FEEL THE BURN!!
That is all I am going to say.
― Sarah (starry), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 16:18 (twenty years ago) link
The only thing I'm looking forward to about today is the few inches of snow awaiting me. Yay snow!
― Casuistry (Chris P), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 16:45 (twenty years ago) link
― Huckleberry Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 16:48 (twenty years ago) link
― Markelby (Mark C), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 16:52 (twenty years ago) link
― Casuistry (Chris P), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 17:06 (twenty years ago) link
― Markelby (Mark C), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 17:23 (twenty years ago) link
Rob: see the pain barrier? Run away from it. Slowly.
― Archel (Archel), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 17:25 (twenty years ago) link
Hi. I'm actually doing pretty good. I'm just kind of sick of being in the house. I went for a walk and my face froze, fell off, and shattered on the sidewalk. I think I'm going slowly insane. But I'm glad to be in Chicago and not at my old job and in an exciting new phase of my life. A faceless phase. A phaseless face. Weird. I just had a cold, so I recorded a song with low growly Calvin Johnson vocals. That was fun. Hi.
― NA (Nick A.), Tuesday, 6 January 2004 21:31 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 08:55 (twenty years ago) link
Starry & Archel: Cheers guys - burn duly felt. Pain barrier was deftly avoided through proper stretching. Feeling achy this morning though.
― robster (robster), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 09:15 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 09:25 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 09:26 (twenty years ago) link
― robster (robster), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 09:39 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 09:42 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 09:44 (twenty years ago) link
*huge hugs*
― Tenacious Dee (Dee the Lurker), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 10:07 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 10:40 (twenty years ago) link
― Chris V (Chris V), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 13:14 (twenty years ago) link
― Archel (Archel), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 13:24 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 13:34 (twenty years ago) link
Archel: group work is just evil. Pretend you're allergic to other human being.
mmm - pasta bake
― robster (robster), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 13:53 (twenty years ago) link
― Markelby (Mark C), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 13:57 (twenty years ago) link
― robster (robster), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 13:58 (twenty years ago) link
(still leaning towards taking it, though)
― Markelby (Mark C), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 14:00 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 14:15 (twenty years ago) link
― Markelby (Mark C), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 14:16 (twenty years ago) link
― NA (Nick A.), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 14:35 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 14:42 (twenty years ago) link
back at school. i've basically stopped trying. i'm giving half ass lists and letting the kids talk and be off task. i just can't care anymore. my basic goal is to get through the day with no drama. no showdowsn with kids, no worrying and stress as to if i'm ckeeping upt with the curriculum and district demands. i jus tworry about the kids being bored.
i've also being taking xanax twice a day while in school. it makes me kind of loopy and a minute ago i tripped and fell hard my side and hip hurt now. :(
I'm just thinking if I can stay mildly doped up I'll be able to live through the day. my moms gave me the xanax and when I see my p-doc today I hope I'm going to be able to give a prescription of my own.
l8r
― Viva La Sam (thatgirl), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 14:58 (twenty years ago) link
― Chris V (Chris V), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 15:01 (twenty years ago) link
this is sad. must find a new job.
― Viva La Sam (thatgirl), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 15:09 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 15:21 (twenty years ago) link
the xanax is making it better actually. And my new anti-psyhotic, Zyprexa. it makes me not really get irritated by the acting up and, so far, me not hollering and getting on their case seems to make them act better.
Except for the hard fall I took a minute ago when I tripped my out-of-it ness is amusing. I keep forgetting things. And ask the kids the same damn question over and over again. Me,Is Tomineka out today? them: she's not in this class anymore. Me: Oh yeah. Fast forward 10 minutes, Me: where's tomineka i saw her in the hall! Them: she ain't in this class no more. Me: oh yeah. Repeat with different subjects. heh.
i have no idea if i'll be able to find another job. *sigh*
― Viva La Sam (thatgirl), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 15:52 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 15:58 (twenty years ago) link
short of that i'd like to work in another bar, or some kind of retail/temping. honestly something with flexible shifts. i'll have more money problems but i thikn it will be worth it.
― Viva La Sam (thatgirl), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 16:08 (twenty years ago) link
― Pinkpanther (Pinkpanther), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 16:08 (twenty years ago) link
Dunno where to start but:
*Congrats, Mark! I'll keep my fingers crossed! Finally, one of us can earn the pound....
*Pink: Hang in there, missus!
*Sammy: I hope your meds will help you get a better hang on your emotions. The top idea is to do anything to take care of your emotional self. With that, you will have the strength to do anything to get through each moment.
― Nichole Graham (Nichole Graham), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 16:45 (twenty years ago) link
On another note, because my company is completely fucked up I may have to get on the phones and start trading again. Apparently they are understaffed and can't seem to find any licensed help, which means they call in the corporate reserves. I haven't been on the phones or traded in 5 years. This sucks. In addition I of course will still be responsible for my daily work. Ugh.
― Chris V (Chris V), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 16:56 (twenty years ago) link
― luna (luna.c), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:00 (twenty years ago) link
― Chris V (Chris V), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:02 (twenty years ago) link
― luna (luna.c), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:07 (twenty years ago) link
― Casuistry (Chris P), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:10 (twenty years ago) link
Do we get time and a half, though?
― Nichole Graham (Nichole Graham), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:13 (twenty years ago) link
I don't think you could break the stockmarket.
― Chris V (Chris V), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:15 (twenty years ago) link
― luna (luna.c), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:17 (twenty years ago) link
― Chris V (Chris V), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:27 (twenty years ago) link
― luna (luna.c), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:31 (twenty years ago) link
― Chris V (Chris V), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:32 (twenty years ago) link
― Nichole Graham (Nichole Graham), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:33 (twenty years ago) link
― luna (luna.c), Wednesday, 7 January 2004 17:35 (twenty years ago) link