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I'm still at work too. Everyone else is going. Like I just said to Ed, the same people who are ready to come bitch about how far behind I am right now on Monday and scream and yell about how they're being held up have already LEFT FOR THE DAY. Way to help out the team you cockfarming shitfaces. I was so set off yesterday because this dickwad David is making this BIG FUCKING DEAL about how he came upstairs and picked up his checks himself. WTF?? Oh sorry I didn't take a break from sending 186 wires yesterday (normal day is 10) to HAND DELIVER YOUR SHIT TO YOU YOU FUCKWAD.

ugh

hahaha I confess that this company is going to be so screwed though because I refuse to stay past the 9th and the girl who was replacing me is MIA.

― Allyzay, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:07 (twenty years ago) link

Whenever an episode of The Sopranos starts I turn over and watch something else. I just can't be bothered to watch it even though, from the two episodes that I have watched, I know it's quality TV. I'm not really sure why this is. An unwillingness to concentrate for what seems like too long a time at too late at night? Something like that.

― David Merryweather (DavidM), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:08 (twenty years ago) link

I am actually scared by how insecure Nick Southall is.

― Patrick Kinghorn, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:10 (twenty years ago) link

thanks Luna.
I probably could just walk out.

On Monday, my boss said "you didn't work on Christmas did you? Boxing day?"

― Huckleberry Mann (Horace Mann), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:11 (twenty years ago) link

I do what little I can.

― luna (luna.c), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:13 (twenty years ago) link

I'm actually not very insecure at all, really, just bored and hating fucking New Year.

― Nick Southall (Nick Southall), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:13 (twenty years ago) link

It sucks. But hey! One year closer to blissful oblivion.

― Patrick Kinghorn, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:21 (twenty years ago) link

I already have a playstation.

― Huckleberry Mann (Horace Mann), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:22 (twenty years ago) link

Yeah but soon they're going to be able to hook that shit up to your cerebral cortex....

― Patrick Kinghorn, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:25 (twenty years ago) link

I already have booze.

― Huckleberry Mann (Horace Mann), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:26 (twenty years ago) link

I have no plans and no idea what to do tonight..

― Spencer Chow (spencermfi), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:26 (twenty years ago) link

i really think that i look like a woman, it doesnt help when multiple people have inadvertently called me a woman.

― todd swiss (eliti), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:30 (twenty years ago) link

Cut your hair, hippie.

― jaymc (jaymc), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:40 (twenty years ago) link

I'm still here. if anyone cares, even.
I bet they just forgot to tell me to go home.

― Huckleberry Mann (Horace Mann), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:40 (twenty years ago) link

I lie.

― teh nza, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 19:50 (twenty years ago) link

When i hear 'Smack my Bitch up' in my head, the line goes 'wank my tits off'

― It's True, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 20:03 (twenty years ago) link

I've never seen any of the Godfather movies, same as Luna said way upthread.
I like all sorts of music that would be widely disdained round these parts.
I am really good at being unnoticeable, which actually really annoys me lots of the time.
A couple of my wildest nights out at bars were when I was sober.

― JuliaA (j_bdules), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 20:31 (twenty years ago) link

My livelihood for the past 50 months has been a complete and shameful waste of American tax dollars and this situation is only going to get worse in the coming years unless a miracle happens.

I have been profoundly unable to derive happiness from almost anything since yesterday morning and I don't know why.

― TOMBOT, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 20:41 (twenty years ago) link

i'm realizing that putting aside insecurity and self-doubt could actually help me to achieve more than i was ever able to even dream of wanting. i'm realizing that it's not only okay to love myself but that doing so enables me to be a better person to the people i care about. i'm also realizing that it's okay to be selfish with myself and my time and to demand respect and care from those people that i do share my life with -- life is too short to waste it with the wrong people, feeling bad, internalizing all of the shit and stupidity that exists in the world around us. i accept that i prefer people who wash the dishes by filling the sink, instead of putting soap on every dish (when there's a shitload of dirty dishes, that is). I am seriously rethinking my disdain for television.

― ishouldvesaidsorry, Wednesday, 31 December 2003 20:59 (twenty years ago) link

Sometimes it feels like my two greatest talents are leaving people behind and needless lying, and I spend most of my time trying to avoid doing one of the two.

― cis (cis), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 21:04 (twenty years ago) link

I'm addicted to gambling and have probably spunked away around £3,000 in the last two and a half years. I haven't had any form of personal contact with a woman since August 2000. I deliberately avoided going out tonight because I can't be bothered. I regularly have violent sexual fantasies about women I used to go to school with. I like "American Pie" and "Vincent". I've committed a crime that would see me go down for 2 years as a first offence if anyone ever found out about it. My great-great-great grandparents were brother and sister.

And that's why I'm so fucked up.

― Dom Passantino (Dom Passantino), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 21:14 (twenty years ago) link

I have a pathological hatred of ham and salmon. I have nothing but abject loathing for any individual that sees fit to recline their seat back into my lap on airplanes. I don't believe in travelling-with-food (i.e. don't bother packing me a sandwhich before a flight. I don't want it in my bag: it's bound to stink up my other belongings, possibly spill or mess up stuff). It's inefficient. If I'm hungry, I'll buy myself something on the fly.

― Alex in NYC (vassifer), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 21:24 (twenty years ago) link

i derive happiness and self worth by verbally abusing others. I drive people away by getting bored and seeing how much verbal abuse they'll take either on the phone or internet until they stop speaking with me.

i am obsessive compulsive and cannot let things go unresolved.
my parents sadden me and i find it near impossible to do anything that might help me get ahead in life.
I am also vain and think far too highly of myself

― heyyyyysd (kissmyfist), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 21:31 (twenty years ago) link

I don't remember writing that...

― Dom Passantino (Dom Passantino), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 21:32 (twenty years ago) link

I don't get why people are so crazy about The Simpsons, Home Movies, or Family Guy.

I like BurmaKitty and AjaKitty.

― j.lu (j.lu), Wednesday, 31 December 2003 23:01 (twenty years ago) link

I smoke more pot than is even remotely healthy.

I wish I were having casual sex with my ex for the next week, before I go back to New York.

I don't care about some fanzine you're going to write or about the bands you've been in.

I don't really like the taste of alcohol, and I usually get sad when I drink, but I really have no resistance against peer pressure.

― Ian Johnson (orion), Thursday, 1 January 2004 00:56 (twenty years ago) link

I took this...

http://www.faceparty.com/public/671/images/auspishfish_4585124.jpg

― Nick Southall (Nick Southall), Thursday, 1 January 2004 01:19 (twenty years ago) link

I'm supposed to be DJing in a half hour and I'm really not in the mood. Oh well, Spencer, if you're still looking for something to do, I'll be at Akbar, on Sunset and Fountain/Hyperion from starting at 9. You, too, Vic, and anybody else from the LA crowd.They usually let in anybody who says they're there to see me.

― Arthur (Arthur), Thursday, 1 January 2004 04:24 (twenty years ago) link

when i was in high school, my little brother saved up all his money for a long time to buy a Super Game Boy (which allowed you to play Game Boy games on teh Super Nintendo). Very soon after that, I sold all my Game Boy games. My little brother was crushed. He always wanted to fit in with me and he saved up for so long to buy the Super Game Boy, and by selling the game boy games I pretty much rejected him and wasted his money.

I know it sounds like a pretty minor event, but I've felt guilty about it ever since, and for some reason in the last six months i've been thinking aobut it mroe frequently and feel inexplicably horribly sad every time I do. I tried to make amends by selling it on ebay (it's been in my possession ever since) recently, but the $7.50 I got didn't really help any.

― Shep, Thursday, 1 January 2004 04:50 (twenty years ago) link

(I gave my brother $10, I guess the $2.50 was some sort of guilt tax or something. He said thanks and didn't mention anything about the past incident ruining his life or anything, but my guilt has not diminished one iota)

― Shep, Thursday, 1 January 2004 04:53 (twenty years ago) link

i drunk shower cleaner last night.

― cozen¡ (Cozen), Thursday, 1 January 2004 20:29 (twenty years ago) link

You crazy scots.

― Nick Southall (Nick Southall), Thursday, 1 January 2004 20:37 (twenty years ago) link

i am commitment phobic and emotionally unavailable. also i am horribly passive aggressive. i once broke up with someone via friendster after dating him for 5 months. i hate it when guys get mushy and say romantic things. it instantly triggers the dump switch.

― Emilymv (Emilymv), Thursday, 1 January 2004 23:56 (twenty years ago) link

Which is why a good way out of a relationship is to get mushy, knowing there is a good chance they will dump you, making everything cleaner and easier all round

― Ballboy, Friday, 2 January 2004 00:04 (twenty years ago) link

I've never seen...nor particular cared to see..."the Rocky Horror Picture Show"

you must be my long-lost brother!

neither of you will ever be allowed into new zealand.

at two times in my life, i have written my own erotic slash fiction. in the high school phase, it starred members of jodeci. in the boring-boyfriend phase, it starred shayne lovecushions carter.

― The Lady Ms Lurex (lucylurex), Friday, 2 January 2004 00:59 (twenty years ago) link

Two years ago, I killed two children and dumped their bodies in a quarry. You would've heard about their disappearance on the news, but they were unattractive street urchins, and therefore no one gives a shit.

― Matt DC (Matt DC), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:17 (twenty years ago) link

I am a compuslive liar.

― Matt DC (Matt DC), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:17 (twenty years ago) link

Are you a Cretan, by any chance, Matt DC?

― the music mole (colin s barrow), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:18 (twenty years ago) link

i'm just a great composer and not a violent man.

― The Lady Ms Lurex (lucylurex), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:19 (twenty years ago) link

I think I have a stomach virus because I feel like I'm gonna hurl hard. But I can't. And I have a headache and my body is all shakey. And for reasons unknown to me, this makes me cry. So now I feel doubly pathetic -- I'm severely nauseous AND I'm weepy about it. When the hell did I get so soft?

― Jeanne Fury (Jeanne Fury), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:20 (twenty years ago) link

i have a staggering fear of rejection that makes me a bit of a cranky asshole at times.

i secretly (not so secret now hey) think that i am a brilliant songwriter (despite some, any or all evidence to the contrary)

i have some extremely leftfield sexual kinks that if you care you can search easily for on this very site

― the surface noise (electricsound), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:21 (twenty years ago) link

jim you are a really good songwriter.

― The Lady Ms Lurex (lucylurex), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:22 (twenty years ago) link

aww thanks dude!

― the surface noise (electricsound), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:23 (twenty years ago) link

i have some extremely leftfield sexual kinks that if you care you can search easily for on this very site

*does so* Says here it involves marshmellow creme?

― Ned Raggett (Ned), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:26 (twenty years ago) link

that's a new one but hey i'll try just about anything once

― the surface noise (electricsound), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:27 (twenty years ago) link

I like Mad World by Gary Jules.

― Matt DC (Matt DC), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:27 (twenty years ago) link

Fucking pervert.

― Nick Southall (Nick Southall), Friday, 2 January 2004 01:48 (twenty years ago) link

i read mills and boon/harlequin/generic trashy romance novels by the bagful. (and thanks for reminding me about christopher pike, mandee, i used to love him!)

i eat english doritos even though they say they aren't for vegetarians.

i'm completely nocturnal right now, and my boyfriend is asleep next to me while i'm trying to make myself tired around here...

― colette (a2lette), Friday, 2 January 2004 04:33 (twenty years ago) link

I completely relate to Kingfishee's insecurity-based confessions.

If I could, I would only consume cookies and milk for a meal. Especially Mrs. Field's freshly baked chocolate chip cookies and the oatmeal raisin cookies I make, and Oak Farms Dairy milk.

I'm unusally good at keeping secrets. In general. Both those told to me and those I choose to hold within me. Unless the "secret" is so obviously not a "secret" anymore.

I get envious of people easily, but there are only a handful of individuals here whom I'm truly envious of. (Only those people whom I've already chosen to reveal anything further to will ever know anything more about that.)

― Tenacious Dee (Dee the Lurker), Friday, 2 January 2004 08:36 (twenty years ago) link

i go days without showering and dont really feel bad about it

― todd swiss (eliti), Friday, 2 January 2004 09:27 (twenty years ago) link

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