Sunday Night Sad

oh my god i got it sooooo bad last night. its really worse for me in the fall/winter and kind of comes to a head around the holidays. i usually feel completely relieved once january rolls around. anyway i felt completely drained yesterday and dreading life and all the bullshit thats going on at work so much that all i could do was lay in bed and stare at the ceiling. I AM PATHETIC.

not so much sadness as just frustration - wanting the weekend to not end. mondays not even that bad tho, 'another fresh start/today i will achieve and conquer' thing.

that's a good way of looking at it :-)

'another fresh start/today i will achieve and conquer' thing.

^this never works for me bcuz i know i won't conquer anything

i'll just come home and nap

my sister had what i thought was a sort of elegant way of dealing with this in high school. she always said sunday nights depressed her, so she developed a routine of making a box of kraft macaroni & cheese, and then eating the whole thing while watching melodramatic made-for-tv movies on a small black and white tv in her bedroom. there were always made-for-tv movies about disease or divorce or whatever on sunday nights.

so there you go: melodrama + macaroni

so rowdy tonight

for some reason
wkend is reversed and upside down

going to a 'reading' - shld prob be in nyc at boredoms but :/
back to this weird rowdy sunday only v v slightly sad feeling

i'm totally sundayed out. making a pizza now.

i read a little bit and made a good burger. what else is there to do on sundays?

mehhhh

I had a craving for home fries, so that was dinner. Bought some herbs for the garden, watched Decasia, have the beisbol on in the background, thinking about playing some more poker.

just home fries?

i'm not sad tonight, just... what's a synonym for "overwhelmed" that doesn't sound so melodramatic? doing the best i can at keeping my head on straight, but it could still be on straighter.

I'm both sad and overwhelmed. But I think I just need a nap and about 6 hours more in every day.

tyred

just home fries?

Yeah, it's a craving I get once a year or so. I browned a little sausage for the fat and added it back at the end, so they were a little more entree-ish.

guys it's just sunday night you big buncha emos

WAY TO SHUT EVERYONE UP MAN, YOU SHOULD BE IN POLITICS

my dad beat me in scrabble :(

school damage.

watching a Suicide G1rls movie on Showtime :/

lol poetry
i heckled a bit. but it was necessary.
sometimes when i think of sunday all i can hear is the monster-truck announcer voice saying: sunday sunday sundaaaay!

lol i always imagine him saying "saturday saturdaaaaay"!!!

maybe we grew up one day's travel time apart

I'm not sad, I don't think, but damned if I can nail down a mood, because I slept for 18 straight hours Saturday afternoon to this morning, and then there was a nap as well, not because I needed any more sleep but just because I don't always travel between worlds well, and so opted to just hang out in that other one for a while longer. But restful as this all was, it's also pretty disorienting and damned weird. I feel... off.

hahaha saturday??
we grew up like 3 hrs time zone difference apart! which is far, that's true. and also sunday is sacred truckin' day in british columbia and pacific northwest
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I'm both sad and overwhelmed. But I think I just need a nap and about 6 hours more in every day.

-- Sara R-C, Sunday, March 30, 2008 9:44 PM (Sunday, March 30, 2008 9:44 PM) Bookmark Link

^^^this

I am Sunday Night Sick. I see 11 or so episodes of Arrested Development in my immediate future.

playing Sunday night shows sux. It's 1:40, I just got home 20 minutes ago, and I'm both tired and wide awake.

i am trying to make myself fall asleep with bacon and peanut butter sandwiches.

just drank a warm glass of milk

you should eat turkey sandwiches instead if you have some

hay hurting is your band's name b3gushk1n?

i was at a show last night and saw a poster for them and thought it might be name of your band but was not sure.

yeah, that's us

were you at glasslands?

blah

test 2morrow

watchin kate bush vids on youtube

watching the end of the 2nd Lost season, figuring out what to do for dinner.
my roomies are still out, so it's kinda lonely and quiet around here.

i am so sick of school

174 days until I'm done with grad school

being sick of school is soooo 2005 you guys. you should have dropped out while it was still cool.

173 days until i'm done with law school. so far away :(((((

u rite, ian. i should have :(

some of us are sick of school AND sick

life is tough all over

hate my job

hate your job too

all school all the time until 2012

https://i.imgur.com/DVFYkQE.png

Nothing I love more than waking up on a Sunday morning and instantly feeling sick with anxiety at the prospect of returning to work

I think retirement is the cure for this

A cold blue unrest squeezes at my heart

I feel it, too. Will get through it though, sail I must

Bemused that I don't seem to have posted on this thread before.

"Oh God," is the gist of it.

stopped getting this after I stopped having to be in the office on mondays. supposed to be in tomorrow but fk that. ~vibing~

That would only work for me if I was committed to doing "non-work things" (pottering in the garden, washing up etc, etc).