obsessed w/ this drama...
Let's stay on the Maria train. What was the secret sauce that led you two to work so well together for so long in the game? And did you always have the intention of taking her out before the end?I mean, we did work well together. I would say we had a lot of trust. It was really interesting. We did trust each other a lot in the game. By the same token, I think we did see the game very differently, at least [in] who to work with, who to trust, and what was a good strategy to get to the end. Which is ultimately, I think, why I started to put things into place to diverge from her. Just for an example of the difference, when she got into the Six, and was telling me about the Six. I was invited into this glorious alliance; she was all hyped about it. And I was like, "This kind of sounds like it sucks. What are we talking about here?" Also, I'm like the substitute, so that's lower than the bottom of this alliance. And they just voted out someone. So I just saw it a little bit differently.
And I think that's sort of where I started to at least put my brain to work of, not necessarily putting words into action, but [thinking], "Maybe I need to play a little bit differently than her." Because I felt like I was having to sway her a lot into what I wanted to do. And I think when you do that enough, it's going to diverge naturally. That's to say, we obviously had a great relationship out there all the way to when she left the game. So, very strong strategic relationship, despite all of that.
Now let's go from strategic to personal. Because we saw that ominous scene on the boat where you talked about being friends long after the game and meeting each other's families. But I would imagine her not voting for you may have complicated things. Where do the two of you stand less than a year after playing?
It's really interesting. Honestly, I think up until the last couple of days, I would say we had a pretty good friendship. You know, as good as you can get. It never would be the same as it would have been. It's a pretty heavy thing. We've obviously talked about it quite a bit. But yeah, literally, in just the past couple of days, she sent me a text about what she was going to say in her exit press. And it was totally inconsistent with everything we've talked about for a year and everything I heard from Pondy and everything she said in the aftershow. And that definitely stung a lot.
There's been a lot of switching up in terms of her reasoning. And I've given her a lot of grace, including her telling me that she regretted voting for Kenzie weeks after the game, and then telling me after that that she couldn't have any regrets. So she didn't regret that anymore. So I did my best to understand and be a good friend. But, just the last couple days, I think it's just a little too deep. [I'm] not going to put the effort into into that relationship just the same. So no ill will towards her at all. I don't want any internet ill will towards her. But in terms of our relationship, we don't have to be friends. I don't dislike her. But it definitely won't be what it could have been.
― slob wizard (J0rdan S.), Tuesday, 28 May 2024 22:42 (one week ago) link