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that's the way it feels when i start a new writing project, fgti. which i am about to do— a long and intense process of figuring things out...and then Lyn Hejinian's passing spurred something in me and i found my container. so!

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i too am on a creative streak lately, and i think you guys are so impressive with your resumes. i'm in a new stage where i'm transitioning styles of music from experimental/electronic/bad (lol) to more organic/electric piano/vocals thing. i think it's stemming from listening to "rock" music lately

anyway one day i will have something to show for it , music has been such a struggle for me! but you live you learn - better late than never

just really love how creative you guys are

the fever of productivity and flying close to your sun! mine is in bodywork lately. i feel like i've opened a whole new world since i started focusing on breathing a certain way. suddenly all sorts of good things are happening and it's sweeping me along. i even did squats this morning, which was really rough since i'm feeling like shit with this cold, but i needed to. the squats themselves were great but i was barely keeping it together between sets lol. the idea of doing personal training has been on my mind lately. i think i might be a good one. i need to move on from my current career.

love the idea of personal training. and i just switched professional paths and feel more stimulated than ever i think. but i've also continued to pull all nighters for work this week/the imminent apartment move and am a few hours away from googling "how little sleep can you go on without dying". the self medication is officially out of control, like if this were an episode of 90210 i would def be intervened right about now. or actually written off the show. luckily there are no cameras around and i can do whatever the fuck i want. :D

good luck swen, hope the come down is easy on you.

it's totally fine, i'm def over myself.

i think it's amazing that you're working with breath, it's one of the coolest practices to me. during the pandemic the only thing that brought me calm was watching my friend's pranayama videos on youtube.

breathing and getting into my body, the last respite of peace when everything else sucks ime. i'm glad you're fine. never get over yourself, you're too good to get over ;)

i've been pouring all of my creative energy into rearranging my room as well as the rest of my apartment but it's been so good, like free therapy

it's truly the best feeling. we forget that space is part of who we are, and groundedness isn't just a feeling. i hope you're enjoying some good music. (what have you been listening to?? i've been wigging over Garbage haha tho I've had to give them a break bc i was abusing the sound)

move d and namlook! ambient techno objectively the best genre to play furniture tetris to

love. and hi! what's everyone up to

good morning! just another manic monday tbh

I had a Manic Friday: hooked up with a guy over Gibsons. He texted me this morning about helping him with his law school application essay.

In a bit of a manic creative obsession. Building new sounds and new songs on my existing setup, and in the evenings? investigating ways of rebuilding this setup within a virtual modular architecture. My body is sore!! Too much sitting around bent over objects

Too much sitting around bent over objects

sounds like me on Friday night

my partner chatted with a guy a while back and the guy sends him texts every few months that just say "Come sit" or "Come suck".

🎶 bring me sit or suck 🎶

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so i guess i'm going to have to sign up for my 12th free trial of amazon prime to watch shirtless and ripped jake gyllenhaal do fightsies in "road house"

o yeah i saw that! he's big

i don’t get the JG thing— think that’s just me tho

when he had a babyface he was def my fav guy

i also realized i have a total thing for Joshua Jackson

puppy dog face and big ears, i approve

big hands and feet and eyeballs too; he's a goofball and not cool and delicious, the only celebrity I can fuck with.

dad from texas mom from ireland, gimme, sorry lupita he's mine

I had an enormous crush on Joshua Jackson when he played Pacey on Dawsons

A friend of mine kissed him onscreen in a Canadian movie when they were both teenagers

can i ask your friend to kiss me so i can have some secondhand Joshua Jackson

Haha that'd be fun. I dunno where she is now! She's an amazing violist, one of the best. Not such a great child actor, but who is?

obsessed with this JJ love. he totally turns me on.

Can't imagine what bacchanal would happen should more than three gays in this thread gather.

lol if Josh were there forget about it

Swen and I would be trying to muscle each other out to get at JJ

hahahahahahhahaha only if mad beers were involved would this be fun

Negronis for everyone!

oh i don’t need beer sweetie

hahahahha you don't NEED beer but you look good with a beer!! won't lie

my abs disagree ;-)

hence why I stick to liquor

I had an enormous crush on Joshua Jackson when he played Pacey on Dawsons

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omg agree so hard
the only guy who could rock a tommy bahama shirt every day of the week and still be totally dreamy, like instead of awful it's endearingly awful

hawaiian shirts are like tv shorthand for "loveable sidekick" right? but also they made him talk like george clooney

the thing with a lot of these tv heartthrob guys is they look great with their mouths closed but as soon as you hear them talk thr str8 dude energy is such a turn off... but josh is actually very quick witted and charming

ugh he's almost a real one you're right

so i might need to add a semi colon to this thread - at the beginning of the thread title - that ok with everyone?

strike that it might not be necessary

he went so deep it was semi colon

oh jesus

lol

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err ;]

i was complaining to my lesbian friends about there being no word that's equivalent to "sapphic" (a woman who's attracted to women)

and one of them was all "Surely there is a man who was living on a Greek island who wrote lots of poetry about loving men we can use for the word"

i'm not super knowledgeable about ancient greek history but the word "alexandric" came to mind

what are y'all's thoughts