Blue Saturday

Eh I wouldn't spend a lot of time having feelings about it, the world is p much designed to encourage us to focus that way. Resistance and getting free of it where we can is the holy joy.

you mean like breaking the mold?

Sure! Idk what I mean, whatever it is for you I guess.

I am a contrary motherfucker so I feed on that kind of thing.

resistance is a v. necessary trait and not contrary imo

:)

yeah i like it. the world is such a weird place - you need to make it your own! grab a hold of it!

Did u read that clouds post in what are you into thread, that was great stuff

clouds is excellent people too

no where's the post - can u post?

i'm into this ONE HUNDRED PERCENT CONFIDENCE kick i've been on lately -- i have spent so much of my life terrified of being seen as queer, weird, ridiculous, etc. but... I AM ALL THOSE THINGS but also realizing (i mean i've sort of known but never really internalized it) that this is the very quality that people who like me appreciate.

also just putting more energy into looking cute/not dressing like a bum/not being fearful of standing out in any way.

like, i've done all the homework you know? i've spent years and years exerting so much effort to not offend, telling myself the lie (and believing it) that i was doing it out of some feeling of obligation to "make society better" and not merely a seeking of approval coupled with a fear of being hurt or singled out. sometimes it's liberating to be... kind of a dick!

tl;dr right now i am into being looking, feeling, being MAGNIFICENT <3

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it's really a life ethos. i appreciate it, very much, as an idea. you have to know what you have. to really know what you have to offer.

http://cdn.realscreen.com/wp/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/river-monsters-3D.jpg?3ccae2";An A-Z of Roguish Britons Through the Ages"

"Roguish Briton" strikes me as something of an oxymoron on the same level as "extreme angler."

http://cdn.realscreen.com/wp/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/river-monsters-3D.jpg?3ccae2

does Briton mean British person?

Donaldson who wrote the book was an interesting guy, ran thru several fortunes, probably a pig to know personally, wrote v funny spoof letters to the great and good in the guise of a retired wet fish dealer called Henry Root.

also i love River Monsters

yeah Briton is the correct form of Britishes

oh nice

Christopher just discovered River Monsters. I don't mind it. It's always a catfish tho rite?

glad thread picked up btw it is the best drying day of the year so far and I'm home early

i've got to put my heating on to dry clothes at the moment, window of opportunity in my back yard is short. god i hate hanging out clothes, it's the worst bit of washing

xxpost

lol it is frequently a catfish but there was a great giant salamander ep one time

it is, let's be fuckin clear here, the worst part of anything

Did you know they recently discovered a salamander the size of a CAR

no they recently manufactured a car the size of a salamander I think it was

lol

Lol

*sees impractically small car* the crazy son of a bitch, he did it

man that jobs huh

Haha

Srsly tho, car-sized salamanders. They were about once. I love that. I am obsessed with very large and very small animals.

If they made a Jurassic park I would be there opening day

Heck if they made a dodo park! Or elephant birds. THEY WERE REALLY BIG BIRDS MATES

getting things dodone

https://scontent.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xaf1/v/t1.0-9/406303_10151017880712599_5986788_n.jpg?oh=bee0a073722538153901ac21f20617a8&oe=55AA363D

chillness index 6/5

keep off sign is unchill

i misread it as "Keep Out"

what the hell dinosaur people?

if I saw that down the park I wouldn't just keep of the grass I'd probably quit the drink as well tbh

The eyes light up at night for extra wtf

How we roll in MI

where is it located, is that a park?

http://www.kampvilla.com/

y'all come and hang. i'll make a giant okonomiyaki.

i shd save my pennies for a world tour

i shd save my pennies for a bagel

or a Louis Vuitton bag, always wanted one of those things

q: wonder how much carefully combed-thru angst is just shortage of beer money and freedom?

possible answerhole 1: otoh, if you hadn't always spent everything on beer maybe you wd be more fulfilled and accomplished in other ways

q: srsly? seems unlikey

possble answehole 2: when you've doubled down long enough on failure it really makes no sense to back out. either you reject aspiration from sound moral prinicples or this is deathbed chickening . nagl.

q: i guess whne all the gumps are done achieving the void will be with us still but o god the path is scary enough, satori really looks downhillll from everywhere. nobility of abgnetion

that hurts doubly cos an attack of cramp in each thigh halfway through a school sports day 100m (still won obv) and a similarly shaped head to hanks did actually lead to me being called bump at school for a year

fuckin phone

possible a 1: i suspect you have always been predicated on "being somewhere else" but alkohol has usually been the nearest somewehre else

xp: pure gump chance. it's the successes i feel sorry for

there was a guy behind me essentially acting as an NFL blocker tbh, I'm told it was quite the viewing experience

it occurred to me this week, a propos of very little, that a lot of old guys - and by old i guess i mean my age and up at this point - that you (i) talk to in pubs have only got one mode of discourse re: politics and it is immediate radge near-threatening towards any idea that might be considerable as less than hundred percent toughness