(Especially if she's probably ANOTHER Aquarius. I used to avoid those people what is wrong with me?)
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:24 (six years ago) link
wrote: Most current email (post police visit)
Most current email (post police visit)
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Fucking bullshit. Oh, my tradition works with emotions. Emotional healing 24/7. She was going to fucking bleed me for Christ's sake, to deal with past emotionally problematic experiences. We talked about that. Now, suddenly, uh, no, you need to look elsewhere. My emotions are too extreme for someone who practices BLEEDING to deal with troubling emotional experiences from the past.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:30 (six years ago) link
(And why did she respond to a copy with her note about the welfare check on it?!)
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:31 (six years ago) link
Probably none of this would have happened had I not used Sudafed this weekend. Makes me crazier, way crazier. MUST SEND MY BOSS'S BOSS EMAILS ABOUT FEELING SUICIDAL! That was before though. I learned to stop that.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:33 (six years ago) link
Anyway, the Butthole Surfers are pretty great but all the grotesqueness and nihilism are a turnoff, except for right now like the old days.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:34 (six years ago) link
Seriously pretty unfuckwithable musically:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPKP7LOBo68
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:36 (six years ago) link
Also, one would not necessarily expect Gibby to enunciate so clearly, yet he does.
I wouldn't say they were un-influential, it just got folded into other things, somewhat invisibly.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:37 (six years ago) link
Stoli, actually.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:38 (six years ago) link
I don't think I give a fuck about what I'm saying here. Believe me, it's the least of my worries.
Kind of sucks, she actually had gotten some good results, but I guess I will just move on to the people she referred me to though not convinced she didn't pull them all out at random. Still, they are somewhat obscure. Not Google first hits.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:40 (six years ago) link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Qy0vs80T5M
Me: Oh, let's dance.White salsera friend: you like this?
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:43 (six years ago) link
Bilea ValentinBilea Valentin1 month agosavage 90s
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:44 (six years ago) link
Have some extreme narrative clashing going on in my head.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:52 (six years ago) link
Please vote for Melkbelly. Not breaking new ground but really well done.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:56 (six years ago) link
I sent this to a work-provided psychotherapist I wasn't happen with:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vhh-XF01Ats
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:58 (six years ago) link
I think Body Music is seriously underrated. Really, come on people.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 05:59 (six years ago) link
Granted, I didn't like it until a year or two later. But 2011 was the year I started getting electronic dance music somewhat (thanks largely to Tim F's praise for Tropical 2).
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:00 (six years ago) link
She was very insistent that I knew who Billy Crystal was but I didn't know who the fuck Billy Crystal was. OK? I was forced to go to bed early, and then when I could stay up late I didn't watch SNL.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:01 (six years ago) link
So much of my getting in trouble these past couple years has just been about DEVIANT COMMUNICATION.
Well, okay, hopefully the worse that can happen is that I will have to agree to go to a psychotherapist. Fuck those people. Total fucking power relationship and they don't want to deal with someone who dares to question the Guru, I mean, shrink. Fuck those people. 99% of them suck ass many days of the week. The funny thing is, the studies basically prove that. But it's basically an impossible job.
And yet everyone is so confident: GET PROFESSIONAL HELP! Oh, okay. It's so easy.
(She was helping me with the fucking tui na. Why does that have to end? Fine, I would be more than willing to go elsewhere for emotional support, but she's the one who talked emotions.
Oh, men don't want to express their emotions during bleeding. She actually talked about that. The same. . . . one who now tells me I am NO LONGER MY PATIENT after I expressed overly intense emotions.
I'm the man who expresses my emotions and then I get a fucking welfare visit. Like, I am the most unmacho man around so don't tell me about how I might be uncomfortable expressing my emotions.)
Well fuck that.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:08 (six years ago) link
I don't fucking care. This is just ILX. Seriously. Whatever. Enemies? Great! Enjoy the show!
At least I am not an anus unraveller. My professor for Systems of Psychotherapy used to like to talk about anus-unravellers. The students described him as irrational-non-emotive. Honors/graduate seminar. It was a fun class because there was this big muscular behaviorist guy who used to go at it at with this somewhat chubby Jungian girl who wore an army jacket. She was very Jungian. He was very behaviorist.
The instructor was some sort of Heideggerian existentialist who had a soft spot for Albert Ellis.
Total insanity.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:12 (six years ago) link
I. Do. Not. Care.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:13 (six years ago) link
And Aluna can go to the White House and worship Obama, but I still love her. Sorry, but this transcends dopey politics.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:14 (six years ago) link
She made a song for ME. That's enough.
NO! DO NOT LOG IN TO YOUR WORK EMAIL!
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:16 (six years ago) link
Have some more to drink.
Those "heys" kind of Siouxsie-esque.
I hear it as "with a theory in our heads."
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:17 (six years ago) link
You alright man
― kolakube (Ross), Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:21 (six years ago) link
Past their prime but not bad for past their prime:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rE_MzjyC7lA
I also lost my hair stylist this weekend, but she was kind of rude and pompous anyway.
Man, I hope this works out.
But shit, this is Albuquerque. Hold a family at gunpoint and be let out the same week.
Why should I be locked up just for being a little crazy over the weekend and engaging in DEVIANT COMMUNICATION. (That's actually just my term but echoes of discussions about linguistics classes.)
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:23 (six years ago) link
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:24 (six years ago) link
Mostly alright. I will be alright as long as the authorities don't fuck with me.
They should really worry more about drug addicts breaking into people's homes and attacking them with wooden crosses:
ok what the fuck happened to that story? Censored? Maybe they gave out more info. than they should have.
This kind of stuff tends to happen in my neighborhood but not necessarily my block.
Somewhat of a tradition to post long drunken series of posts.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:29 (six years ago) link
http://krqe.com/2018/01/07/woman-prompts-swat-situation-by-breaking-into-home-yelling-at-homeowner/
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:30 (six years ago) link
Man I'm so much better than people who do drink and drugs hahahahahaha.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:33 (six years ago) link
I'm still on my first mixed drink. Just zero tolerance at this point and the elevation probably doesn't help.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:34 (six years ago) link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9ZqUWJZKyI
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:38 (six years ago) link
Baz Ghawanmeh5 years agoGreat song.. can do without the Hilary duff pics though
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:39 (six years ago) link
Not the Azar Habib song I was looking for but okay.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:40 (six years ago) link
I'm fucking between San Mateo and San Pedro (east-west) and Zuni and Central (north-south). Now go map where crazy things happen. Not far from there, I assure you.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:46 (six years ago) link
Here's the Azar Habib song. Ridiculous drug:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ih9ky99hoU
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:47 (six years ago) link
Really, WTF is going here?
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:49 (six years ago) link
Definitely a Best Song.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:51 (six years ago) link
The jump-cut at the beginning for one thing.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:55 (six years ago) link
samklasvegassamklasvegas4 years agoI want to love you where ever you are ... You are my candle lights in my holidays . Awesome!!
Exactly.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:56 (six years ago) link
lock thread
so far off from the topic of butthole surfers and moved to a place of free association
if this is a veiled cry for help, i hope you can be alright man
― kolakube (Ross), Tuesday, 9 January 2018 06:58 (six years ago) link
Oh, for pete's sake. No veiled cry for help. Thanks for your concern. Moving elsewhere.
If you don't think Azar Habib's songs are a little bit coterminous with the aesthetic of the Butthole Surfers, you haven't got ears.
Plus it's a Butthole Surfers thread.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 07:02 (six years ago) link
The Butthole Surfers thread is too chaotic! Shut it down!
Really.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 07:27 (six years ago) link
I am so not me OMG. I mean, NORMALLY, not now.
― _Rudipherous_, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 07:28 (six years ago) link
<3 you rudipherous
― bamcquern, Tuesday, 9 January 2018 07:36 (six years ago) link
You have not lived until you've read Kramer's in-depth story of the Butthole Surfers and Norway (in toto). Third of the three questions here:
https://believermag.com/logger/three-questions-for-kramer/
“He has told me that he has all ten of your records.”“We only have two. Believe me.”“Well, then maybe he is now dreaming. The Swedes are big dreamers."
“We only have two. Believe me.”
“Well, then maybe he is now dreaming. The Swedes are big dreamers."
― Ned Raggett, Tuesday, 4 August 2020 15:51 (four years ago) link
Fucking hell.
― Kate (rushomancy), Tuesday, 4 August 2020 18:46 (four years ago) link
A great read, thanks Ned!
"Of the ten or so times in my nearly sixty years that I have witnessed my life flashing before my eyes, Gibby was right there for eight or nine of them."
― Maresn3st, Tuesday, 4 August 2020 19:27 (four years ago) link