
change my flight and couldn't, which I told him an hour after I
mentioned my first flight being changed at all. Orbit? Wtf? We
chatted a couple times, and uh? Chaki and Gear you know about, jeremy
I flirted with and I think he was sweet on me, but I never went beyond
flirting with him, but he did ask me to go to Michigan once, and
Jeanne and I have been flirty, but that's pretty much it there, too.
We kinda crushed on each other, but realized pretty quickly it
wouldn't work as I am not a full time lesbian. I AM A MONSTER.

this is all so nuts and fascinating

now i have full time lesbo to the tune of part time lover running though my head

who is jeanne?

Well, okay, I'll come clean. That's why I didn't come to San
Francisco - I didn't want you to see the ASSHOLE tattoo I have on my
forehead. That's why I've never met anyone in ILx. I post pictures so
rarely because I can't often afford the amount of makeup it takes to
cover it up.

― A True White Kid that can Jump (Granny Dainger), Saturday, October 20, 2012 12:24 AM (3 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

this is a metaphor right

For a couple seconds I didn't realize it was

She could wear a hat...?

Funny how she was so saccharine on ile but trashing everyone privately.

jeanne fury?

maybe it's a solicitation for makeup funding. xp

You make me sound like some kind of monster, Andy, and at the MOST, I
can be accused of being a little flaky.

Also, I don't give a flying FUCK about what chaki would have to say at
any time. That little motherfucker is a totally pathetic little
asshole with nothing better to do than to mess around in other
people's lives with "facts" that have little to no basis in reality.
Does he bother to confront anyone directly? He does not, he'd rather
be a weak ass little pussy and do it on a public forum to garner as
much support for his campaign by people who have proven in the past
that they're sheep. Fuck him, he could be on fire and I wouldn't walk
two steps to pee on him. I am not the first person he's done this to,
and knowing that little pansy bitch, I will not be the last.

tbh shes right about chaki there.

(as in he's manipulated me into giving up private info about me/others before and then gone and used it elsewhere against me. My stupid, I guess)

aimee: I have no defense here. Some I have, some you probably think I did
and I didn't, some, well, I don't know. I just don't want to do this
anymore.

me: Do what exactly?

aimee: Be such an asshole.

my forehead shall not define me.

http://mypetjawa.mu.nu/archives/Steve%20Buscemi%20smallest%20violin.gif

ha that's the best gif!

http://marybethmiller.net/aimee.jpg

HFS this goddamn roller-coaster of a thread. I only just now got here.

I have never had anything more than casual conversation with ***** ******

This is me, right? I did chat with her on the phone several times.

They
can say I'm a man, a three boobed space princess, or married to Elvis,
I don't care.

*head explodes*

Can we deindex this thread, just in case?

real masterclass in the disgraced apology school upthread. "was i wrong? absolutely. did i do and say some horrible things? you bet. does this mean i should be punished and hated forever? well, that's for others to decide."

sounds like keano, lg, doesn't it?

indeed