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i. women are pleasure slaves
ii. men are men and dress in leather while they eat meat iii. it is ruled by a cast of giant insect-priests iv. it is exactly on the other side of the sun, counterbalancing the earth v. It seems to be HOTTER than earth

Therefore:
a. Shaggy, anthony and possibly Toraneko (disguised in leather) would like it as it is
b. Lady D and katie would like it because they can foment REVOLUTION
c. Tom would like it because TV transmission from our own planet is probably impossible (through the midsdle of the sun? i don't think so)
d. I would wilt in the heat but at least could feast mightily on the toppled inseXoR, once revolutionary liberation hadb ene achieved

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

next stop: PERELANDRA!!

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

ooh i like this about fomenting REVOLUTION! the climate sounds peachy too!

katie, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

(hmmm no, next stop the outer galactic clusters of spellcheck, i think)

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Does it have cheese?

RickyT, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

fuck that, does it have CHEEZ??

jess, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I would hate it. I am Chiffon not Leather

anthony, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Cheese would melt on Gor.

Pete, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

There is a MASSIVE online following for Gor according to some Salon article I once read (and a quick look at www.worldofgor.com confirms this) - it's kind of where S/M sexual roleplay and D-and-D fantasy roleplay intersect. You go to the site expecting it to be all women- in-collars stuff but there's vast amounts of noble-savage stuff to wade through first about the complex tribal society of Gor etc. etc.

i.e. 'Goreans' know that fogging the central point of the Gor thing (women=slaves) is the key to both a vague level of respectability but is also part of the turn-on.

Tom, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I am not interested in your foul false cheese, Jess. I want real cheese, and I want it now. And then I want to marry Gareth.

RickyT, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

i will foment REVOLUTION against all cheese, both real and false.

katie, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

REVOLUTION against Katie!! I shall bop her on the head with a vile chunk of MILD CHEDDAR vomfest which I bought in a moment of madness cos it looked HUGE AND CHEAP but it's horrible. Not even good enough to grate and melt chiz chiz. Only mature for me. I haf learnt.

RickyT: HMPH. You wish. Gareth is married to his hair.

Sarah, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

If you do that I will foment COUNTERREVOLUTION against evil soya products especially when they're put on pizza and fail to melt.

RickyT, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Katie still has a date with me and S Club 7 for a fight. Though I'm not sure if she will be allowed to fight at all if she is on Gor = Slave girl.

That goes for 4 of Sclub too.

Pete, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Further investigations of GOR (BLIMEY) online show that the ladeez have to talk all in LOWER CASE in order to denote their servile status so Sarah this wurld is not for you.

Tom, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

scuse if i'm late in on a gag (as per usual, grr), but is "4 of s club 7" a borg?

Alan Trewartha, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

yes pete but what abt 7of9 of S Club

(B.W*ts*n of Wire and SWP fame is a big Gor fella)

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

2 fucking hot for me.

geoff, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Does he show any other signs of being a total luny?

RickyT, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Lower case = first up against the wall come aforesaid REVOLUTION. Minister for PUNK ROCK CAPITAL SPEECH, Cheese and ALE, that shall be my title! And I shall make my opressors suffer by drinking SPECIAL BREW ha ha tramp meng.

Sarah, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I did a question about Spesh in the Quiz this week. So Sarah - if you want to be minister, what abv alchol is Special Brew - Britains top selling super strength lager?

Pete, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Right and this is WITHOUT Google, I reckon it is UMMMM either 8 or 9 percent. Lemme think... let's say 9 because it's more 'ardkore. Am I right? Who can bear to drink beers that are a mere 3.something percent anyway? (On saying that I probably do quite often and just not realise it).

Sarah, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Well blooming heck I AM RITE! "Carlsberg Special Brew (9% ABV) Special Brew, the UK's no.1 best selling superstrength lager, was first produced in 1950 to commemorate the visit of Winston Churchill to Copenhagen. A very strong, full bodied lager, Special Brew has continued to grow in popularity ever since".

I didn't know that fun 1950s fact though. Blimey. Hooray for the Danes, eh?

Sarah, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Very good. If you want to win 50 quid, its every Wednesday.

Pete, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Do you need a student card for this Pete? I quite fancy going to a pub quiz actually and Wednesday is Day Without Eastenders so no qualms about going to pub and missing TOP COCKERNEY ACTION! (Hold on a second pub quiz in London actually BEING top cockerney... shut up).

Sarah, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

ooh ooh can i come too? (am not a student though). not THIS wednesday though as i have to be at a GIG at the Spitz... anyone wishing to attend is most welcome! :)

katie, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

pop/pub quiz?! where WHERE?

Alan Trewartha, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

On a planet exactly opposite Earth on the other side of the Sun, Alan. Weren't you reading?

Tom, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

that's going to be difficult. is there a night bus back?

Alan Trewartha, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

clearly not, given the route

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

set the night bus for the heart of the sun.

Alan Trewartha, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

The godlike MST3K ripped through a knockoff Gor movie from the eighties called The Outlaw. Post-Conan sets, costumes and acting, direct from Italy!

Ned Raggett, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

What I find interesting about that site is that flicking through it, a lot of it has been written...by GURLZ!

DG, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

almost all fan fiction is, DG

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Yes, but considering Gor doesn't sound particularly female-friendly...

DG, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I haven't read a Gor for c.30 years, so I can't recall: were there ANY non-slave women in j.norman's original? It seems key to the narrative tension of sustaining many volumes in a series that there be some (obv I'm not aniticipating "RadFem Sparticists of Gor"). I'm not going to access the Gor sites from work, I think.

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

oh bah they are gagging for it

(will he get away with this?), Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

"Rad Fem Spartacists of Gor" I would pay money for. All of thee others I would pay money to avoid. John Norman = Sven Hassel = Guy N. Smith etc etc in list ov rubbish RUBBISH novelists. It would be rad if the collaborated. Actually a Sven Hassel / Jilly Cooper collaboration is what I'd like. (friday night home alochol konsumption, eh?) urp....

Norman Phay, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

were there ANY non-slave women in j.norman's original?

weren't there free women who kept finding out that actually they'd rather be slaves?

The Dirty Vicar, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

yes, feminist academic types who had dared criticise or more likely laugh at john norman (irl a professor of eng lit): but they were from earth; what i meant really was did gor itself have more than one stratum of women?

I googled Gor+feminism but am none the wiser. Are all these ladies secretly Kodanshi?

mark s, Friday, 30 November 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

As teen I has heard abt possibly 'hot' nature of Gor bks so bought the first one in the series and found it to be even more boring than the John Carter/Mars bks of Edgar Rice Burroughs, and nowhere near as naughty as my mum's Harold Robbins bks! Of course at age thirteen or so I was possibly not alive to all the dom/sub subtextual stuff, but even so you had to wade through an awful lot of dull 'adventure' to get to the few morsels of kinkiness. Did they get 'ruder' as they progressed (seem to remember reading somewhere that Norman got given free reign over the series after a while, allowing him to expand on his 'philosophy'.)

Andrew L, Saturday, 1 December 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

Also, has anyone else read any of the classic SF pornos - 'The Gas' by Charles Platt, 'The Tides of Lust' by Sam Delaney, etc. etc.

Andrew L, Saturday, 1 December 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

I struggled w/the above 2 mentioned boox0rz, & gave up. Both actually v.boring IMO. Kinky "speculative fiction" CRASH by J G Ballard knocked them into a cocked(hur hur) hat.

Norman Phay, Saturday, 1 December 2001 01:00 (twenty-two years ago) link

one year passes...
Back to the future!

Ned Raggett (Ned), Sunday, 16 March 2003 22:53 (twenty-one years ago) link

Two points.

If Gor is on the other side of the Sun - i.e. THE TENTH PLANET MONDAS - wouldn't any potential recruits have to contend with THE CYBERMEN who already live there? Seems to me the question of gender-based slavery would be secondary to the question of flesh vs. plastic. All the fetishists would join the Cybermen while the old-fashioned ornery bondage types would fight for humanity...

Secondly - why not visit Bor instead? It's a lot like Gor, except instead of sex everybody plays Dungeons And Dragons. All the women have to be elves and speak in a silly voice.

Al Ewing (Al Ewing), Sunday, 16 March 2003 23:07 (twenty-one years ago) link

if you think the prices record collectors sometimes pay for LPs, etc are absurd, you should see what they pay for some of the rarer Gor books at the end of the series. yikes!

jack cole (jackcole), Sunday, 16 March 2003 23:09 (twenty-one years ago) link

maybe mondas is inside gor, like veillhu (sp?) is inside earth?

mark s (mark s), Sunday, 16 March 2003 23:31 (twenty-one years ago) link

Leather, meat, pleasure slaves? It's all sounding good.

toraneko (toraneko), Sunday, 16 March 2003 23:38 (twenty-one years ago) link

i am with toraneko if soy substitutes are acceptable

geeta (geeta), Sunday, 16 March 2003 23:46 (twenty-one years ago) link

nik isn't saying that those components aren't there, merely that it's not all there is to be found on Gor. There is courage, strength, compassion, all those things. There is of course, the Master/slave relationship, and for alot of peeps they think that's all Gor is. But it's not. That's why nik says that you really don't know much about it until you spend a week observing. Not that there aren't fluffy rooms...there are, but there are also hard ones. nik knows that you don't know it, but as a slave there is alot to learn about Gor...you have to learn ALL the rules, so you don't break them. Oh, and as for the punishment factor, yes, it's there, but the worst thing for nik isn't the punishment, it's when her Master is disappointed in her. nik doesn't like the whip, but she'd prefer it to dishonoring her Master.

nikki

nikki {BL}~R, Thursday, 7 August 2003 03:53 (twenty years ago) link

Ah-hem (litteraly - had to clear my throat for this one).

I actually know several real-life, real-time Gorean households (who basically follow, as much as is possible and practical) the world as created by Norman. It's not for me, (though there are 'free women' in Gor, but the whole thing is soooo not my style. Not even as a Panther Woman). There are some beautiful parts of Gorean life, especially the positions and rituals (think Japanese Tea Ceremony as far as there being serious rules about what is and is not acceptable). The women that I know who are actively real-time Gorean say that they find fulfillment in the giving over of power. In general I have not been nearly as impressed with the real-time Gorean 'masters,' though.

Personally, I cannot see much fulfilling in a relationship where the self is negated and one can only refer to themselves in the third person (it is, however, better than the one male slave that I know who was trained to speak of himself in third person AND as 'it'. *shudder*). I also have a problem with the basic assumption that ALL males are superior to any female. (Give me a break!) AND that any female who is not submissive is just deluding herself and needs to be brought under control and taught to submit.

I can see the rewards of experimenting with Gor as on-line role playing, as it is an interesting process to assume new identities and to explore them in annonymity. However, I do not think that I'd ever be comfortable in a real-time Gorean household (I do like to visit them, every once in a while, to watch the service ... an experienced red-silk slave is a delight to be around! And it's delightful to never have to ask for a refill of a drink and so forth - like old-fashioned maid service, in many ways). But to each their own *shrug*

I think I'd prefer a world where I was pretty much in charge and everyone obeyed and honored and worshipped me. And where I could spend my day reading and eating chocolates and being fanned by naked males and females weilding ostrich-feather fans and so forth. Oh, and where there were lots of orgasms, too.

I'm Passing Open Windows (Ms Laura), Thursday, 7 August 2003 04:49 (twenty years ago) link

this thread is *definitely* on acid. strong acid.

Orbit (Orbit), Thursday, 7 August 2003 04:51 (twenty years ago) link

let's not and say we did!

gabbneb (gabbneb), Thursday, 7 August 2003 04:52 (twenty years ago) link

hi nikki, thx for dropping by!!

mark s (mark s), Thursday, 7 August 2003 08:13 (twenty years ago) link

While you look at Gor as "an S&M rp like D&D, you could not be more wrong. First...sex is not always paramount, there is much between the relationship between Master and slave.

Surely that's just as much the case in a lot of non-Gorean S&M?

caitlin (caitlin), Thursday, 7 August 2003 09:53 (twenty years ago) link

Surely that's just as much the case in a lot of non-Gorean S&M?

It is in my experience, Caitlin.

I'm Passing Open Windows (Ms Laura), Thursday, 7 August 2003 18:06 (twenty years ago) link

one year passes...
i found 6 of them on sale yesterday, i will read and return

anthony easton (anthony), Saturday, 18 June 2005 12:27 (eighteen years ago) link

my dad had like 12 of these. i wound up selling them at some garage sale.

kingfish (Kingfish), Saturday, 18 June 2005 16:13 (eighteen years ago) link

Nik, I think, may be the second-best random googler I've found on here. The guy who had all the Chuck-E Cheese robots in his rec room, of course, would rank first.

Pleasant Plains /// (Pleasant Plains ///), Saturday, 18 June 2005 16:29 (eighteen years ago) link

Sell that shit on Hamazon- some of them are big bucks

-rainbow bum- (-rainbow bum-), Saturday, 18 June 2005 17:31 (eighteen years ago) link

http://www.frugaldomme.com/toys/soldbears.htm

giboyeux (skowly), Saturday, 18 June 2005 17:47 (eighteen years ago) link

london is hotter than earth 2day :0

mark s (mark s), Sunday, 19 June 2005 14:48 (eighteen years ago) link

Fiery!

Ned Raggett (Ned), Sunday, 19 June 2005 15:19 (eighteen years ago) link

london is hotter than earth 2day :0

...it was the bears, wasn't it? HOTT.

giboyeux (skowly), Sunday, 19 June 2005 15:21 (eighteen years ago) link

I actually had a dream last night that me & muh whummun went on a holiday, & stayed at this guest house, which unbeknown to us, turned out to be a gorean-themed b&b!!!!! (b&d perhaps har de har har) We tried to fit in w/th other guests, but we just couldn't manage it somehow. It was a pretty miserable experience.

This "thanks" to reading yr thread yesterday, mark s!

Pashmina (Pashmina), Sunday, 19 June 2005 15:27 (eighteen years ago) link

Has anyone stopped to consider what great lyrics the first post would make?

women are pleasure slaves
men are men and dress in leather while they eat meat
ruled by a cast of giant insect-priests
exactly on the other side of the sun,
counterbalancing the earth
but HOTTER than earth

Let's all go to GOR!

Sounds great to me!

Stoner Guy, Sunday, 19 June 2005 15:36 (eighteen years ago) link

anyone apart from me that is?

ph4y i pwn yr subconscious and u know it

mark s (mark s), Sunday, 19 June 2005 15:38 (eighteen years ago) link

was it pointed out that the "{BL}" part of her sig is the online nomenclature these folks use to show that they're collared?

god, i think one of these sites was an AwfulLinkoftheDay on SA a few years ago...

kingfish (Kingfish), Sunday, 19 June 2005 16:54 (eighteen years ago) link

FOUND IT!

...This exotic world of misogyny and male dominance is every science fiction nerd's wet dream; in the world of Gor, women throw themselves all over the nearest 20-sided die rolling scrawny outcast nerd with a broadsword! Gor is so much better than Earth because on Gor you get to fight for virtues and stab evil creatures with glowing magic poles while buying slave women who cater to your every whim and don't turn you down like Betsy Hilman did in the high school junior dance when everybody laughed at you and then you spilled punch on your pants and ran home crying and your mom laughed at you because she was drunk out of her mind and they'll all pay oh yes they will pay...

[...]

To some particularly fragile nutjobs on the Internet, once again the line between fantasy and reality becomes as fuzzy as their last memory of lifting up their 600-pound pale Slim Jim gut and actually viewing their own penis without the aid of a hydraulic lift and a series of NASA cameras. Thousands of dedicated online fuckbags have spent the last decade ironing out the kinks of the kinky "Gor D/s" scene (which either stands for "Gor Dominant / submissive" or "Gor Dumb Shits"), which is some kind of retarded bondage / dominance thing that combines the beauty of 1960's science fiction novels, sex, and Internet chat rooms. I honestly can't think of any mixture more disturbing and worthless than this, except possibly tons of napalm and the local Lee's Summit grade school...

kingfish (Kingfish), Sunday, 19 June 2005 17:00 (eighteen years ago) link

wow, gor people are real tough targets huh!!

s1ocki (slutsky), Sunday, 19 June 2005 19:24 (eighteen years ago) link

well, YEAH, duh. insults just bounce off of their thick rubber collars...

kingfish (Kingfish), Sunday, 19 June 2005 19:35 (eighteen years ago) link

i don't really get the whole somethingawful thing where they insult the easiest people in the world to insult, the biggest sitting ducks. that must come from some unbelievable insecurity.

s1ocki (slutsky), Sunday, 19 June 2005 19:41 (eighteen years ago) link

Wow, that SA article is k-lame.

Pashmina (Pashmina), Monday, 20 June 2005 13:05 (eighteen years ago) link

ten months pass...
Let's all go to DARLINGTON: http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/4996410.stm

DV (dirtyvicar), Friday, 19 May 2006 07:55 (seventeen years ago) link

Hah, I wondered if anyone would revive this thread!

As far as I can tell the chap was hardly very secretive about what he was doing - but then the national press picked up on it. More worrying is how the local press found out about the story - whether it was a police leak.

Forest Pines (ForestPines), Friday, 19 May 2006 08:06 (seventeen years ago) link

Got to be a police leak. The story is comical because it's located in Darlington, of all places.

Pashmina (Pashmina), Friday, 19 May 2006 08:20 (seventeen years ago) link

Oh, now I see. BWAH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH.

The Minimal Criminal (kate), Friday, 19 May 2006 10:00 (seventeen years ago) link

The chap is about to be interviewed by Jeremy Vine on Radio 2, apparently.

Forest Pines (ForestPines), Friday, 19 May 2006 10:09 (seventeen years ago) link

you'll have to wait a year

gabbneb (gabbneb), Friday, 19 May 2006 12:11 (seventeen years ago) link

one year passes...

women sharing is never a facet of patrichal societies AFAIK

Heave Ho, Sunday, 12 August 2007 23:54 (sixteen years ago) link

nine years pass...

drupal tech project tearing itself up over explusion of gorean developer

http://buytaert.net/living-our-values

https://www.drupalconfessions.org/

the klosterman weekend (s.clover), Wednesday, 12 April 2017 19:33 (seven years ago) link

unjustly neglected thread imo

iris marduk (Jon not Jon), Wednesday, 12 April 2017 19:35 (seven years ago) link

👍🏽 👍🏽 👍🏽

mark s, Wednesday, 12 April 2017 19:37 (seven years ago) link

https://subfictional.com/thoughts-on-recent-drupal-governance-decisions/

this is a weird timeline

the klosterman weekend (s.clover), Wednesday, 12 April 2017 20:10 (seven years ago) link

protip: the wikipedia page for gorean subculture is nsfw!

goole, Wednesday, 12 April 2017 20:49 (seven years ago) link

a couple months ago i was watching one of the special features on the mst3k dvds talking about the "gor" books. they didn't get to john norman himself, but somebody did an interview with one of his publicists. it was an interesting watch because mostly he seemed to be talking about the evolution of the marketing of norman's works - in the '90s, the marketing played up the bdsm-y aspects but since then they've moved towards playing up the sword and sorcery thing.

back in my usenet days, goreanism seemed to be at its peak, although i guess second life had a lot of them- i never touched second life. my memory of those times, hanging out in those subcultures, was that goreans got sort of a gruding tolerance from bdsm people. that gor was stupid, but that they weren't exactly in a position to be judging other people on the acceptability of their fetishes.

you know, i'm still not. the scummiest folks in the bdsm scene i knew weren't goreans. i personally, in the process of trying to deal with my depression, have written fiction that is far more offensive and disturbing than anything john norman, whose chief fault is his lack of imagination, has come up with. nobody will ever read any of it while i am still alive. i guess i should just delete everything i've written now in case any of it gets out and gets hung over my head. i'm used to that sort of shit. i've been dealing with it at least high school. do what we say or we'll let you know what you're REALLY like, and god knows twenty, twenty-five years ago liking the sort of things i liked made me a certified Sick Fuck(TM).

increasingly bonkers (rushomancy), Wednesday, 12 April 2017 23:14 (seven years ago) link

Any reason you don't want to delete it all?

Ebooks gave Norman's career a second life.
There's a very eccentric interview with Norman here, he touches on the Gorean communities.
http://io9.gizmodo.com/5783833/john-norman-the-philosopher-who-created-the-barbaric-world-of-gor

Molly Tanzer and Silvia Moreno Garcia did humorous articles about the books and films, I could have sworn there was more.
http://www.pornokitsch.com/2016/06/readers-of-gor-tarnsman-of-gor.html
http://www.pornokitsch.com/2016/07/readers-of-gor-outlaw-of-gor.html

Robert Adam Gilmour, Thursday, 13 April 2017 11:07 (seven years ago) link

any reason i don't want to destroy my own past and pretend to be "normal"?

increasingly bonkers (rushomancy), Thursday, 13 April 2017 13:49 (seven years ago) link

new board descrip

years of immersion in the seduction community (bizarro gazzara), Thursday, 13 April 2017 13:53 (seven years ago) link

Let's all go to the Gorbals

Bernie Lugg (Ward Fowler), Thursday, 13 April 2017 13:54 (seven years ago) link

i'd rather go to gor tbh, seems a more enlightened culture

years of immersion in the seduction community (bizarro gazzara), Thursday, 13 April 2017 13:57 (seven years ago) link

didn't really know what to expect clicking on this thread, learned a lot, gee thanks ILX

this is a weird timeline

how so?

The Jams Manager (1992, Brickster) (El Tomboto), Thursday, 13 April 2017 18:18 (seven years ago) link

one month passes...

i just started watching GOR (11987) #gorwatch

mark s, Sunday, 4 June 2017 18:16 (six years ago) link

it is bad

mark s, Sunday, 4 June 2017 18:30 (six years ago) link

spoiler alert ffs

he's also fouled up with NON-FAT (bizarro gazzara), Sunday, 4 June 2017 19:47 (six years ago) link

three years pass...

the scummiest folks in the bdsm scene i knew weren't goreans. i personally, in the process of trying to deal with my depression, have written fiction that is far more offensive and disturbing than anything john norman, whose chief fault is his lack of imagination, has come up with. nobody will ever read any of it while i am still alive. i guess i should just delete everything i've written now in case any of it gets out and gets hung over my head. i'm used to that sort of shit. i've been dealing with it at least high school. do what we say or we'll let you know what you're REALLY like, and god knows twenty, twenty-five years ago liking the sort of things i liked made me a certified Sick Fuck(TM).

― increasingly bonkers (rushomancy), Thursday, April 13, 2017 12:14 AM (three years ago)

Any reason you don't want to delete it all?

― Robert Adam Gilmour, Thursday, April 13, 2017 12:07 PM (three years ago)

any reason i don't want to destroy my own past and pretend to be "normal"?

― increasingly bonkers (rushomancy), Thursday, April 13, 2017 2:49 PM (three years ago)

I'm really sorry for saying that. I hope you don't delete the stuff.

I believe that a contributing factor for the worst depths of OCD I was dealing with a few years ago was my impulse to make my desires simpler and neater, like I was trying to whittle myself down and get rid of things with possible negative implications. But now I realize that bettering oneself is not a process of eliminating problematic things, but sometimes embracing them, embracing the complexity and knowing that we'll probably never know what half of this stuff is really about. I feel much better and whole now that I've embraced all my desires again and found new ones.

When I was trying to distance myself from certain things, I was becoming more anxious, pompous, suspicious, accusatory; yes, more conservative. If I've always had a taste for and open-mindedness about weird/extreme content, yet still fallen into this narrow minded fear, how can I expect many other people to understand? Perhaps the normalization of weird fetishes will save us all?

Maybe I haven't learned my lesson, because while extreme gore and death fetishes now seem relatively wholesome (it usually seems so detached from the real world and I'm sure most of these fetishists are nice enough), there is still porn I look upon with a bit of fear and suspicion: lots of racial stuff, anything that seems to be simmering with hatred for perceived inadequacies and weakness or stuff that revels in societal stigma attached to victims. But maybe it's all more complex and a bit more innocent than it seems.

I seen an interesting thing a few months ago, there was a piece of bimbo transformation art and lots of fans of this stuff were complaining in a thread that the artist seemed to believe in the themes too seriously, like they were genuinely appalled by someone taking some of the common tropes into the context of their thinking about the real world.
There's so much role-play in these communities that it's difficult to know what anyone really thinks about these things but occasionally you see an appalled outsider commenting and then some going "hey this is just fun fantasy, we'd never actually do any of this stuff".

I'm a little bit worried because I do all my art under my own name (and wouldn't have it any other way) and sure eventually if I execute a good number of my ideas, that it will cost me something someday. Family often asks to see my work and I don't know how they'd react to all the incest art and some other things I want to do. But I always remember that there's really extreme artists in Indonesia and China who could get into way more serious trouble if they were found out and there was a woman who does some serious taboos and apparently her family just thinks it's funny.
Why does any artist want to scare normal people so much? I'd rather not face any opposition and we could all just write and draw without trouble.

Robert Adam Gilmour, Monday, 12 October 2020 19:19 (three years ago) link


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