Luna

Jesus Christ we were wrong

I was yelling no no
no so loudly because I didn't want to face that I needed this kind of
attention because it made me feel so pathetic.

I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I lied to you. You've always been
nothing but honest with me, and I'm appalled that I held that trust so
carelessly. I'd like to ask you for another chance, because I've been
reexamining and reevaluating in the last few days, and I've realized I
just can't be that person anymore. It's the 'when it hurts less to
change than it does to stay the same' thing. I'm not asking to be
anything other than your friend - I'm staying away from that stuff for
a year, I've decided - I would just miss you...

Anyway, if you can't do that, I totally understand.

wait is this breaking news or

these are from 5 yrs ago

I think these are emails from
Lunagate pt 1, yeah?

oh ok
was confused

I'm appalled that I held that trust so
carelessly.

really?!

me: Don't take this the wrong way, I hope it doesn't sound condescending, but maybe it'd benefit you to get some counseling. Just talking to someone who doesn't know you and is non-judgmental can do wonders.

aimee: No, it doesn't sound like that - I've been thinking about it myself. I
don't think our insurance covers much, but it's worth looking into
anyway. I think there are a lot of things I need to work out,
honestly.

http://www.317am.net/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/crit-jon-l.jpg

I blew off a coffee date with Gear (after
telling him I was on the way) - that was totally shitty of me, and I
knew it at the time, but something creeped me out at the last minute.
Chaki - I don't get him. He used to ask me to come to shows and when
I thought I could, I said I'd try, but I never ended up doing it. I
did see him at the record store he worked at one night - he says he'd
remember seeing me, but I was with Tamara, and I didn't go up to the
counter at all, was just browsing while she was buying stuff, but what
the hell does he think I did to him?

I should mention that I don't know what creeped me out about having
coffee with Gear - it wqsn't necessarily him, just a bad vibe I got.
I was an asshole and didn't call to tell him I wasn't coming, either,
and made up some bullshit excuse when he asked me about it later.
Jesus, what a bitch.

At least the last sentence was otm.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v491/stinkylulu/LB-lorrainebracco-goodfellas-alley1.png

aimee otm line 5.

i now see what you mean about the occasional bits of truthfulness slipping in.

Well, okay, I'll come clean. That's why I didn't come to San
Francisco - I didn't want you to see the ASSHOLE tattoo I have on my
forehead. That's why I've never met anyone in ILx. I post pictures so
rarely because I can't often afford the amount of makeup it takes to
cover it up.

I have never had anything more than casual conversation with ***** ******
. Ned flirted with me and invited me to dinner a couple times,
and then we mostly talked about my maybe setting him up with my
girlfriends. Kenan wanted to meet me at the airport but I had to
change my flight and couldn't, which I told him an hour after I
mentioned my first flight being changed at all. Orbit? Wtf? We
chatted a couple times, and uh? Chaki and Gear you know about, jeremy
I flirted with and I think he was sweet on me, but I never went beyond
flirting with him, but he did ask me to go to Michigan once, and
Jeanne and I have been flirty, but that's pretty much it there, too.
We kinda crushed on each other, but realized pretty quickly it
wouldn't work as I am not a full time lesbian. I AM A MONSTER.

this is all so nuts and fascinating

now i have full time lesbo to the tune of part time lover running though my head

who is jeanne?

Well, okay, I'll come clean. That's why I didn't come to San
Francisco - I didn't want you to see the ASSHOLE tattoo I have on my
forehead. That's why I've never met anyone in ILx. I post pictures so
rarely because I can't often afford the amount of makeup it takes to
cover it up.

― A True White Kid that can Jump (Granny Dainger), Saturday, October 20, 2012 12:24 AM (3 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

this is a metaphor right

For a couple seconds I didn't realize it was

She could wear a hat...?

Funny how she was so saccharine on ile but trashing everyone privately.

jeanne fury?

maybe it's a solicitation for makeup funding. xp

You make me sound like some kind of monster, Andy, and at the MOST, I
can be accused of being a little flaky.

Also, I don't give a flying FUCK about what chaki would have to say at
any time. That little motherfucker is a totally pathetic little
asshole with nothing better to do than to mess around in other
people's lives with "facts" that have little to no basis in reality.
Does he bother to confront anyone directly? He does not, he'd rather
be a weak ass little pussy and do it on a public forum to garner as
much support for his campaign by people who have proven in the past
that they're sheep. Fuck him, he could be on fire and I wouldn't walk
two steps to pee on him. I am not the first person he's done this to,
and knowing that little pansy bitch, I will not be the last.

tbh shes right about chaki there.

(as in he's manipulated me into giving up private info about me/others before and then gone and used it elsewhere against me. My stupid, I guess)

aimee: I have no defense here. Some I have, some you probably think I did
and I didn't, some, well, I don't know. I just don't want to do this
anymore.

me: Do what exactly?

aimee: Be such an asshole.

my forehead shall not define me.

http://mypetjawa.mu.nu/archives/Steve%20Buscemi%20smallest%20violin.gif

ha that's the best gif!

http://marybethmiller.net/aimee.jpg

HFS this goddamn roller-coaster of a thread. I only just now got here.

I have never had anything more than casual conversation with ***** ******

This is me, right? I did chat with her on the phone several times.

They
can say I'm a man, a three boobed space princess, or married to Elvis,
I don't care.

*head explodes*

Can we deindex this thread, just in case?

real masterclass in the disgraced apology school upthread. "was i wrong? absolutely. did i do and say some horrible things? you bet. does this mean i should be punished and hated forever? well, that's for others to decide."

sounds like keano, lg, doesn't it?

indeed

I wonder if she's reading this thread, since IMP is a public board and all. Hope so.

Man I feel bad for being so fascinated with this but damn it is fascinating

Esp cuz I was on the board but I've never really been an ilx insider so I didn't really fully comprehend then

yeah elvis that was you

Some of her posts remind me of stuff from the image macros we hate from facebook thread

lions and tigers and boobs - wait, what?

I am supposed to be leaving work in 15 minutes

Is it pathetic

I just dumped an entire 32oz cup of ice water

This is not the kind of wet I wanted to be!!!!!

this is the thread where we're high and people stand up and app...wait, what was I gonna do again?

A death in my family

I have a wedgie you would not believe

Lion tigers boobs is some kinda something