Then I understood--if it had beenhalf a generation later you would have been lovers, you would have marriedand it seems to me I might be dead by now, dead long since, not married, or marriedbadly, never had children or written anywords. I'd have died on West 12th Street, that time, making a bomb--badly--they would haveidentified me by my little finger, mymother sitting at the precinct, holdingmy cocked pinky.
To My Husband
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Friday, 30 April 2004 19:28 (twenty years ago) link
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Friday, 30 April 2004 19:32 (twenty years ago) link
I think I love you, all.
― cozen (Cozen), Friday, 30 April 2004 20:23 (twenty years ago) link
― A Nairn (moretap), Saturday, 1 May 2004 00:20 (twenty years ago) link
― aimurchie, Saturday, 1 May 2004 03:01 (twenty years ago) link
Sticks-in-a-drowse drop over sugary loam,Their intricate stem-fur dries;But still the delicate slip keeps coaxing up water;The small cells bulge.
One nub of growthNudges a sand-crumb loose,Pokes through a musty sheathIts pale tendrilous horn.
Theodore Roethke
― aimurchie, Saturday, 1 May 2004 03:13 (twenty years ago) link
I love Roethke even more than Sharon Olds. Yes.
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Saturday, 1 May 2004 04:47 (twenty years ago) link
As for the hibiscusby the roadside,my horse ate it.-Basho
Napped half the day -no onepunished me.-Issa
― aimurchie, Saturday, 1 May 2004 11:31 (twenty years ago) link
― yesabibliophile (yesabibliophile), Saturday, 1 May 2004 12:11 (twenty years ago) link
The memories of long love gather like drifting snow, poignant as the mandarin ducks who float side by side in sleep.
MURASAKI SHIKIBU
― yesabibliophile (yesabibliophile), Saturday, 1 May 2004 12:17 (twenty years ago) link
― yesabibliophile (yesabibliophile), Saturday, 1 May 2004 12:20 (twenty years ago) link
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Saturday, 1 May 2004 16:01 (twenty years ago) link
The three graces and the greenwood nymphs,naked, dare to dance.You won't live always, warn the year and the hour,seizing the honeyed day. ...
Who knows how many tomorrows the gods will addto day's small sum?Whatever you spend in pleasures now, you won'tleave in your heir's moist grip.
--excerpt from IV. 7 Ode by Horace. tran. Rosanna Warren
― donald, Saturday, 1 May 2004 16:13 (twenty years ago) link
A kinswoman covered me in the clothes she wore,no kind but kind indeed. I was coddled & swaddledas close as I had been a baby of her own,until, as had been shaped, so shielded, though no kin,the unguessed guest grew great with life.
She fended for me, fostered me, she fed me up,till I was of a size to set my boundsfurther afield. She had fewer dearsons and daughters because she did so.
[Riddle No. 9 from the Exeter Book, translated from the Anglo-Saxon by Michael Alexander.]
― Casuistry (Chris P), Saturday, 1 May 2004 16:33 (twenty years ago) link
― Nelly Mc Causland (Geborwyn), Saturday, 1 May 2004 18:43 (twenty years ago) link
A serious love touches the universe,the two and one of it contributing to the sum of what's real.Not that planets or even hydrogen atomsbegin falling toward you,yet something intensifieswhere you are. The different lightshed by double stars. No consensus why they form,or how they'll dim or dazzle, perishing.
Laura Fargas ( do I love this poem? I think so. She's an attorney. I forgive her.)
― aimurchie, Saturday, 1 May 2004 20:00 (twenty years ago) link
If of thy mortal goods thou art bereft,and of thy slender storetwo loaves alone to thee are left--sell one, and with the dolebuy hyacinths to feed thy soul
...one of the best memories I have of her. For some reason, Among Our Great Ceremonies reminded me of this.
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Saturday, 1 May 2004 20:19 (twenty years ago) link
― aimurchie, Saturday, 1 May 2004 22:56 (twenty years ago) link
― aimurchie, Sunday, 2 May 2004 01:39 (twenty years ago) link
PRAYER
Angel of lost spectaclesand hen's teeth
angel of snow's breathand the insomnia
of cats, angelof snapshots fading
to infinity,don't drop me--
shoeless,wingless.
Defender of Burrows,carry me--
carry mein your pocket of light.
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Sunday, 2 May 2004 02:36 (twenty years ago) link
― yesabibliophile (yesabibliophile), Sunday, 2 May 2004 12:53 (twenty years ago) link
From the Journals of the Frog Prince-Susan Mitchell ©1983
In March I dreamed of mud,sheets of mud over the ballroom chairs and table,rainbow slicks of mud under the throne.In April I saw mud of clouds and mud of sun.Now in May I find excuses to linger in the kitchenfor wafts of silt and ale,cinnamon and river bottom,tender scallion and sour underlog.
At night I cannot sleep.I am listening for the dribble of mudclimbing the stairs to our bedroomas if a child in a wet bathing suit ranup them in the dark.
Last night I said, "Face it, you’re bored.How many times can you live overwith the same excitmentthat moment when the princess leansinto the well, her face a petalfalling to the surface of the wateras you rise like a bubble to her lips,the golden ball bursting from your mouth?"Remember how she hurled you against the wall,your body cracking open,skin shriveling to the bone,the green pod of your heart splitting in two,and her face imprinted with every momentof your transformation?
I no longer tremble.
Night after night I lie beside her."Why is your forehead so cool and damp?" she asks.Her breasts are soft and dry as flour.The hand that brushes my head is feverish.At her touch I long for wet leaves,the slap of water against rocks.
"What are you thinking of?" she asks.How can I tell herI am thinking of the green skinshoved like wet pants behind the Directoire desk?Or tell her I am mortgaged to the hiltof my sword, to the leek-green tip of my soul?Someday I will drag her by her hairto the river--and what? Drown her?Show her the green flame of my self rising at her feet?But there’s no more violence in herthan in a fence or a gate.
"What are you thinking of?" she whispers.I am staring into the garden.I am watching the moonwind its trail of golden slime around the oak,over the stone basin of the fountain.How can I tell herI am thinking that transformations are not forever?
― yesabibliophile (yesabibliophile), Sunday, 2 May 2004 17:09 (twenty years ago) link
By the way, I really love this last poem.
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Sunday, 2 May 2004 19:23 (twenty years ago) link
― Casuistry (Chris P), Sunday, 2 May 2004 19:25 (twenty years ago) link
That tie, knitted, with a thick knotthat matched perfectly a dark-colored shirtand a tweed jacket, ravished me.
This was a really elegant fellow,with his short-sropped black mustache.
We were introduced on Mazowiecka Street, a few stepsfrom Ziemianska restaurant and Mortkowicz's bookstore(the only place in Warsaw that carried my Three Winters,Published in an edition of 300 copies).
Whoever believes in Providence must see an Eye:A rider from the Pamir Mountains gallops, all in rose and purple.Then Benvenue Street in Berkeley and Wat on the couch.His astonishment as he tries to grasp his fate.And I, a young provincial with a tape recorderwho, it seems, was destined to bear witness.
It is true we lived togetherthrough that horrible New Year's Supper of 1950.
Poor Wat,he suffered enough in Kazakhstan and Tajikstan.
A beautiful tie was of no avail,nor the street of phantoms, Mazowiecka, in Warsaw.
-Czeslaw Milosz
― Jocelyn (Jocelyn), Monday, 3 May 2004 16:56 (twenty years ago) link
― yesabibliophile (yesabibliophile), Monday, 3 May 2004 17:06 (twenty years ago) link
Tattoo
The mark on my arm makes it perfectly clearthat I was once a prince among frogs.My father made it perfectly clearthat someday, I would rule the swamp.
If you ask me, you can't make cheap enough whiskey.If you ask me, you can't make it cheap enough.If you ask me, you can't make cheap enough whiskey.If you ask me, you can't make it cheap enough.
This tattoo no longer reminds me of methough my shoes are still covered in muck.And there are flies, more of them every daythough none of them will be eaten up.
Cause without them, who else would be listening?And without them who else would be near me?Without them who else would be listening?And without them who else would kiss me?
― Casuistry (Chris P), Monday, 3 May 2004 17:43 (twenty years ago) link
Ah, this thread has nearly warmed through my cold little wage slave heart this morning.
And YES I would like an anthology please :)
― Archel (Archel), Tuesday, 4 May 2004 08:33 (twenty years ago) link
― cozen (Cozen), Wednesday, 5 May 2004 17:00 (twenty years ago) link
should I go back for those three stragglers at £3, £2, and £3 apiece?
also, I found a copy of don paterson's 'the landing light' (in the hardback edn. no less) in fopp union street for £5. just a few weeks after I shelled out £9 for the paper back. grr &c.
― cozen (Cozen), Wednesday, 5 May 2004 17:02 (twenty years ago) link
― bnw (bnw), Wednesday, 5 May 2004 18:20 (twenty years ago) link
― Casuistry (Chris P), Wednesday, 5 May 2004 18:48 (twenty years ago) link
re:'garbage' - I've never seen, nor will ever see, any a. r. ammons on general sale (i.e. without having to special request it) in any british bookshops plus it was chopped down to only £2. I couldn't resist.
― cozen (Cozen), Wednesday, 5 May 2004 22:10 (twenty years ago) link
:) :)
― Archel (Archel), Thursday, 6 May 2004 09:19 (twenty years ago) link
Leaving the house,the house will beleft completely,from cellar toattic my absenceentire.
Do I enter the worldthe same,my presence feltfrom cloudto ditch?
Only in departure whole. Arrivalis always partial.
― j c (j c), Thursday, 6 May 2004 11:26 (twenty years ago) link
The Back Seat Of My Mother's Car
We left before I had timeto comfort you, to tell you that we nearly touchedhands in that vacuous half-dark. I wantedto stem the burning waters running over me like tinyrivers down my face and legs, but at the same time I was reaching outfor the slit in the window where the sky streamed in,cold as ether, and I could see your fat mole-fingers graspingthe dusty August air. I pressed my face to the glass;I was calling to you - Daddy! - as we screeched away intothe distance, my own hand tingling like an amputation.You were mouthing something I still remember, the noiseless words,piercing me like that catgut shriek that flew up, furious as a sunsetpouring itself out against the sky. The ensuing silencewas the one clear thing I could decipher -the roar of the engine drowning your voice,with the cool slick glass between us.
With the cool slick glass between us,the roar of the engine drowning, your voicewas the one clear thing I could decipher -pouring itself out against the sky, the ensuing silencepiercing me like that catgut shriek that flew up, furious as a sunset.You were mouthing something: I still remember the noiseless words,the distance, my own hand tingling like an amputation.I was calling to you, Daddy, as we screeched away intothe dusty August air. I pressed my face to the glass,cold as ether, and I could see your fat mole-fingers graspingfor the slit in the window where the sky streamed inrivers down my face and legs, but at the same time I was reaching outto stem the burning waters running over me like tinyhands in that vacuous half-dark. I wantedto comfort you, to tell you that we nearly touched.We left before I had time.
- Julia Copus
― Archel (Archel), Thursday, 6 May 2004 11:35 (twenty years ago) link
― bnw (bnw), Thursday, 6 May 2004 12:15 (twenty years ago) link
Poet Sylvia Plath is pregnant.Sylvia's pregnant with her poem.Pregnancy is only nine letters.Syllable, a metaphor for month?Sylvia's nine pregnant syllables!Pregnant: creative and inventive.Poet and her poem, both pregnant.Pregnant means filled and charged with meaning.Sylvia is a pregnant poem.
[Harryette Mullen]
(Congrats, Archel!)
― Casuistry (Chris P), Thursday, 6 May 2004 15:04 (twenty years ago) link
I think about that late TSE these days and reckon: I am no longer sure that TSE and EP are good models for a poet.
I don't claim that they would care either way, or reckon that their being models was the most important thing about them.
― the bluefox, Thursday, 6 May 2004 15:06 (twenty years ago) link
― the finefox, Thursday, 6 May 2004 15:07 (twenty years ago) link
― Casuistry (Chris P), Thursday, 6 May 2004 15:24 (twenty years ago) link
Oddly, this just reminded me of the open mic horror last night: the first 'act' was a man clutching a book of Goons scripts, which he proceeded to read from, DOING ALL THE VOICES. For about TEN MINUTES.
― Archel (Archel), Thursday, 6 May 2004 15:30 (twenty years ago) link
― the pomefox, Thursday, 6 May 2004 15:33 (twenty years ago) link
I've not read much eliot, to be honest, and have read so little pound as to be able to say I haven't read pound at all.
― cozen (Cozen), Thursday, 6 May 2004 16:33 (twenty years ago) link
[Ezra Pound, a fragment of a very late Canto that was never finished]
― Casuistry (Chris P), Friday, 7 May 2004 06:49 (twenty years ago) link
Charm, smiling at the good mouth,Quick eyes gone under earth's lid,
For two gross of broken statues,For a few thousand battered books.
[Ezra Pound, the last section of "Hugh Selwyn Mauberley", about WWI]
― Casuistry (Chris P), Friday, 7 May 2004 06:55 (twenty years ago) link
I have read the 'Four Quartets' now. Wow. I think you were onto something when you said his poetry is a worldweary sigh. But what a sigh!
― cozen (Cozen), Friday, 7 May 2004 13:11 (twenty years ago) link
― yesabibliophile (yesabibliophile), Friday, 7 May 2004 14:06 (twenty years ago) link
― Casuistry (Chris P), Friday, 7 May 2004 15:18 (twenty years ago) link
The apparition of these faces in the crowd;Petals on a wet, black bough.
--Ezra Pound
― pepektheassassin (pepektheassassin), Friday, 7 May 2004 23:43 (twenty years ago) link