boy you better make her raspberry POLL: Tori Amos - From The Choirgirl Hotel poll

i think what she's lost since then is whatever enabled her to throw completely oblique, batshit stuff out there as though it was totally normal

my friend was annoyed at the title track of "the beekeeper" for this reason -- the metaphors for watching a loved one nearly die just...drop into literal depiction partway through. In your gown with your breathing mask on / plugged into a heart machine / as if you ever needed one. that said, i relistened to "the beekeeper" the other night after complaining about it here, and the title track is easily my favorite: moody & atmospheric with a sense of real tension that dissipates with the "maybe I'm passing you by" part at the end.

"iieee" sure is something

No votes for "Black-Dove"???

Only one each for "Spark" and "Raspberry Swirl" shocks me more.

Northern Lad got nil points?!

Brad was OTM about “Black-Dove” above, it’s maybe the weakest song here for all its melodrama.

Also Brad and Lex and I all OTM above to the effect that thinking of TA’s work (after the debut, at least) as “confessional” really misses something crucial about it.

Women with pianos get pegged as the Confessional Ones.

I don't really ever listen to Tori Amos, but I have really fond memories of a show I saw her do, as the trio with Matt Chamberlain, in a small venue behind From the Choir Girl Hotel. It, like the album itself, just sounds so good.

Anyone read the 'Pele' book? It had been delayed *for a decade* so i'm hoping it's decent.

"spark" is the most amazing song ever made

Brad was OTM about “Black-Dove” above, it’s maybe the weakest song here for all its melodrama.

i'm not so sure i'm otm about this. think maybe my entire relationship with this record is a little distorted by towering expectations i had for it after falling in love with pele and only being able to hear "spark," "jackie's strength," and "raspberry swirl" for a year before i was able to buy the album (why i was prevented from purchasing albums for a period of time when i was a teenager is a long story), anyway the moral of the story is every single thing the piano does in "black dove" is astonishing

Let's go.

i think i wrote a really bad essay ten years ago about how i had a sexual awakening to "raspberry swirl"

and folks.....................that's why i'm trans

i think i wrote a really bad essay ten years ago about how i had a sexual awakening to "raspberry swirl"

― STOCK FIST-PUMPER BRAD (BradNelson),

using Hollinghurst's prose as a model

I still really like "Black-Dove" and agree the piano in it is amazing, I mostly just find the transitions between the spooky bits and the loud bits a bit clunky - compare with the sense of sheer inevitability of the build-up on tunes like "Mother" and "Icicle", or the way that the disparate sections of "Father Lucifer" or "Professional Widow" really play off each other productively.

I realise the slightly jarring nature of the transitions in "Black-Dove" is the probably the whole point, but I feel like "Hotel" manages that kind of structure better, by really leaning into the disjointed, alien feel, opening up this mutating swamp of pure need. "Hotel" feels like it's trying to move beyond Tori's typical songwriting approach entirely, whereas "Black-Dove" feels a bit like a halfway house - it still wants to resemble a more "traditional" piano tune telling some kind of coherent story.

(probably doesn't help that "you're not a helicopter / you're not a cop out either" has always bugged me, even though I get what she's trying to say)

So of course (inspired by this thread) I listened again this morning and "black-dove" didn't seem nearly as clunky as it does in my head. It's really only the first "but I have to get to texas" section that feels forced to me. Sympathetically, it feels like an attempt to fuse together a lot of disparate ideas she had previously explored.

OTOH:

anyway instead of talking about that we could talk about the piano breakdown in "hotel" and how i can't believe that it's played in any earthly time signature

― mutant slow drum (BradNelson), Monday, 15 August 2011 21:58 (ten years ago) link

which, is it 5/4? it's just played so well that you get lost in it

― mutant slow drum (BradNelson), Monday, 15 August 2011 22:05 (ten years ago) link

10/8?

― clams cassingle (donna rouge), Monday, 15 August 2011 22:10 (ten years ago) link

This bit is so fucked up in the best way.

Counting it out in my head, it feels like the bars for the first cycle of "where are the velvets" bridge go 10/8, 12/8, 10/8 and then 13/8, then for the second run-through it switches to 10/8 throughout, and then immediately switches to 4/4 for the "you were wild, where are you now?" section - but none of this ever feels remotely jarring!

went looking to see if anyone transcribed it and this has it as basically what tim describes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFMQtRm2R_A

whole channel is filled with tori covers & transcriptions, really glad to have found it

So of course (inspired by this thread) I listened again this morning and "black-dove" didn't seem nearly as clunky as it does in my head.

I did the same (for the first time in MANY years) and those transitions read to me as something like another iteration of what she'd already done with the bridge of "Pretty Good Year". Not in a lazy sense at all, more in the sense of "reaching into one's bag". (An aside: not sure if anyone was better at writing bridges than Tori circa '92-'98.) "Black-Dove" also a much better song overall than I'd remembered it being, though the me of 1998 would've voted "Jackie's Strength" (which seems heavy-handed now, but then, I was an actual teenager in 1998) and the me of 2021 is all in on "Spark" (speaking of killer bridges).

Yeah bridges - or if not always technically bridges then a profusion of new melodic sections and overlays appearing in the second halves of songs - was her secret weapon. You can hear Taylor Swift leaning into this style on recent tunes like "August" and "Ivy", but the other parallel I think of sometimes is Xenomania. If Tori had ever moonlighted as a pop songwriter she might have ended up producing tunes a bit like Sugababes' "Ace Reject".

it's a bit of a shame to me that "hotel", which is my favourite on the album, ultimately ended up being an extreme of her sound, having pushed her songwriting as far as she could, & not a branching off point for all sorts of new ideas. she did keep playing around with electronics on to venus and back but none of the songs on that come close to "hotel".

imo: "datura"

but yeah it is a shame that there are not more tori songs like it, and that she retreated from this sound pretty much entirely

the thing about "spark"'s bridge that makes it even better somehow is that it feeds right into that stretched out version of the chorus, where every line just builds on the already overwhelming emotion of the previous: "you thought that you were the bomb yes well so did i / say you don't want it / say you don't want it / again and again / but you DON'T / DON'T really mean it." and then i love the way it deflates after that, exhausted, and retreats back into the first verse. ugh. "spark." it's the greatest song of all time

If Tori had ever moonlighted as a pop songwriter

Ha, while I was thinking about bridges earlier today, I briefly considered an alternate reality in which instead of going solo after Y Kant Tori Read, Tori became an industry writer who was brought in on other peoples' sessions as a specialist in fixing the problem of "this song has two parts, but should have three", had a solid 8-10 year run of cowriting credits, then got forced into retirement by Swedish Math.

xp Exactly this. "Spark" is so, so good.

"Datura" goes further on paper, but in reality it feels more in the tradition of "cruel" / "iieee" / "juarez" / "riot poof" but with a long spoken-word section. That's not a criticism, as all of those songs are great, but there's a sense of them using obliqueness as a strategy, as if one of the aspects of trip hop that really fired Tori up was how the apparent diffusion of the songwriting impulse into production (like aspirin dropped into a glass of water) resulted in moodscapes where tension is creeping and cumulative, where the song weaves around the listeners rather than confronting them head-on.

"Hotel" can't be described in those terms IMO. At a vibe level it's more like techno than trip-hop, a direct attack with the filters pushed into the red throughout. I wonder if Tori ever got into the big singles from Beaucoup Fish?

i would probably bargain with satan to have more music that sounds like "hotel," maybe it's good that we only have one. keeps us humble

yeah as soon as i mentioned "datura" i should've been like disclaimer: "datura" is not a funhouse ride through progtronica

there's a sound effect on "hotel" that reminds me directly of a song on the passengers album but that is probably a coincidence

Ha, while I was thinking about bridges earlier today, I briefly considered an alternate reality in which instead of going solo after Y Kant Tori Read, Tori became an industry writer who was brought in on other peoples' sessions as a specialist in fixing the problem of "this song has two parts, but should have three", had a solid 8-10 year run of cowriting credits, then got forced into retirement by Swedish Math.

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Yeah! "Tear In Your Hand" is always the go-to example for me, the way it appears to start as a fairly conventional post-Elton John pop song and gradually, almost imperceptibly becomes more ambitious and complicated: the way the melodic shifts are so intimately locked into the shifts in the lyrics (e.g. "maybe it's time to wave goodbye now" or "I know, I know you well - well, better than I used to...") as well as into each other. Until you realise that she's also picking up (consciously or otherwise) on the compositional ambition of Rickie Lee Jones' "Living It Up" and "Pirates (So Long Lonely Avenue)" but replacing the vertigo of those tunes with a kind of sweep-of-inevitability, more convertible sports car speeding through the Alps than rollercoaster.

I never even noticed the uneven beats in the bridge of "Hotel"! The rhythmic displacement in this song that I always loved was her phrasing of "I guess that what I'm seeking, guess that what I'm seeking...isn't here."

a profusion of new melodic sections and overlays

"Almost Rosey" on American Doll Posse is the song of hers I always think of this way. Each new section introduces rhythmic, harmonic and melodic ideas to the song to increase its intensity; it's like a series of bets being laid down, and she wins each one.

well i know we're dying
and there's no sign of a parachute