Blue Saturday

Special pleading obviously but fuck it pubs are fantastic, I like hanging in them and talking shit to all my friends who also hang in them

I hear you. I'm probably lucky that the days when I knew lots of people who found pubs fantastic are long gone. Probably.

A mash-up of Eliot's "Ash Wednesday" and the lyric of "Sun City" that I can't manage on the phone. The thickest void at the heart of the family, amongst the people who love me unconditionally, wordless, helpless. Nobody left to explain to or to ask for help? Not help maybe. Kontakt.

This quiet diplomacy ain't nothing but a joke.

Took a wrong turn in the taiga. Nothing but a flat empty maze as far as the I can see.

Nothing quite like hitting the pub on a Wednesday for a mid week respite

AA is creepy and weird, btw.

(If it works for you, great, no offense, it just makes me feel even more disconnected from people and life)

if I could just stay curled up in a ball all the time I think I'd be ok. would probably need a lot of strong benzos or something too

that was a general statement, not related to my valuable AA opinions

AA feels like the worst kind of cult but I guess everybody chooses the cult that suits them best. Am wholly sober btw. This is the kind of achy void that usually sends me running to the pub but I'm visiting my mom so I can't and tomorrow when I go home i don't really want to - think I need to do the curl up instead, even sans sedatives.

This is all inside me, or absent from inside me, I dunno. I don't know what's missing. I have no idea how to keep putting one foot in front of the other.

didn't know where to put this but jfc

http://www.poferries.com/en/hull-rotterdam/minicruises/themed-minicruise/shiiine-on-minicruise-amsterdam

The debut event will feature you two headline performances from Peter Hook & the Light. Jim Bob, Dodgy and many more bands /DJ’s will play at this unique event. There will be exhibitions and film screenings across both days. The party will continue on Saturday afternoon with bands and DJ’s in a central Amsterdam venue.

probably as good a fanfare as any to throw yourself into the middle of the north sea to

Freezing to death does seem preferable.

if it's good enough for me it's good enough for you

Drowning in the North Sea and finally finding release>>>getting cornered at the bar by Jim Bob and Hooky on a P+O ferry.

I wish I was dead, or sober. Or a duck.

Can't even concentrate on a video game any more.

Would like to melt in the rain, run away down the gutter, rejoin the effluent society.

Sleep, cousin, death.

if you were a duck, i would want you on my team.

^^^^

don't fall through the quacks man

'not today

just burned out. one way and another it's been a fucking year. gonna look after myself a little better and be the best damn duck i can be.

https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQuPEcklPanNqBAAloNGMcFR-iXDTNzsc_uv7lWc-hQ8u-0rXJ7LQ
This mole has always been an inspiration to me, maybe ducks are better role models.

ducks give you total toilet protection.

http://i.imgur.com/euwu7g3.gif

mole you sucker! is a shit name for a western

duckskin notebooks are shit tho tbf

no theyre not

quick google doesnt suggest a pun here im sorry. in 2007 we'd have been all over this shit

we don't need quick google to suggest puns -- we have wins.

we didnt in 2007and im not saying it was better then but goddammit it meant something!

d have you been at the Jameson's?

nope but i am posting from an actual keyboard and it has brought me into a different place

i see, i see

but tell u what its an idea

terrible idea

never mind, that's the remorse talking

yeah dont be a sucker

my hangovers are like long drawn out deaths tbh

and everything all god where did the time go and where was i while this was all happening?

a man would start to feel as if his past self owed him better treatment

dull morbid thrum of fancying a pint since about 10:06am

got offered and subsequently declined free tickets to the panto by real england friends who in their sweet goodly intentions are indistinguishable from sadistic jailers

i find ducks unsettling

dull morbid thrum of fancying a pint since about 10:06am

yeah too many parties or occasions already leaves me just waiting around in the day to go for a drink.

http://www.lovethispic.com/uploaded_images/141925-I-Woke-Up-Like-This..jpg

have opted to spend the weekend with Han, probly watch Strictly and Hairspray tonight, tomorrow she's taking me out for lunch apparently, and i'll enter the 49th year of my life without heart palpitations, sweats and the fanged shadow of death perched across my shoulders for a change

irl ducks are horrible bastards who happen to look zenlike tbf compared to their delightful hygiene-promoting cartoon avatars

That sounds like a p sweet weekend to counter teh blue NV

the fanged shadow of death perched across my shoulders for a change

roxy's next album cover iirc

'not today

― loudmouth darraghmac ween (darraghmac), Friday, 9 December 2016 22:16 (three days ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

this was a duck joke btw

We decided to plant the explosives on the electricity pylon north of Maltby in order to damage the pylon, disrupt the Supergrid link from the Midlands to the North East, and to show that the system is vulnerable. Your civilization is only fit for Ravachol. And to Ravachol we leave it. Let the monsters you have created devour you. We should have no more use or regard for money in any of its forms than we have for dust.

that moment - them days - dragging on - when you keep thinking you can't go on living this kind of life, sustaining not much more than a suspended animation, Sisyphus rolling on a flat plain with nothing but flat plain to the horizon on every side

but you're in the real world and seriously how you gonna change it for the better? this is what you get, this is what being middle-aged and working class and without means is, you see it in all your other same-boat pub buddies, the plain is real and it only ends with sudden over-indulgence-related terminal ill health

fuck, man

Yes to all that, flat Sisyphus without even the joy of a challenge etc but please tell me somebody got my duck joke even if it was recycled from the duck joke thread

I've tried googling, I don't get it?

Biological family of birds that includes ducks geese and swans iirc