haha, uh oh! hope it's a good thing, or at least not a bad thing :)
― it's a new day in the international landscape (z_tbd), Saturday, 15 April 2023 13:24 (one year ago) link
Genuinely, you should talk to a publisher, or at least get them out there
― assert (matttkkkk), Saturday, 15 April 2023 14:09 (one year ago) link
oh, i feel very lucky to get to know a zine/poem/art/music crew recently. they make a zine where anyone can contribute, so i submitted something recently and usually read a few things out loud every month or two. i get to play new music for that same crowd too, and have joined a couple new bands, shows coming up, etc. it does make a world of a difference to know that when you're working on something new, there are people to share it with soon afterward. i haven't really had that outlet for a really long time so i'm holding onto it for dear life now :)
― it's a new day in the international landscape (z_tbd), Saturday, 15 April 2023 18:50 (one year ago) link
nice!!
― assert (matttkkkk), Monday, 17 April 2023 14:07 (one year ago) link
my limo arrives with blown out back windowscovered by plastic and spattered by raindriven by a man in a santa hatwhose beard is black and patchy with gray
when the wheels stop spinning I step right into a coniferous interior with Christmas tree scentwhere thick vines grow in place of seat beltsand soft pine needles thread lines of indigo
his grin is crooked, his sunglasses tintedthe dusty dashboard is scorched and bent ina disco ball jumps when the light turns greenand the bumper sticker on the crumpled trunk reads
may we meet again
― it's a new day in the international landscape (z_tbd), Thursday, 20 April 2023 16:37 (one year ago) link
we were flies in a beehivecarried by transparent wings flickeringand unheard in the swarm’s buzz stormlooking for an exit to the building
we were drawn into the mysteryby its qualities of ambiguity
these leaves aren’t deadthey found the ground and leaptaround toward new homeson fallen trees along the riverbed
those were the dayswhen we cared lessabout lost sleep becauseour dreams were frequent and vividand the wakeful life loved and lived in
― z_tbd, Tuesday, 25 April 2023 23:34 (one year ago) link
i see. the ac exhaust pushing the leavesmy broken toe walk tilting heavilyworking down the shallow slope like a slow drifting toward the deepend of the pool past the last black stripesundulating on the surface of the waterbut still at the bottom, the lower the pressure
from here you can see the sun risenow I’m on a pleasant streaki may never go to sleep again
― z_tbd, Thursday, 27 April 2023 18:47 (one year ago) link
pay what you can for a diyelectro show in a basement
the upside-down singer bitdown on the mic and offerednoise stabs from their abdomenear plugs absorbed some of itwhat did pass through was too trueto be heard in quiet roomsbut struck a chord in mosh pits
the smoke machine shook and pushedwaves of silver tipped clouds at usthe bruise-kneed crowd wanted moreheavy chains to whip at feetstanding still along the wallboozy lips and rose-kissed cheekswant for water, thirst for sweat
― z_tbd, Sunday, 7 May 2023 21:10 (one year ago) link
a horseshoe hangs over the front doora traffic light over the restrooma barrel with a checker boardsits in front of the fireplace
on mother’s day at cracker barrel the parking lot is completely fullbrowsers crowd the old country storeand behold the forty dollar snow globe
our eyes scan the decorthe new menu features boozy drinksthird verse same as the firstchicken fried chickenearly online check-inchicken fried chicken
it’s 11 am, the server has three starsshe asks about cream and sugaras we play tabletop solitaireI leave three pegs behind and i’m just plain dumbhashbrown casserole for the breakfast side
home is where
the propane gas grillstill has the price tags onstring dangles from stainless steel handles by a freshly cut lawn
roasted bell peppers flakingon the cooking island station
chromium plating control knobsporcelain enamel wire cooking gratesmade to complement any outdoor spacethe backyard, garden, or terracethe balcony or the courtyard
― z_tbd, Monday, 15 May 2023 21:37 (one year ago) link
the lights in my homeare bluetoothed to a phonesometimes i move to turn them onbut minutes pass in darknessand notifications keep me aloneas i do chores in bluish tonesfrom my sofa
the checklists fall into my bottomless pitthat’s not at all like the world we touchmore like the interior invisible thick
i switch my lights to redand the effect to candle flickerdimmed to thirty percentthe insides of my lids are feda prehistoric ambience
― z_tbd, Sunday, 21 May 2023 20:55 (one year ago) link
i never write poetry but had a thought today at work....
If I was a record,you might notice some fraying at the corners,minor ring wear, andlight surface scratches.
There might be a small splitat the center of my spine,some spindle marks on the labels,or foxing to the back panel.
I still play fine,with mile surface noise, but groove wear is becoming audibleat the end of each side.
― ian, Thursday, 25 May 2023 19:30 (one year ago) link
"mild". but okay
must be that country magic when a twist makes blinds open and the trees swaylike great masts tilting against sea waveslimbs and trunks alike bend with the windwith flapping leaves of flickering sequins
― z_tbd, Sunday, 4 June 2023 19:27 (one year ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/JSWLpdF.jpg
we want to playwe’d rather not be aparti don’t want to leave, i saybut it’s not my yard
it’s yours, wet nose pressed against the windowsoft dog gray ears foldedin under their own weightperfectly old, your favorite shows
i seem to have turned into a pumpkinforgetting how to walkbeginning to crawl in the tall lawn
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widening path lined withdreams steamed in cool bathsdon't leave don’t come back
see the chests holding breathswaiting for the real forgivenessfrom voices inside of their heads
it’s a long walkthe way they talkand don't talk
i drove so badly the guy inthe car behind me said what is wrong with America
butter soaked texas toastlands on the panand starts to sizzle
garlic in oil, old water boilsa cup of hot teawith honey drizzles
your hands are candlesaloft and softtapered and chiseled
your warmth melts me
real slow out the windowpart-time barfliesdo fine on bells and whistles
https://i.imgur.com/oRWoRcI.jpg
― z_tbd, Monday, 31 July 2023 16:09 (ten months ago) link
shovels in the sky marine blue bleed viridian greenon the treetop canopy
at a glance it’s broccoli
― z_tbd, Wednesday, 2 August 2023 19:00 (ten months ago) link
feed the thirsty vampire kidpopping wheelies in the backyardhoping somebody is watching
the puddle waves are partingas they swerve through to get the wheels wetand leave tire tracks in the garden
riding pegs in the sunsetin a straight-leg kneelocked stancematched by their fading silhouettes
tucked in shoelaces and rolled up pantswhy hold onto anythingdon’t forget to give it back
― z_tbd, Friday, 4 August 2023 16:21 (ten months ago) link
if I knew how to actI’d sell a million books and a half
I read what you write instead
if i knew what was wrongi’d make it right if i could
i wonder if i’m in over my head
hallelujah for the starsthank you for being herefor being exactly who you are
thank you for making my cheeks go red
― z_tbd, Friday, 11 August 2023 17:04 (nine months ago) link
when he sang the dictionary— bless his heart it landed spot onin parts of brain wavesthat are hard to make much sense ofbut still, lodged in there all the same
long after, the echoes of his wordsbounced around in our thoughtsthe high F to the low Gimpressing us asynchronouslyto the day of his performancelulling and surging independently of the original occurrence
my memory of it kept changinguntil it no longer resembled his songand i no longer believed what i thought
he might have sung the telephone bookthe addresses, phone numbers, and zip codeshe would convert each line to a melodyand belt out the surname especially loudly
i believe he may have been the first to sing the world book encyclopedia, 1997just the last paragraphs of each entryhe told me but i no longer remember clearly
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Thursday, 24 August 2023 23:51 (nine months ago) link
critical update:
~bless his heart
when he sang the dictionaryit burrowed into parts of neuronsthat are hard to make much sense ofbut still, lodged in there, spot on
i'm told he sang the telephone bookthe addresses, phone numbers, and zip codesconverting each line to a melodyand belting out the surnames especially loudly
i believe he may have been the first to sing the world book encyclopedia, 1997only the last paragraph of each entryhe told me much more than i could evertrust myself to accurately remember
long afterward, the echoes of his musicbounced around in our thoughtsthe high F to the low Gimpressing us asynchronouslyto the day of his performancetunefully lulling and surging independently of the origins of their occurrence
the sounds in my memories kept changinguntil they no longer resembled his songand i no longer believed in what i thoughti'd heard so clearly
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Friday, 25 August 2023 17:16 (nine months ago) link
Reading in the morningReading at nightReading old booksReading new booksReading on the busReading on the trainReading on the stairsReading
― calstars, Saturday, 16 September 2023 18:06 (eight months ago) link
People Wherever you goPeople
― calstars, Friday, 22 September 2023 23:10 (eight months ago) link
still writing a bunch! here are some that i wrote a while back and still like:
i can play most songsif you give me a minutelumped in the tub filled to the brimwatching the showsstretching my toesswirling the suds
here’s the life cordwrapped to your wristit gives us the minute
here on the soft downylawn of the back of your headwe don’t check the weatherso much as stepping so lightlyshaking like an overwhelmed witnessspeaking of growth of goodnessplease come home nowand make your nest
when it’s warmest we paint each other’s dreams
what is wrong the words i chosewhen is the show don’t stay long squinting in the parking lot waiting on a shoe to drop
who are you frozen augustill and dogged tried and true torn up tickets at the gate laminated student rates
don’t be mine no good moneyunbecoming until the time
to arrive in the smoky glow of unknowing unraveling
you had hardly knocked when I said come on inwrap yourself up in my heavy blanketit was a gift we can share it
i lifted the fabricup and over our heads from the darkness we peered outthrough crocheted stitchesin air which was warm and thick
we were furniturefor a long time it was like this
the leaves try to flyfor the first and last time
i like you as you aresunset landing from afari like what you’ve run intoand how it changes
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things i do now that i know you
i make sound effects when i walki keep my right foot planted and pivot aroundi stretch my arms long to reach the groundup coffee and when i pour it say “pew pew!”
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Friday, 17 November 2023 22:12 (six months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/lApSyFV.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Friday, 17 November 2023 22:15 (six months ago) link
I think you’ve got about 10 poems there bro
― calstars, Friday, 17 November 2023 23:07 (six months ago) link
i didn't even post the others! there were like 30 poems there
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Friday, 17 November 2023 23:10 (six months ago) link
limbo is a container for timewhere one waits for godotand knows how low one can gohow long one can hold ontoa breath before it hurts in the chestwith pinprick moments of silencehanging in the upper halves of windowslike potted plants watching gardensglow in the twilight, wanting to know
https://i.imgur.com/1J4OtLS.gif
― z_tbd, Wednesday, 29 November 2023 18:22 (six months ago) link
my elbow flicks the light switchbecause my fingers and forearmsare covered with paint, i saidwhat a mess of a mixupto overlay the mediumsthe message is in the tediumreplay what you heardand see how it’s different
from what came beforesend me a postcardyou’re halfway to the endthen halfway to the end
― i'm really excited to learning more", *sunglasses fly onto dog.gif* (z_tbd), Tuesday, 5 December 2023 22:49 (six months ago) link
I’m noticing more people smoking recently saw footage of Joni Mitchell singing coyote backstage on the rolling thunder tour and is there a correlation between the populace quitting and obesity
― calstars, Saturday, 16 December 2023 13:41 (five months ago) link
yeah, I'm a poem(not a syllable wasted)I convey meaning
― Halfway there but for you, Monday, 18 December 2023 15:34 (five months ago) link
Part-Time Rapper by Scott Seward
I rock rhymes.
Sometimes.
― scott seward, Monday, 18 December 2023 15:41 (five months ago) link
i woke up in the middle of the night the other night and thought that. and then i went back to sleep. thank you. thank you very much.
― scott seward, Monday, 18 December 2023 15:42 (five months ago) link
with the right beat, i think you just wrote your first #1 single!
― z_tbd, Monday, 18 December 2023 15:48 (five months ago) link
under the fenceyou crawl on all foursthe lock to open the gatefrom the inside
i heard your stomach scrapealong blades of grasssplit in half along the stemslift the hingesto let our friends in
we light soft candles reminiscentof the end of a sunsetprojected wide onto wrinkled fabricpulled taut from clips in the corners
― z_tbd, Wednesday, 10 January 2024 16:58 (four months ago) link
the double u is spoken the double v is chiseledw reflects thesoft m in the center of the backyes, I’d like my heart backx marks the spot I can waitwhat time does the sun setdon’t let the dust get wet
― z_tbd, Monday, 5 February 2024 16:57 (four months ago) link
new game plusstarts with all the items but none of the progressor all of the progress but none of the itemsor with everything you can rememberor with nothing at all
but a new body and internal clocksettling into a walking pacemight mean time mightsturdy the fallfresh sets of rules will unfoldas peculiar rhythms that become your own
― z_tbd, Thursday, 22 February 2024 16:26 (three months ago) link
shaded blades next tolit blades lit green warm my toesblue and yellow hope I won’t bring my giant foot in the skyswinging down hardto divide my yard into two discrete zonesof careless trampling of careful misunderstanding
― z_tbd, Sunday, 10 March 2024 05:21 (two months ago) link
he hit me hardhe felt bad-hit me backcome on, get me back-no, not nownot when you’re expecting itwait until you’ve forgottenwhen i finally hit backwe will both laugh
― z_tbd, Thursday, 21 March 2024 20:32 (two months ago) link
“The old armOf a new love“
― calstars, Sunday, 7 April 2024 18:40 (two months ago) link
God is a bouncerWho keeps me out of barsAnd pushes me homeWhen I’ve had too few
― calstars, Friday, 19 April 2024 22:47 (one month ago) link
Put on a pair of pantsPut on one morePut on another and you’re falling on the floorYou won’t get to the doorPut on another pair of pants
― brimstead, Friday, 19 April 2024 23:14 (one month ago) link
i’m so hungryi could eat a horseof course, of course not reallyreally i’m so hungry i could lickkirk cameron’s perfect banana, sorryhow many licks does it taketo get to the center of a tootsie roll popi’m not 1 2 say WHOOoooo 8 all the D, 3,vitamin, gummies?how i wanted it to be me CaRUNCHing mr. ed bobbing for appleson halloween
― z_tbd, Monday, 22 April 2024 15:49 (one month ago) link
New crush is old crush“His weakness was his fondness for intoxication, which had similarly fascinated primitive man” If “I gotta cut you off” is something you’ve had said to you at the bar, and also you’re into Pina coladas
― calstars, Saturday, 27 April 2024 20:56 (one month ago) link
eventuallyan old shoe will wear outand be discarded
it isn't just the inevitability age
it was just tiredof feeling feet on top of itAll dayAll night
it wasn't so bad when it was newit was good to be usefulbut its utility was its downfalldepleted until it was of no use to anybodynot even itself
― RICH BRIAN (Neanderthal), Tuesday, 7 May 2024 02:15 (one month ago) link
*of age
we're deepening into May spring, and,the sun stays out a little longer in the evenings I consider you in all things as the warmth of the sun fades and the sky blooms neon oranges and pinks I miss you whoever you are now where ever you are
sns if this is too " girly"
― stwahberrymilkgirlll, Wednesday, 8 May 2024 01:37 (one month ago) link
by the way - I am not into mentioning anyone specific but marvelous haiku and extended poems on this thread
― stwahberrymilkgirlll, Wednesday, 8 May 2024 01:39 (one month ago) link
welcome stwahberry
― z_tbd, Wednesday, 8 May 2024 22:25 (one month ago) link
hi. zthank you. happy to be here
― stwahberrymilkgirlll, Thursday, 9 May 2024 03:12 (four weeks ago) link
No one could ever crack the codeOf my new one fibonacci zero oneonedumbsontaps drumscracks tomsbread crumbsglitter bombssouvenirsnothing’s wrongnothing missing heremetal hooks hanging plastic chandeliersevery time i look it’s changing colors melting into one lightmy neck’s warm and now it’s rainingthis ceiling will disappear when the music is righton time would be an odd way to start a performancedo sheep dream of electricity, the key, string, kitesky was alive now it’s dormant the bottom fell out of the airfrom the green streams crawls the tortoiseto tell a tall taleof golden ratiosand beach ball sized hailhell windblownclosed drive thrumissed free throwswho knewwhat whendid youreachtheend
― z_tbd, Thursday, 9 May 2024 04:12 (four weeks ago) link