Rolling Maleness and Masculinity Discussion Thread

i don't usually cry in front of people, but it's like, i feel like i'm often trying to pretend i haven't been crying as i enter the presence of people.

i bet it feels good to just fuckin cry nonetheless.

I get weepy every time I see the new Publix commercial.

I had my tear ducts removed at an early age, just to avoid ever being seen to cry in public.

i bet it feels good to just fuckin cry nonetheless.

― ꙮ (map)

the literal reason i started hrt was because i was sad and i wanted to be able to cry and i couldn't

it depends. crying is good a lot of the time. if i feel better after, it's a good cry. if i don't feel better after, that's not so good.

i can only feel comfortable if i'm around other straight cis men who are naked and crying

maybe go to the down low tent at burning man during a dust storm?

i can only feel comfortable if i'm around other straight cis men who are naked and crying

― Tracer Hand

you're that into the mythopoetic men's movement, huh?

my hypothesis is that because women don't have penises that need comparison, the appeal of being naked in front of others of the same sex doesn't hold the same appeal that it does for men.

Probably the reason the scariest scene in Carrie is the locker room and not the prom. 🫠

Otm — was gonna say that women judge themselves and each other harshly with their clothes ON

Map, it was a TikTok of a well known professor but I can’t remember his name and I can’t find the video. But if you google “testosterone and social behavior” a lot of studies/articles about it come up.

there's scene in the 1994 The Browning Version where Albert Finney starts crying like an old man who has not cried since childhood, and it's just the gut-wrenching painful sobs, that scene fucking killed me

xp ty!

Being naked in a men's changing room: Eh, it was uncomfortable the first few times I went to a gym as an adult, but now it's one of those things I just accept and don't think too hard about
Crying in front of male friends: Crying in front of anyone is uncomfortable to me!
Saying "I love you" to a male relative: Depends on the relative
Going to a gay bar: I've done it, it was unremarkable, was a little confused by the arrangement of the bathroom
Putting sunscreen on a male friend's back: idk I just use spray-on sunscreen
Sharing a bed with a male friend: Nah, get yer own bed
Wearing pink: I have a few coral t-shirts but any other shade of pink does not look good on me

get a life!

xp I love my straight male friends who are even the least bit open to difference, but you sound very close-minded

straight men should learn to love themselves and each other and maybe even kiss a guy or two, then there’ll be world peace

― ivy., Friday, September 8, 2023 11:18 AM (eight hours ago) bookmarkflaglink

I hereby volunteer to be the kissee :)

i rub in spray-on sunscreen: am i wasting my time or just looking for an excuse to bro down or what

like it doesn't take as much moby-dick-style kneading as the regular and no doubt highly freighted stuff but yknow to get an even coat.

get a life!

i'm trying!

I love my straight male friends who are even the least bit open to difference, but you sound very close-minded

was this to me? man I'm sorry, I didn't realize I was coming off like a jerk. I was just thinking about my own personal experiences with the things mentioned

I'm ready to rub sunscreen on your backs, I'll only kiss you if you're nice.

(I should clarify that "get yer own bed" is not specifically towards male friends)

It sounds like the only way we'll possibly work through this is to hold an ILX men's retreat featuring lots of kissing and sunscreen application therapy.

sorry crüt, I know you aren't a jerk

lol Moodles

I'm down

How can you laugh?

It's easy when you're ticklish and prone to giggles

Got it, JRatB

Spray sunscreen is not good! If doesn’t give enough coverage!

Uncomfortable dining with anyone of any gender in a restaurant.

I’d take Alfred up on that offer if only because it’s very sunny where he lives

filial delphia

I’d take Alfred up on that offer if only because it’s very sunny where he lives

― ɥɯ ︵ (°□°) (mh)

Negronis for everyone!

brb hopping a plane

I have a pair of red cotton Gap shorts that I've been wearing for years; the last couple of summers they've attracted comments from strangers. It seems without me noticing they have faded to a perfect baby pink. I love 'em.

i would've thought those numbers would be flipped. my hypothesis is that because women don't have penises that need comparison, the appeal of being naked in front of others of the same sex doesn't hold the same appeal that it does for men.

― J0rdan S.

can confirm firsthand, women's penises are incomparable

fwiw, limited, anecdotal sample size, but the trans women i know aren't super into comparing dicks. a lot of the women i know aren't proud of their dicks and don't like talking about them or showing them off.

not a lot of comparisons in general either. mostly it's one woman self-deprecating and the rest of us attempting to counter the self-deprecation. the self-deprecation isn't compliment-fishing, it's more like a standard narrative that everyone else is gorgeous and amazing and the person self-deprecating is disgusting and unloveable. trans women are inculcated pretty hard with that narrative.

it's different from the social behavior i observed around girls growing up. a lot of my friends lament not having been born cis women, and i never have. i'm not sure my life would have been significantly improved if i'd grown up a fat, autistic _cis_ dyke. the girls i grew up around were pretty relentlessly cruel to each other in ways that boys never were. (i did pay a lot of attention to girls' social behavior. social behavior in general was kind of a mystery to me, but i never had any real desire to fit in with the boys. that song "i'd much rather be with the girls" is a great queer song, but for me, it hits hardest if you take sexual and romantic relationships out of the equation entirely.)

i didn't like locker rooms or changing rooms, but it's a little too easy to make everything about dysphoria, to put this filter on everything. i didn't swim shirtless because i was fat. body shame isn't something that only women have. i was fat, and a lot of the time i got bullied it was in the locker room, and i think both those things were significant causes of my discomfort.

the strongest locker room memory i have, though, is from a trip my boy scout troop took to the y, my first year in scouts. i don't know how old i would have been - 11? 12? - and a lot of people in my troop were significantly older. i got to see the effects of male puberty (i hit puberty late) firsthand. i remember catching a glimpse of the senior patrol leader, who would have been around 17, with his body just covered in thick matted hair. he saw me looking at him and said to me "kate, don't go through puberty if you can possibly avoid it". i felt like that was some of the best advice anybody had ever given me. body horror is very relatable from a trans perspective, and this was absolutely body horror. the thought that my body would turn into this disgusting, alien _thing_...

as it turned out i failed spectacularly at taking his advice. not only did i go through puberty, but i did it _twice_. oh well.

Going to a gay bar: I've done it, it was unremarkable, was a little confused by the arrangement of the bathroom

Wait. How are the restrooms arranged differently?

Gay bars have no bathrooms. You piss into each other's mouths while the audience applauds.

big "how does a czar eat potatoes" vibes

oh, and for the record, i only thought men were "disgusting, alien _things_" when i believed i had to be one. hairy guys with dad bod are hot.

last time I was in a gay bar I could not help but notice at the far end of the bar were two people, a man and a woman, who dancing with an extreme focus, but I could not see who they were dancing with. but whoever it was they were staring pretty intensely at them. anyway I had to use the bathroom and figured I'd take a look and it turned out to be a full length mirror. maybe its my small town Wisconsin brain but I was fascinated with those people

straight couples at the gay bar sometimes are of A Type for sure

petition to rename straight couples "strouples"

Wait. How are the restrooms arranged differently?

it was probably specific to the bar that I went to but there was a large open space with places to sit that were not toilets

just gonna check real quick you said 'sit' there that's 'sit'?

among other options

_Wait. How are the restrooms arranged differently?_


it was probably specific to the bar that I went to but there was a large open space with places to sit that were not toilets