fuck cancer

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ok, here goes.
after a long long day i have had a few glasses of red wine, so please bear with me.
on april 6th 2011 my wife was told "in error" that she had stomach cancer.
[long story - but this should have happened in my presence at some later pre-arranged time, but the fact was dropped while i was on childcare duties 30 miles away .. ]
given that my wife had previously been to see her GP for 2 years re ongoing stomach issues this came as no real surprise, but still, 2 years is quite a long time to have such concerns.
[turned out to be a stomach ulcer that had been left untreated .. resulting in the cancerous growth, but still the advise is that it has not spread beyond the stomach]
so after a 3 month stretch of radical chemo, to isolate and focus the growth, the surgeon today removed my wifes stomach, meaning that today is the beginning of a whole new life for us all.
so, the question is : are there ILX'r who have been through this process, as i have no idea as to what happens next !
how will she be able to digest food etc ?
and far more importantly, will red wine be no longer suitable as a method for her to deal with the daily demands of modern life ?
oh, and in the spirit of the original thread (i hate cancer) : fuck cancer.

mark e, Wednesday, 10 August 2011 23:25 (seven years ago) Permalink

as far as i could tell (i looked - honest !) , ile needed a proper 'fuck cancer' thread.

mark e, Wednesday, 10 August 2011 23:26 (seven years ago) Permalink

=( Best of luck to both of you

Elderflower Gimcrax Flores (admrl), Wednesday, 10 August 2011 23:26 (seven years ago) Permalink

Oh fuck, I'm so very sorry to hear that. btw there is a 'curse cancer' thread but fuck anyone who holds this thread against you.

ceci n'est pas une witty dn (Schlafsack), Wednesday, 10 August 2011 23:27 (seven years ago) Permalink

mark e, I am so sorry you and your wife are facing this. I know a few people who have had some or all of their stomach removed, for various reasons - each has certain foods that aren't processed well and so those are avoided, but digestion starts with chewing and nutrients are absorbed in the small intestine. One friend takes an additional enzyme with each meal, but the others eat smaller meals more frequently. They all are able to still enjoy alcohol, though I'm sure that can vary. See if you can find a support group locally or on-line that can help with the questions/concerns you will both be confronting. I wish your wife a rapid return to health and strength.

Jaq, Wednesday, 10 August 2011 23:52 (seven years ago) Permalink

while i understand and appreciate the concerns, can i just state the following : today is a great great] day.
the surgery went well, my wife is ok (as far as i know), and that is a massive, repeat massive thrill-buzz.
oh, and while red wine is not the answer to most of our daily stresses it can form part of our occasional parental release ..
(i would prefer a very loud listen-n-dance session to kylie, but hey, cant have everythintg ! )

mark e, Wednesday, 10 August 2011 23:59 (seven years ago) Permalink

others eat smaller meals more frequently. They all are able to still enjoy alcohol, though I'm sure that can vary.

have heard this from others.
only time will tell.


mark e, Thursday, 11 August 2011 00:28 (seven years ago) Permalink

Fuck cancer indeed, so many of my relatives are dead from or are have contracted some form of cancer.

Super Villains With Drum Machines (MintIce), Thursday, 11 August 2011 13:39 (seven years ago) Permalink

My paternal grandmother had her stomach removed for the same reason back in the 1960s. Although her meal size was reduced, she still very much enjoyed food and drink; one of the first things she taught my brother and me when we used to go and visit as wee lads was how to make a "proper" gin and tonic for her. She lived until she was 90.

I really hope your wife can continue to enjoy life in a similar spirit, and that she's making a fast and full recovery from the op.

that mustardless plate (Bill A), Wednesday, 17 August 2011 12:01 (seven years ago) Permalink

cheers bill.
cant believe that its only 7 days since surgery given that yesterday she was looking so good, and up and walking (aka "thank f*ck for the nhs").
and yes, the advise seems to be that she can eat-n-drink whatever.
there may be some food types that may cause issue, but hopefully, the main impact will be that meal times will be a lot more relaxed as opposed to gobble-and-go.

mark e, Wednesday, 17 August 2011 12:06 (seven years ago) Permalink

I guess it must not be too major to have your stomach removed since lots of people get their stomach removed who have a gastric bypass. I mean not too major compared to having your pancreas removed or your colon and getting an ostomy or something. I hope it goes well, I'm sure you will adapt in time and you will be just fine. SOrry to hear it

I love obscure members of the Athrotheiria mammal genus and... (Latham Green), Wednesday, 17 August 2011 13:34 (seven years ago) Permalink

four months pass...

My grandfather is in the last stage of leukemia. I am trying to keep in mind he had a long and healthy life so far. But given that his life wasn't too great, it's difficult...

nathom, Friday, 13 January 2012 13:51 (seven years ago) Permalink

two months pass...

exactly one year on and shit gets raised to a new level of emotional chaos.

we weren't even able to get away for 7 days for some well deserved family time without a mad midnight 250 mile dash to a&e.

oh, and all the positivity and hope i displayed earlier in this thread proved to be fucking worthless.

outcome post chemo/surgery : stage 4. terminal. no more treatment.

we currently live in waiting rooms dreading the test results.

fuck cancer.

mark e, Friday, 6 April 2012 20:47 (six years ago) Permalink

i'm really sorry, mark. my best wishes and support to you and your loved ones. and fuck cancer.

dayo, Friday, 6 April 2012 21:13 (six years ago) Permalink

mark, I'm so sorry. fuck cancer.

that mustardless plate (Bill A), Friday, 6 April 2012 22:29 (six years ago) Permalink

I am at a loss for words. I... I wish I could take some of the pain away. Fuck FUCK FUCK cancer. I am so so sorry.

Nathalie (stevienixed), Saturday, 7 April 2012 13:51 (six years ago) Permalink

How terrible. I wish you love. Fuck cancer.

World Congress of Itch (Dr Morbius), Saturday, 7 April 2012 14:07 (six years ago) Permalink

Mark, I'm really, really sorry. My best wishes to you and your family.

God, Music and Romeo and Juliet (DJP), Saturday, 7 April 2012 14:17 (six years ago) Permalink

Echoing the above. Utterly terrible news.

Ned Raggett, Saturday, 7 April 2012 14:18 (six years ago) Permalink

two weeks pass...

emsley clan : -1

cancer scoreboard : +1

fuck cancer.

mark e, Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:27 (six years ago) Permalink

Mark, I'm so sorry; my condolences to you and your family.

I'M THAT POSTA, AAAAAAAAAH (DJP), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:29 (six years ago) Permalink

oh Mark I am so sorry. sending you love and support in this time.

cosi fan whitford (underrated aerosmith bootlegs I have owned), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:31 (six years ago) Permalink

echoing the above. my sincere condolences to all of you

dayo, Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:35 (six years ago) Permalink

A hug and kiss for you, Mark.

Exile in lolville (Alfred, Lord Sotosyn), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:37 (six years ago) Permalink

echoing the above. my sincere condolences to all of you

― dayo, Thursday, April 26, 2012 8:35 AM (1 minute ago)

^^^ So sorry, Mark. Fuck cancer.

improvised explosive advice (WmC), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:39 (six years ago) Permalink

Sending you love and the tiniest lightening of this burden. I'm so sorry.

how did I get here? why am I in the whiskey aisle? this is all so (Laurel), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:40 (six years ago) Permalink

i'm so sorry mark.

diafiyhm (darraghmac), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:42 (six years ago) Permalink

Horrible news, very sorry to hear this, good thoughts to you and family Mark.

ooooiiiioooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaoooooh un - bi - leevable! (LocalGarda), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:46 (six years ago) Permalink

ta for the wired tlc ..

this just goes to prove that even in this day and age of techno miracles, in the majority of cases, the powers that be really dont have a grasp on this evil disease.

we were told back in december that there was a good chance of 12 months of settled life.

to say the last 4 months have been a living hell of health related shyte would be an understatement.

we have no let up from the hospital/a&e chaos, so in some ways, i'm glad that she is now no longer suffering, but damn, its heavy on those of us left behind.

mark e, Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:49 (six years ago) Permalink

how horrible, Mark. RIP, & I hope you too are able to find some peace in this.

Euler, Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:50 (six years ago) Permalink

mark i'm so sorry for you and your family's loss, i hope you all get all the love and support you need

seapunk run. run punk run! (Noodle Vague), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:55 (six years ago) Permalink

Oh Mark, I'm so sorry to hear that. Wishing you all the strength in the world over the next few days and weeks.

btw didn't i braek ur heart (NickB), Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:57 (six years ago) Permalink

That is horrible to hear, take care of yourself, man.

Andrew Farrell, Thursday, 26 April 2012 13:58 (six years ago) Permalink

Also: fuck cancer.

Andrew Farrell, Thursday, 26 April 2012 14:06 (six years ago) Permalink

Oh my God. I am so so sorry to read this. I can't imagine how horrible the past year must have been for you. My best wishes go out to you and your family.

wolf kabob (ENBB), Thursday, 26 April 2012 14:10 (six years ago) Permalink


My condolences.

Ned Raggett, Thursday, 26 April 2012 14:27 (six years ago) Permalink

mark, I'm very sorry. words on a message board don't do it justice.

this just goes to prove that even in this day and age of techno miracles, in the majority of cases, the powers that be really dont have a grasp on this evil disease.

I switched oncologists recently, going to the big medical center named after one of the Rockefellers. My new guy is the teacher who taught my two old guys.

We went down the list, talking about the medications I had been given, what my diet could be, drawing a DNA helix on the paper of the examination chair and saying 45 minutes of exercise based on my age x 5 - 2 or something. That last one, "What does running up and down stairs have to do with cancer?" made him literally stroke his beard and say "We don't know. Everything I've told you is basically an educated guess at best."

Now, this guy is pretty educated, but every honest doctor would be the first to tell you that plugging tubes of poison into people's veins and blasting them with radiation is witchcraft at best.

pplains, Thursday, 26 April 2012 14:51 (six years ago) Permalink

Now, this guy is pretty educated, but every honest doctor would be the first to tell you that plugging tubes of poison into people's veins and blasting them with radiation is witchcraft at best.

i have an uncle who is a highly qualified doctor in canada - and he basically told me this back last year, so while we were getting the 'we will cure you' story from various folks here, i've been quietly preparing for this outcome due to the insider information from him.

still, doesn't make dealing with the fallout any easier ..

good luck with your battle pplains - you have my heartfelt wishes and hopes for a more successful outcome.

for us, the big reveal was the discovery of an evil lump weeks after the completion of premium grade chemo that she underwent as that confirmed just how aggressive the fucker was.

(uncle confirmed that she got the best that was available .. so no complaints on that score)

mark e, Thursday, 26 April 2012 15:08 (six years ago) Permalink

Heartfelt condolences, mark. I'm so sorry that things turned out this way.

that mustardless plate (Bill A), Thursday, 26 April 2012 19:03 (six years ago) Permalink

i'm so very sorry, mark.

estela, Thursday, 26 April 2012 19:13 (six years ago) Permalink

Found out yesterday that mother in-law likely has pancreatic cancer. She got sick the day after we left for vacation, but apparently her doctor's been all kind of amazing and has run 6 months worth of tests in 2 weeks. From what I understand they think it's still in early stages, and possibly slow-growing though I'm still trying to make sense of everything so I don't exactly know all the details.

the worst part is that her Mum died of cancer when she was quite young, and her brother died of pancreatic cancer a couple of years ago, so it's just like AAAAAGGGGH FUCK YOU CANCER SERIOUSLY

the gallows-humor lighter side is that because of a blocked bile duct she now has a major case of jaundice. She said over the phone that she was pretty green, but when she answered the door mr Veg and I were like, 'Whoa. you weren't kidding.' Wicked Witch of the West level neon green. It's really weird!

We visited with her yesterday - she's very scared, tired, etc, but still very much herself. I love her so much...it just fucks me up that she's dealing with all of this. Ugh!


Peppermint Patty Hearst (VegemiteGrrl), Monday, 30 April 2012 20:17 (six years ago) Permalink



hope they caught the fucker in time peppermint.

mark e, Monday, 30 April 2012 20:30 (six years ago) Permalink

I know. I'd like to have her around for a lot longer :)

Peppermint Patty Hearst (VegemiteGrrl), Monday, 30 April 2012 20:38 (six years ago) Permalink

btw, my condolences to you, mark...a big DOUBLE FUCK YOU CANCER

Peppermint Patty Hearst (VegemiteGrrl), Monday, 30 April 2012 20:42 (six years ago) Permalink

cheers pepper.

borderline alcoholism + v. loud music helps.

a little.

mark e, Monday, 30 April 2012 20:48 (six years ago) Permalink

<3 <3 <3

Peppermint Patty Hearst (VegemiteGrrl), Monday, 30 April 2012 20:58 (six years ago) Permalink

my mother in law was diagnosed with terminal cancer on Friday. Somehow the fucking doctor she has been getting x-rays and cat scans from for the last five years completely missed the huge tumor crushing her heart. My wife had to take an emergency red-eye last night and fortunately made it home before her mom died. now they're waiting for more tests.

fuck you, incompetent doctors, fuck you cancer, etc.

sleeve, Monday, 30 April 2012 21:31 (six years ago) Permalink

Somehow the fucking doctor she has been getting x-rays and cat scans from for the last five years completely missed the huge tumor crushing her heart.

due to the time, i am assuming you are US based pepper, cos this scarily similar to our situation.

3 years of 'problems' that were ignored cos it would have cost a few quid to send bh for a CT scan ..

so, yes fuck you incomp. doctors and fuck you tory policy to make doctors even more important in the decision making process.

once bh was escalated to the next level of care then it has to be said, the care was absolutely fantastic, but the fact of the matter is that he problems were ignored by the the GPs for 3 years .. and the GPs defence : 'bh is too young to get stomach cancer'

ok, time for more wine ..

mark e, Monday, 30 April 2012 21:39 (six years ago) Permalink

hang in there, also check out the revive on the Steve Albini thread, very inspiring.

sleeve, Tuesday, 1 May 2012 00:36 (six years ago) Permalink

I was told just today that my aunt was in the final stages of her cancer, so I feel you. It's amazing how much money + resources gets pumped into research and how it's still such a crapshoot of who survives and who doesn't.

musicfanatic, Tuesday, 1 May 2012 00:47 (six years ago) Permalink

i am so sorry nick, this is a hard, terrible thing that’s been visited upon you all. i hope your family can get back to the underappreciated tedium of normal life as soon as possible and that caspar has a long and healthy life and never remembers a thing. kia kaha<3

estela, Friday, 26 October 2018 02:00 (three months ago) Permalink


Hey Bob (Scik Mouthy), Friday, 2 November 2018 20:10 (three months ago) Permalink

dunno what to say really but wishing the best for you all so fucking much

Herb Achelors (NickB), Friday, 2 November 2018 21:53 (three months ago) Permalink

That’s all I want anyone to say really when I post in here. So thank you.

Hey Bob (Scik Mouthy), Friday, 2 November 2018 21:56 (three months ago) Permalink

Echoing NickB

mom tossed in kimchee (quincie), Saturday, 3 November 2018 00:10 (three months ago) Permalink

Echoplex on both over here

valet doberman (Jon not Jon), Saturday, 3 November 2018 00:56 (three months ago) Permalink

All the love in the world to you guys right now, N.

Squeaky Fromage (VegemiteGrrl), Saturday, 3 November 2018 01:30 (three months ago) Permalink

I can't imagine how difficult this must be, but wish for you to have the strength to deal with it.

Andrew "Hit Dice" Clay (PBKR), Saturday, 3 November 2018 02:50 (three months ago) Permalink

Cancer sucks.

I lost my best friend of more than twenty years to lung cancer this summer at age 46 after a nearly three-year battle. He was the most fun-loving, laid-back cat, my best drinking buddy, and the person responsible for turning me on to more of my favorite music than anyone else. I still find it insane when I think he is actually gone. I feel so luck to have known him.

Andrew "Hit Dice" Clay (PBKR), Saturday, 3 November 2018 02:53 (three months ago) Permalink

*crossed fingers*

Ned Raggett, Wednesday, 21 November 2018 21:39 (two months ago) Permalink

Beautiful, tough writing. Hang in there. When the weight gain comes it will be great.

illegal economic migration (Tracer Hand), Wednesday, 21 November 2018 21:40 (two months ago) Permalink

Any words I can write just seems inadequate. Team Mouthy all the way <3

Elvis Telecom, Wednesday, 21 November 2018 22:20 (two months ago) Permalink

You write beautifully about an ugly thing, wish you all the very best

The Poppy Bush AutoZone (upper mississippi sh@kedown), Wednesday, 21 November 2018 22:31 (two months ago) Permalink

Casper’s blood results today are even better. 🤞

Hey Bob (Scik Mouthy), Thursday, 22 November 2018 13:40 (two months ago) Permalink

great news - wishing the best for all of you

sign up for my waterless urinals webinar (bizarro gazzara), Thursday, 22 November 2018 13:41 (two months ago) Permalink

That's great to hear

Mama Weer All Tankee Now (Noodle Vague), Thursday, 22 November 2018 13:43 (two months ago) Permalink

three weeks pass...

y'know it's bad enough when your wife has terminal cancer without the fucking cunts that work in GP's surgeries. I know it's a cliché but it really seems like a job requirement to be literal vermin to work as GP's receptionist, we've been to 3 in the last 2 years and they are *all* fucking useless arseholes. my wife is out of her pain medication *again* the prescription was put through by the pharmacy over a week ago, the pharmacy has chased them 3 times, we've chased them twice, why can't they just do their fucking jobs the fucking pieces of shit. they just flat out lie to you when you do get through on the phone, I know that for a fact because they've done it with my medication when they've fucked that up. why does this keep happening

Colonel Poo, Friday, 14 December 2018 12:02 (two months ago) Permalink

dammit Colonel, i'm sorry.

a Mets fan who gave up on everything in the mid '80s (Dr Morbius), Friday, 14 December 2018 22:15 (two months ago) Permalink

three weeks pass...

...and now they've randomly rejected her antidepressant refill

what the fuck is wrong with these fucking scumbags? I swear by this year is over I am going to be in jail for punching a GP in the fucking face

Colonel Poo, Tuesday, 8 January 2019 16:49 (one month ago) Permalink


you'd hope for better wouldn't you

imago, Tuesday, 8 January 2019 17:22 (one month ago) Permalink

So, my uncle died of prostate cancer a week and a half ago, was buried last Saturday, and I've been thinking about just writing something on here to just write about it a bit, but I apologize if it really doesn't fit the theme of the thread. Because he was a doctor - still so weird to write 'was' - and he said eight years ago that this was going to kill him someday. And later on said he didn't think cancer was such a bad way to die, at least he got to say goodbye to everyone. He got to die in his amazing house out in the country, he got all the morphine he needed, and managed to avoid too much pain, even as we knew he was nearing the end. I last saw him a week before he died, and he was pretty much happy and upbeat. He had just had an old childhood friend come by two days before, and seemed to basically still be on a high from getting to reconnect with him. His wife even said that he had looked at her and said: 'You know what? At this moment, I'm happy!' He was just 69 years old, but during another conversation with his wife of twenty years reminiscing about their travels together he had all of a sudden said: 'Isn't it amazing how many good times we managed to have together?' His life was basically really good and just really concentrated. And the funeral was beautiful, exactly as he would have wanted.

It was basically as good a death as I can imagine is available to us, and he really didn't seem like he himself thought it was that early. He lived a good life, and died before he got old. His wife was younger than him, so everyone always knew she was going to outlive him, so it was always coming, and it might be better that she has time to really make another life for her. Hey, it's all good. And still I'm just a mess, I basically just realized. I can't do anything, I can't remember anything, I keep forgetting the code for my credit card, I forgot my work stuff at work, I can't even wash my fucking clothes probably, I just messed up a whole batch of my girlfriends best clothes. And it's as if it's not enough to just say to people my uncle died, they will react with concern because he was young, or because it was cancer. And none of that was really all that bad. But I just want to grieve, in a situation that was as merciful and beautiful as could be, all things considered. I still just want to grieve.

I'm fine, you know? I have a fantastic girlfriend, I'm doing what I love and very nearly almost making a living of it, I'm going to two film festivals in the next month, and I even managed to successfully pitch a new website just today. My life is better than it ever has been, and all around me people are suffering, and they kinda need my comfort more than I need theirs, and the death of my uncle really couldn't have been less awful. But I'm just sad, and I just have to be a sad fuckup for a while, I guess. So sorry for writing a lot that really wasn't about how awful cancer is. But I do feel a bit better now.

Frederik B, Monday, 14 January 2019 23:46 (one month ago) Permalink

My condolences, Fred. That's rough. It's good you just want to grieve, that grip on your time in this life will come regardless. So better sooner than later. Mess up, forget stuff, fuck up your daily chores: it's all good.

Cancer doesn't "just" lead to death, it is the biggest, harrowing threat always looming over your shoulder, always seeing a gap somewhere to unexpectedly enter your life to destroy you.

Best to you, man. <3

lbi's life of limitless european glamour (Le Bateau Ivre), Tuesday, 15 January 2019 00:06 (one month ago) Permalink

lovely post fred

topical mlady (darraghmac), Tuesday, 15 January 2019 00:16 (one month ago) Permalink

i called in to my mums sister at christmas while down home, she had been in remission but unfortunately is now back fighting it

her younger brother was there when i called in, and he has been in since at short notice to have surgery which touch wood looks to have been early enough.

both in good, wry form but old and drawn looking and fuck cancer.

topical mlady (darraghmac), Tuesday, 15 January 2019 00:19 (one month ago) Permalink

indeed. even in the best of circumstances, relatively speaking, it's a very hard thing to deal with and there's no need for you to feel bad about it. it's perfectly understandable.

Karl Malone, Tuesday, 15 January 2019 00:21 (one month ago) Permalink

Sorry for your loss fred. And a beautiful tribute to your uncle—I’m only recently learning the importance of gratitude, which your uncle seems to have practiced admirably.

Trϵϵship, Tuesday, 15 January 2019 00:26 (one month ago) Permalink

three weeks pass...

today, a close relative of my partner's was diagnosed with Acute Myeloid Leukemia (AML). we're still waiting to find out what subtype it is. there's one particular kind that goes into remission about 90% of the time after the first round of chemo, while the other subtypes are more like 67%. the overall 5-year survival rate for AML is 27%. i don't think my partner knows that yet. it feels awful to sit here with this knowledge. the relative is just...obviously we love our relatives and stuff, but he really is one of the greatest people i've ever met. no one deserves cancer. but this man deserves it less than just about anyone i've ever met. he was the picture of good health, too - in his mid-50s and still running marathons, participating in triathlons, etc. anyway, fuck cancer.

Karl Malone, Friday, 8 February 2019 01:13 (one week ago) Permalink

hugs pal

a Mets fan who gave up on everything in the mid '80s (Dr Morbius), Friday, 8 February 2019 04:20 (one week ago) Permalink

Hugs to you x one million. I’m really sorry you have to come near what you’re dealing with, let alone be the subject of it. People tell you “life isn’t fair” from a young age, so often that it starts to lose its meaning. But the meaning of it inevitably comes roaring back.

Karl Malone, Friday, 8 February 2019 04:23 (one week ago) Permalink

my wife had 2 scans this week. got call from oncologist today that the cancer has spread to her liver. meeting oncologist tomorrow to discuss options. dunno what this means in terms of life expectancy

Colonel Poo, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 15:34 (six days ago) Permalink

Oh man, CP. My cousin has it in her liver and bones, but her treatment is stopping growth for now. Fingers crossed for you both.

suzy, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 15:38 (six days ago) Permalink

i'm really sorry. it all must feel so overwhelming. :(

Karl Malone, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 15:44 (six days ago) Permalink

Much love, CP.

Andrew Farrell, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 15:53 (six days ago) Permalink

Really sorry CP

xyzzzz__, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 15:57 (six days ago) Permalink

<3 Colonel

a Mets fan who gave up on everything in the mid '80s (Dr Morbius), Wednesday, 13 February 2019 15:59 (six days ago) Permalink

Sorry to hear that, CP. <3 and best wishes to you both.

a passing spacecadet, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:00 (six days ago) Permalink

Echo the above, you're staying wonderfully positive

imago, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:02 (six days ago) Permalink

power to you both during such hard times.

calzino, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:02 (six days ago) Permalink

I am so sorry CP.

gyac, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:04 (six days ago) Permalink

cp <3

kinder, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:04 (six days ago) Permalink

xxxp I wouldn't say that imago I've been a mess this week if I'm honest but I'm trying

Colonel Poo, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:09 (six days ago) Permalink

Fuck cancer

<3 CP

Stephen Yakkety-Yaxley-Rosbif (Noodle Vague), Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:17 (six days ago) Permalink

Best wishes to you and your wife, colonel.

Trϵϵship, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 16:59 (six days ago) Permalink

it does feel strange appending "Colonel Poo" to a sincere post about something so awful but you are in my thoughts CP

illegal economic migration (Tracer Hand), Wednesday, 13 February 2019 17:07 (six days ago) Permalink

Indeed, always so, and to Karl as well.

Ned Raggett, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 17:17 (six days ago) Permalink

Fuck CP wish I could hug you.

I watched both my grandmother and grandfather die in the span of two years. I wasn't close to them at all. But it's horrendous, this disease.

nathom, Wednesday, 13 February 2019 18:40 (six days ago) Permalink

I am so sorry, CP.

mom tossed in kimchee (quincie), Wednesday, 13 February 2019 19:58 (six days ago) Permalink

thinking of you cp, that’s rough news

goats eat grandma (NickB), Wednesday, 13 February 2019 20:45 (six days ago) Permalink

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