Blue Saturday

so bored of brght lights, colours, movement, impetus

meanings

meanings and the quest for meanings and meaningful so effing bored. of. pinions.

just caught the bank balance after avoiding it as much as possible since starting this course, dear christ what am i doing

Do you want an orange Wednesday code to watch Gravity on two-for-one on weds?

thanks but i have class

That was for NV but anyone's welcome

Too classy for Clooney, uh huh

blue blood wednesday

on my uppers class

gonna take the boy tomorrow i think but you are v. kind, kinder. wd never normally go for 3D but this is meant to be the biz?

i have heard that it iz tbh? film buff friend made a point of the 3d.

Gonna go see it in 3d too (usually avoid unless I know it's done well). My o/h went to a talk by the ppl who did the visual effects and is so amped!

http://youtube/yZBR7OQx9qA

duh

http://youtu.be/yZBR7OQx9qA

it's gonna be a very Will Oldham winter i suspect

gaaah

imago la

god i feel like shit right now trying to sort out everything at 9pm on saturday after a week of sleep disturbance and a bottle of wine

ex cheerily inviting me over for the night (turned down) has prompted all sorts of horrible horrible emotional largesse, the fact that the title-track of taking tiger mountain was playing at the time didn't help

& at least it isn't sunday nakhers eh

you don't need me to say this but do not go there in the literal rather than phobic metaphorical sense people are wont to use with that phrase

i'd be careful of being open enough to contact that you can even get asked questions like that which will only ever fuck with you, even if the entreaty itself was not unconscionable

oh i won't. the whole thing is fuckmared beyond belief by the fact she's still in no way over it & has been asking me why I made a commitment I couldn't keep. being friends is hard enough without this

think she's fucking with herself. she knows I've started dating other ppl. she needs to do the same I emphatically aver

yes

wait, didn't she move out like, only a month ago?

2 months m8

still -- i think saddling up again so soon is not going to lead to anything resembling competent horsemanship

everyone i'm going on a date with in the foreseeable future already has at least 1 extant & consenting partner. the way forward yo. 21st-century lj

i was referring to your ex

saddling up again will result in me crying quite a lot & possibly never speaking to her again

assumed you were just talking about riding horses

that does not change my post

i was referring to this:

she knows I've started dating other ppl. she needs to do the same I emphatically aver

Well that was shitty

yeah i think what yr ex needs is probably for yr ex to work out, given meditation time. as long as you're sympathetic but unyielding i don't see what else you can reasonably do - but i really really wouldn't offer advice to her.

on the other hand why the fuck wd i offer advice to anybody?

Gravity was v. good.

ach just found the mod request spin-off

it'll be ok, a couple of days of whining about being fed up at work shd drive everything off-screen

this post is in support of sarahell

^word

i hope that goes without saying, but i think peeps shd read the end of the mod request thread before elaborating elsewhere

i have no idea what is going on, but here it is a bright sunny sunday after days of pissy rain and i have just got back from the park and i'm cooking mushrooms and listening to dolphy and wish you all nothing but good things, peace out.

^like

It really is a beautiful day innit? Emerged blinking from party at 7am and was kinda thrown by how sunny it was. Dolphy and mushrooms = good shout.

two hour game of five a side, scored a belter but why bother tbh, sorry to read of drama lj

Imago do you do jazz? Can't recall seeing you post about it but I imagine you being well into the more ecstatic, spiritual hat stuff.

the uplands of Uganda where the Lord's Resistance Army hangs out, the disputed Spratly Islands, Transnistria, the Triple Frontier region in South America

The social separation reflected in the spectacle is inseparable from the modern state — that product of the social division of labor that is both the chief instrument of class rule and the concentrated expression of all social divisions.

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http://www.guiageo-parana.com/imagens/iguacu-falls.jpg

When the Indians saw us they clustered together, after having talked among themselves, and each one of them took the one of us whom he claimed by the hand and they led us to their homes. While with those we suffered more from hunger than among any of the others. In the course of a whole day we did not eat more than two handfuls of the fruit, which was green and contained so much milky juice that our mouths were burnt by it. As water was very scarce, whoever ate of them became very thirsty. And we finally grew so hungry that we purchased two dogs, in exchange for nets and other things, and a hide with which I used to cover myself. I have said already that through all that country we went naked, and not being accustomed to it, like snakes we shed our skin twice a year. Exposure to the sun and air covered our chests and backs with big sores that made it very painful to carry the big and heavy loads, the ropes of which cut into the flesh of our arms.

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another amazing day, blazing copper light and vivid shadows in the low sun, the sky blue and cirrusy, everything worshiping ancient nature gods except the resolute institutional architecture that's built to keep us safe from superstition and love