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Yeah, totally. Don't be deeply sorry of it.

― Drooone, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:32 (nineteen years ago)

[i]It is sad.....so many people just don't see people...they see opportunity.
I guess I saw Joachim as an opportunity for love and warmth..[i]

I problem was lack of knowledge.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:32 (nineteen years ago)

how do you italicize words?

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:33 (nineteen years ago)

Don't be deeply sorry of it.

what does that mean?

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:34 (nineteen years ago)

i meant to say, "deeply sorry FOR Joachim."

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:36 (nineteen years ago)

I problem....ahahahhaha
My problem is that I am not editing my messages.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:37 (nineteen years ago)

i shouldn't be saying people are below average looking....

If they have alot of it is o.k...but they should have a variety of different kinds of people.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:41 (nineteen years ago)

I guess i could have told Joachim that I won the lottery that evening at 3:30 am...
and he would have rushed home with me and bought a ring the next day.....

only if the lottery was something like 10 million dollars..
otherwise no go.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:44 (nineteen years ago)

Is Joachim well endowed?

― Drooone, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:45 (nineteen years ago)

Yes, even though I have never seen him naked...everything that I seen seems to be well-endowed..... His hands were a normal size, so I am he is..

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:49 (nineteen years ago)

gees, I am not writing well tonight...writing too fast....

sorry about this...I will try to edit.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:49 (nineteen years ago)

I would have been tempted to tell him I won the lottery, just to get him home with me...So i could slather him in kisses and hugs.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 00:51 (nineteen years ago)

Joachim should have known my zodiac sign...
people are destroyed for lack of knowledge.

I am libra/scorpio...a cusp sign...

I am a lover of beauty, romance....
justice...fairness....intensity, passion, sex....
determined, forceful...
powerful...
it would have helped a little..ahahahhahahahha ahahah

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 01:02 (nineteen years ago)

ahahhahah, if he came home with me...
he would have taken my wallet...
stole some jewelery....
taken the 10 million dollar check and left .......

not even a kiss......boo hoo.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 01:03 (nineteen years ago)

Da Capo,

FOR YOUR CONSIDERATION ^^^^

― R.O.Q.U.E., Monday, 19 March 2007 03:35 (nineteen years ago)

i'd like some slatherin'.

― forksclovetofu, Monday, 19 March 2007 03:58 (nineteen years ago)

What's this about Totally?

― Chris Ott, Monday, 19 March 2007 05:23 (nineteen years ago)

it is true , lack of knowledge....
that was a good point....

he was prince outside and a frog inside....

like all the rest....

why let someone hurt you, just because they were beautiful?

he wasn't beautiful inside....
that is for sure....

I shall forget Joachim and look for someone with inner beauty....

Joachim was as cold as an icicle.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 06:41 (nineteen years ago)

I think that Joachim is worth speaking about anymore. He is a vacuous and uncaring person...

I am not destroyed....

Joachim is not a nice man...i have met nicer resently.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 06:45 (nineteen years ago)

I meant he isn't worth speaking about .
Joachim will never see me again.
I have this feeling that Joachim didn't feel anything for other human beings. He had a heart that was as cold as a rock.....
and like all the rest....will find himself a woman who is cold...

I am too good for him......
and i will become famous....

I took some time off to come here.....

but I am going to get into my work schedule soon..

love ya,

m

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 06:47 (nineteen years ago)

My conclusion; Joachim was extremely conceited, demeaning of others...
selfish and even unkind.....
so what does it matter if he was pretty?
It doesn't....
Joachim is a nobody with no love in his heart.......

I actually think his personality seems below average......
he is far from a nice person.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 06:57 (nineteen years ago)

I am going to be famous...
so I won't here talking...as I have alot of work to do....

the difference in not buying fame...
I was born with potential to succeed....
and have potential as an artist.....
I have developed this potential...
i work hard....
I will earn my fame....

It will happen eventually....

Meanwhile..I am about to finish my schooling and graduate...so I can make good money with a job ....I will be self-employed and make 75 to 100 dollars an hour with this job...
It will fit in with what I do as a composer, songwriter, arranger, instrumentalist and vocalist....
which requires hours out of my day...

I took a little break to talk to you all....

hope you are also highly productive...and happy....

I was poor, living in a tiny little old house....

Now I live in a nice big house and it is nice..and have two acres of land...
and my car is still on the new side and nice....
the car is not important.....
but i live well.......
i have nice clothes and should be grateful....
I am not trying to become rich...
I live simply....
money and materialism is not the center of my life.....
friends and family are....and my music....
The car is really a hassel....
I think it is a hassel to try to keep up with the Jones...
and always worry if someone like Joachim is not going to approve of you.

But heck....I am bohemian...a musician, an artist....

I am happier then most people because I hear lovely music ...and new and fresh music.....

Rich people can buy fame, but then can't buy talent, brains, happiness...love..., songs, beautiful voices...friends..family, good music....etc....

they have fame and it is temporary....it is temporary because they have nothing that is lasting....
nothing that is that exceptional....

the money and status is temporary..

I hope Joachim has a steady job....because if he lives for managing bands....

he will not have steady income...or income at all....

One day, my fame...in the end..will hopefully sustain me....
I will compose till I die....

and take care of my voice...

my music will be lasting...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 14:54 (nineteen years ago)

i shouldn't have said that these people are below average looking....
but when they only support their little club of people born into money.....
and they dont' support the arts and they are trying to make themselves appear as something they aren't....and they aren't very pretty or exceptional looking......
they start to appear uglier to my eyes....then they would if they were nice people...

Joachim doesn't appear beautiful to me anymore.....

in my mind...he is a myopic bigot...a man who has no interests in the arts, yet try to make believe he does...when his mind is only on status and fame...not quality of music.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 14:59 (nineteen years ago)

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― Pye Poudre, Monday, 19 March 2007 15:04 (nineteen years ago)

Joachim and people like him in NYC were billing me for breathing their air and just speaking to Joachim for a half hour cost me 300 dollars.

That is why we are not friends....

If you want to talk to a rich person in NYC they make you pay.....

if you want them to see you play live, you have to pay them a few thousand dollars....

If i wanted Joachim and other money-hungry men in nyc to sleep with you and/or become your husband....
over 10 million dollar fee.....

and then they still may not consumate the marriage.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 15:34 (nineteen years ago)

I meant to say; "sleep with me and/or become your husband."

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 15:41 (nineteen years ago)

and if Joachim wasn't really connected or rich, he might have thought in his mind....if wanted to sleep with me that night when we first spoke...that he would make up a story....and claim that he is connected and about to inherit alot of money from his sick and dying parents....

alot of women are money-hungry in NYC....

if Joachim wanted sex, he might made up the story about his parents being terminally ill and being from a rich family....

all to get a one night stand....

It is very possible that Joachim was after a one night stand....

that he is just a middle class guy from Staten Island...who wanted to get laid...

but that would be so sad if he made up that story thinking that only money would be enticing to me.

It is sad, because I was already enticed...and only wanted to like him for who is he....

he didn't have to make up stories...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 15:45 (nineteen years ago)

A woman like myself is not enticed by money ....

I said if I met Greg Lake when he was 23 and he was not famous in today's world...( and he wouldn't be if he were young today)
I would have wanted to get to know him...for who he is, even if he were living in a project.
He came from poverty. But if i like a man, I would only want to encourage them and help them get out of poverty....
I would not reject a man that i like because he was broke.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 15:49 (nineteen years ago)

I really wanted to get to know Joachim for who he was, and he kept trying to impress me with connections and his rich family.

I do not know if these stories were true..as many people in NYC make up stories about their connections and money.....

Joachim seems like the sweetest puppy...he was radiant and exuded beauty and sweetness.

Joachim obviously didn't want me to get to know him for real.....
and masturbated out of frustration....and depression on the phone....

next time I saw this man, he looked so depressed and unkept....
poor Joachim, if he only knew that people just want to love him..

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 15:54 (nineteen years ago)

Forget about Joachim.

― Pashmina, Monday, 19 March 2007 16:05 (nineteen years ago)

Bet he was blonde though.

― Mark G, Monday, 19 March 2007 16:10 (nineteen years ago)

Joachim obviously didn't want me to get to know him for real.....
and masturbated out of frustration....and depression on the phone....

The lyrics are beautiful, but I'm still not hearing a single.

― vals tips for teens, Monday, 19 March 2007 16:13 (nineteen years ago)

no, joachim had very dark hair, almost black...
and brown eyes.
he wasn't part aryian race.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 18:59 (nineteen years ago)

I feel bad for Joachim....maybe he isn't a really bad guy....

It is sad that he lied about his connections just to impress me and could tell me the truth;
he had no real money, and no wheels..

Well, Joachim, if you here........
you can take a bus from NYC....
to where I am, I will pick you up....

alot of people don't have cars in nyc...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 19:01 (nineteen years ago)

btw, greg lake looked really good when his hair was not dyed blond. I like him with the natural colour.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 19:03 (nineteen years ago)

I AM HE IS

― unfished business, Monday, 19 March 2007 21:11 (nineteen years ago)

lol..ahahhah, that was a good one...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 21:14 (nineteen years ago)

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.

― marmotwolof, Monday, 19 March 2007 21:30 (nineteen years ago)

i want to get off the subject of looks...

Keith Emerson in Emerson Lake and Palmer is phenomenally talented as a pianist, organist, keyboardist, arranger...and accordian player...

the more I watch videos of ELP...the more I am impressed with Keith..
I don't want to insult anyone else in the band..they are all great...

Yet he really is outstanding as a pianist...
his improv abilities and interpretation of things is really cool!!!!!
i don't think he is really gorgeous, nor is he ugly...is o.k looking...
but not everyone has to be gorgeous...just great...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:37 (nineteen years ago)

Carl was the hottest one in ELP, easily.

― Pashmina, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:43 (nineteen years ago)

elp on youtube

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:43 (nineteen years ago)

no doubt, carl is absolutely a fantastic drummer...percussionist...
he is also phenonmenal.
Yet since i play keyboards...keith is the one I fixate on.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:45 (nineteen years ago)

carl was this cute, sweet, and sensitive drummer...

nice personality...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:45 (nineteen years ago)

(but youtube is owned by google!)

― StanM, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:45 (nineteen years ago)

i also play guitar..and think greg is very talented...
but keith is on a higher level instrumentation wise...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:46 (nineteen years ago)

who cares who owns google, I am interested in music...not who is who...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:48 (nineteen years ago)

i also have been listening to several female virtuosos and composers....

two are awesome guitarist and virtuosos....
and some of the others play world instruments....

I don't just listen to men, but since this seems like a boys club...I don't want to upset you by letting you hear women who are phenomenal...since you are asking me about baby voices and women who are not serious musicians....

I am not just into the commerical world, yet I get some good things out of it if I can.
Mostly I listen to obscure people....

I actually go out of my way to support female composers, arrangers, singers..and instrumentalist of the rarist kind....

The commerical world doesn't really promote women as serious artists....

but that doesn't stop me from being supportive of women that are incredible...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 00:22 (nineteen years ago)

actually I think that men like joachim find women to make their bed and women who are not very ambitious...and people who never end up being much in life...except telling men how great they are....

Most men are into MEN......

and they talk incessantly about men's accomplishments and only interested in ONE SIDED relationships with women....
where the woman makes the man's bed...cooks...and doesn't threaten his ego by becoming too much more successful then he is.....

especially in the brain area....

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 00:26 (nineteen years ago)

joachim, i won the lottery ...literally, isn't that great?

I offer you 3 million dollars to come to my house in upstate ny....

then I will give the other 7 million to marry me.....

since this is the only way to excite people in NYC>>....

and I will become famous and give you all my worldly goods and possessions.....

wait on you hand and foot.....
and make you my king......

I will make your bed, cook all your meals...polish your shoes...sew your buttons...and give you a house, mansion, nice car...and 10 million dollars....
I am not ugly...
so maybe you might be interested,
you can email me...

[email protected]

If you are there...this is serious...you can inherit millions...

I will give you a blindfold if you don't want to look at m.e

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 01:03 (nineteen years ago)

hi joachim,
take me as I am...

you wrote all this poetry...in the village voice,
and it started there....
didn't it?
I suspected this...from the beginning.
if greg was young, i would pick you....
he is not my type....

then the poetry on this board..was astoundingly beautiful...
how could i forget it?
do I meet men like you everyday?
Maybe you didn't masturbate on the phone, but you screamed...
maybe you were drunk....
but thankyou for the compliment...
glad you loved my voice.

your poetry is beautiful, you are so talented...
yet my heart is callous, pained...one-sided love...
i give and you just play...
you play and play....
anything real?

you are madly in love with me..and can only hint at who you are...
yet, I know in my heart, who you are....
and I sense your motivations...
that smelly, urine filled ferry terminal brought beautiful things into my life...
you, a poetic man...
a strikingly gorgeous man...
it was even better up close...

I felt as if i knew you forever...you made me feel so comfortable...
I felt that we could be great friends..
our love was one-sided...
i let you know it is me...and only leaving me guessing.
if status will get me what I want, then i will become famous to get you in my bed....
i will go out and work day and night to get money, to gain status...
all to get you in my bed.
if it will get you in my bed...
i will tell you that I won the lottery.

but I do live well, that is not a lie...i was not doing well a couple years ago...
I do hope you meant the words you said, as you gave your wife second best...
and I am your wife...
kisses...marissa

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 06:17 (nineteen years ago)

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