Unemployed Watercooler Fridge Buzz Commiseration, Alienation and Mental Anti-Stagnation Society (DNRIYHM)

Ms Masonic have you seen
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-cornwall-17897467

One of them was Blur guitarist Graham Coxon, who is performing at the town's Princess Pavilion later.

Just got sent home early (before the lunch they pay for, typically my sole quality meal of the day) from temp hospital job because I've got a cold and you can't have a cold in a hospital. Also informed that "because we're working so fast" I won't be needed on Friday, and that the final week I may not be needed at all. So there goes my plan for July rent. Fucking fuck. I'm gonna go home and sleep for 20 hours or so.

that sucks hoos

Wau, I am feeling so crappy. Still not unemployed :( The b@nk just extended me until end Sept. Why do I not have the bollocks to just say 'no thanks'? I am exhausted, frustrated, and creatively bankrupt.

Meh.

Because it's really scary to take that step into the unknown? Because a bird in the hand in a tough economic climate etc?

I know I owe you email! I thought of you the other day when I read the Guardian banker blog and they did the IT consultant.

All I can say is, things sometimes work out. Like, I am 100x happier in my current job. It's like a black cloud of anger & constant stress / bitterness / unhappiness has been lifted. Sometimes you gotta just close your eyes and take the leap - but it takes a lot of trust, mostly in yourself.

I'm not unemployed any more, but this seems to be the thread where I talked most about woods.

I've been reading Roger Deakin's Wildwood and now I am consumed with the desire to visit David Nash's Ash Dome.

22 (there's that bloody number again) ash trees in a woods, all bent inwards in a kind of dance to form a dome, eventually to be woven together.

http://images.artnet.com/artwork_images/159506/708539.jpg

I am liking the Roger Deakin book loads, but for some reason I keep having to stop reading it to have a bit of a think and almost a cry because it's so full of hiraeth but also beauty. Things which are already lost and things which are slowly being lost.

...and with leafs on.

http://c48743.r43.cf3.rackcdn.com/Images/2009_07/06/0008/218380/d25bf291-97ba-43c9-a5de-9fcb967b57fb_g_570.Jpeg

^^^^this basically makes me want to give up art forever, it's so lovely.

that last one is a black metal logo right?

Nothing to do with metal. Hippies if anything.

wolves in the throne room?

Ah, my unscheduled absence has been longer than I realised.

Don't worry about the email WCC, I know you will be busy wandering in the lands of New Job and I'm very pleased about that!

I thought of you on Sunday when they ran a piece about Cornish independence in the Observer - did you see it?

Today I summoned the strength to tell my bosses I wanted to quit. Senior boss offered to restructure the project so I have some autonomy. Junior boss was pretty peeved. Don't know how I feel.

Come work for us! We're on an almost-scary boom right now.

I'm just cautious of the word "restructuring." It's never not meant "you do way more work, with less help" in my jobs.

I woke up with the words "Fourier Transform" going through my head over and over. This confuses me, as I don't know what a Fourier Transform is, or where I would have heard of it, or why it's stuck in there, but it is.

I'm feeling a bit otherwise this weekend, which is mostly PMT or something. The usual crap. I'm sick of feeling misunderstood. I'm sick of feeling like the words I say or type cannot express the feelings in my head adequately to other people in a way that they actually understand what I mean. And I'm sick of feeling like other people are some species I do not currently and may never be able to understand. Not a nice feeling, but a familiar one. It's like the Welsh Dream, but we're all actually speaking English.

I don't know why I even typed this. Gravedh a wra gwaynya pub-prys.

god dammit. god dammit. god dammit.

sup clouds

might not be able to pay rent this month; not a single potential employer has responded. i've been looking for two months.

my partner has been carrying most of the burden since my last job ended and i'm scared that it'll ruin our relationship unless i find something soon.

i'm just so so sick of this. i can't do it.

fuck it, i'm using part of my last $20 to buy another bottle of booze.

best wishes, clouds, that is a horrible place to be and i hope you find something soon

I know how stressful it is when you get made redundant and have to whore yourself out again. It is unendurable shit sometimes. Best of luck Clouds.

clouds, didn't you intentionally not return to a job that would have taken you back and now you're avoiding applying where you might have to endure the indignity of "a tucked in polo shirt"? a shitty job is still a job, and it's hard to have tons of sympathy re a relationship-ruining financial crisis that could easily be avoided.....

it is hard to have sympathy, isn't it

anyway

got a call from temp agency, asked me abt availability and stuff. hoping for something but hope it doesn't fall during my family visit.

good luck clouds

"Most people are inherently good"

strongly agree
mostly agree
not sure
slightly disagree
strongly disagree

most ppl are chaotic neutral

clouds bro every one of your last few posts has resonated with me in the worst ways.

but most especially

not a single potential employer has responded. i've been looking for two months.

and

fuck it, i'm using part of my last $20 to buy another bottle of booze.

on the plus side, i finally did find something a couple weeks back. so keep hope alive etc etc.

:\

i have a feeling even shitty places like target won't hire me because they do these disgusting and invasive credit checks and i have no credit — if i had good credit i wouldn't have to apply to fucking target would i??!!!

and yeah jesse i have resorted to applying to soul crushing retail, are you happy?

Best of luck clouds, you'll find something.

yr good enough, smart enough and goddammit people like u

imo

Quite happy that you've deigned to consider gainful employment after voluntarily leaving the same without a fall-back plan, not for the first time, yes.

do music/record stores still exist? they can usually use someone who knows classical music, although it's not a good time of year for it

ime retail often had a trenches bonhomie that comfortable office jobs lack, and ppl sometimes at least felt sorry for you, nobody feels sorry for the office guy, so tbh the real soukcrusher is the desk effort

there are a few record stores around here at which i'd love to work, but ppl tend to hang onto those jobs for dear life afaik

darragh otm — ppl think that b/c office jobs pay higher than min wage then the ppl suffering in them don't deserve sympathy. it's impossible gauge someone else's pain against yr own.

honestly i've never minded retail. there's just no way to make anything like a decent living at it.

i also got no calls from any of the retail jobs i applied to during my unemployment desperation.

it was the hours that got me, or i'd have done the mgmt courses and be earning half again what i do now

hey are we allowed mansplain in this thread now btw

(stifled lol)

my last retail gig was selling high-end men's clothing which for anyone who knows me is an endless lol.

i've only got a low-end, i had to get that shit tailored

anyway hope s/thing comes up clouds, getting cash in has to take precedence over the fulfilling lifedream stuff most of the time ime, but i hope yr e works out at a balance you can live with in the longer term

"by your affirmative keystroke you authorize an investigative report concerning past employment, mode-of-living and general reputation"

fucking hell

you have a lovely reputation, screw them: PUSH THE BUTTON AND LOOK THEM DEAD IN THE EYE

'them'

'eye'

my last retail gig was selling high-end men's clothing which for anyone who knows me is an endless lol.

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my job of 8 years is with a company that makes cooking tools, which for anyone who knows me is too lol to even be funny.

crossing my fingers for u clouds. want u to be able to buy albums and talk to me about them.

i don't know if there's a 2013 unemployed thread so i'm just gonna bump this one to propose the following:

so say you have a guy who's pushing 60 and has many years of experience as a computer programmer under his belt. and say his current company is letting him go because they're moving the office to another state and the guy doesn't want to move (and even if he did want to, he'd have to quit and then re-apply for the job he currently has). and say this guy doesn't really have enough to live off of for retirement to support both himself and his wife (who doesn't work), and that he has a whole host of health issues and a mortgage and other debts and bills to pay off on top of that.

in the year of our lord 2013, is this guy pretty much screwed?

sounds like