Blue Saturday

drag city xp

for reals

i am going to try and pretend that i have the brain of a normal person

"Days in the Wake" also an apposite album title

coming thru the storm a little bit i think/hope, honestly don't know what i'd do at the moment without you guys to whine at and to get good advices from

which was supposed to mean "thank you all"

today's brain-worms/nuisance thoughts/creeping dreads include:

negative space, dumb conversations i need to have with reluctant work people, it is sunny, financial institutions and how empty their threats might be, Jacques Lacan and his comical ways, why does i never have money, fucking hell Christmas coming no money, 3D tickets for Gravity cost a stupid amount, why i am so tired, i never visited Animal Crossing yesterday cos of stupid Philosophy Club, do i like Philosophy Club?, improbability of disposing of all possessions and starting again from scratch in a placid, orderly Zen fashion, suckitude of muckitude of late Autumn, why England is a island of the damned, fuck's sake fuzzy head on 1 very drawn out pint and ugh scree-surfing towards a bottomless wadi of pity poor alonely dead lump grim funny meeeee

ach Rudra crush space/time bitte right now but just for me throw back the little ones or something, something, gods damn this nation to hellblivion

so bored of brght lights, colours, movement, impetus

meanings

meanings and the quest for meanings and meaningful so effing bored. of. pinions.

just caught the bank balance after avoiding it as much as possible since starting this course, dear christ what am i doing

Do you want an orange Wednesday code to watch Gravity on two-for-one on weds?

thanks but i have class

That was for NV but anyone's welcome

Too classy for Clooney, uh huh

blue blood wednesday

on my uppers class

gonna take the boy tomorrow i think but you are v. kind, kinder. wd never normally go for 3D but this is meant to be the biz?

i have heard that it iz tbh? film buff friend made a point of the 3d.

Gonna go see it in 3d too (usually avoid unless I know it's done well). My o/h went to a talk by the ppl who did the visual effects and is so amped!

http://youtube/yZBR7OQx9qA

duh

http://youtu.be/yZBR7OQx9qA

it's gonna be a very Will Oldham winter i suspect

gaaah

imago la

god i feel like shit right now trying to sort out everything at 9pm on saturday after a week of sleep disturbance and a bottle of wine

ex cheerily inviting me over for the night (turned down) has prompted all sorts of horrible horrible emotional largesse, the fact that the title-track of taking tiger mountain was playing at the time didn't help

& at least it isn't sunday nakhers eh

you don't need me to say this but do not go there in the literal rather than phobic metaphorical sense people are wont to use with that phrase

i'd be careful of being open enough to contact that you can even get asked questions like that which will only ever fuck with you, even if the entreaty itself was not unconscionable

oh i won't. the whole thing is fuckmared beyond belief by the fact she's still in no way over it & has been asking me why I made a commitment I couldn't keep. being friends is hard enough without this

think she's fucking with herself. she knows I've started dating other ppl. she needs to do the same I emphatically aver

yes

wait, didn't she move out like, only a month ago?

2 months m8

still -- i think saddling up again so soon is not going to lead to anything resembling competent horsemanship

everyone i'm going on a date with in the foreseeable future already has at least 1 extant & consenting partner. the way forward yo. 21st-century lj

i was referring to your ex

saddling up again will result in me crying quite a lot & possibly never speaking to her again

assumed you were just talking about riding horses

that does not change my post

i was referring to this:

she knows I've started dating other ppl. she needs to do the same I emphatically aver

Well that was shitty

yeah i think what yr ex needs is probably for yr ex to work out, given meditation time. as long as you're sympathetic but unyielding i don't see what else you can reasonably do - but i really really wouldn't offer advice to her.

on the other hand why the fuck wd i offer advice to anybody?

Gravity was v. good.

ach just found the mod request spin-off

it'll be ok, a couple of days of whining about being fed up at work shd drive everything off-screen

this post is in support of sarahell

^word

i hope that goes without saying, but i think peeps shd read the end of the mod request thread before elaborating elsewhere

i have no idea what is going on, but here it is a bright sunny sunday after days of pissy rain and i have just got back from the park and i'm cooking mushrooms and listening to dolphy and wish you all nothing but good things, peace out.

^like

It really is a beautiful day innit? Emerged blinking from party at 7am and was kinda thrown by how sunny it was. Dolphy and mushrooms = good shout.