Blue Saturday

In reality, when we curse death we only fear ourselves: The
severity of our will is what makes us tremble. We lie to ourselves
when we dream of escaping the movement of luxurious exuberance
of which we are only the most intense form. Or perhaps we
only lie to ourselves in the beginning the better to experience
the severity of this will afterward, carrying it to the rigorous
extreme of consciousness.

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Nietzsche? Crazy moustache, crazy guy

You're not fooling anyone with any of this you big tory you

no Nietzsche - Paul Lafargue, then Georges Bataille.

aha thanks. I'm sure Google could have told me that, always fun to play guess the philosopher tho!

tbf Bataille was a huge Nietzsche fan

i will miss the blue-skyed clarity of hangovers, i will miss the tenuous telepathy of mornings like this where i can see something just inside everybody i pass, even tho if i have to engage one-to-one there's this fog like my glasses are inch-thick with grime and the words come out a little bit out of sync like on digital TV sometime.

i was afraid if i stopped drinking i'd become everything i despise and while i was concentrating on that it happened anyway, on the sly like.

i will miss my underbelly brothers and sisters and morning boozers and pubs nobody who cares what anybody thinks about them wd ever visit, i will miss being wobbly and enlightened at 3 in the afternoon in the not quite warm enough windshine of a beer terrace next the main road. i will miss polite chit-chat that turns into the threat of a fist-fight at random. i will miss rolling my own.

i'll miss this pitiful bullshit artist manning the controls.

but maybe not that much.

Re the fistfight thing, surely there's parts of town everywhere where that threat exists sober

Cmere where did i mention my dislike of house of cards, its not on the thread but i dont want to repeat self

House of Cards? that TV programme? i dunno man

Lack of clarity hittin both of us :(

that can of Monster i drunk on the way to work is wearing off :\

iirc Hitchcock is supposed to be rub but tbh Helen Mirren on the poster is reminding me i used to have a libido

It looks dreadful, more fanfic from working title a la the queen.

But mirren is yes

she keeps following me around on the sides of buses

There's one for the therapist

it's kinda like reverse Vertigo

best video btw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Wj8Yxa309E

I know i updated phones but pls be srs

We must not be misunderstood. By the man in the moon we do not mean any public tavern, or gin-palace, displaying that singular sign. The last inn of that name known to us in London stands in a narrow passage of that fashionable promenade called Regent Street, close to Piccadilly. Nor do we intend by the man in the moon the silvery individual who pays the election expenses, so long as the elector votes his ticket. Neither do we mean the mooney, or mad fellow who is too fond of the cup which cheers and then inebriates; nor even one who goes mooning round the world without a plan or purpose. No; if we are not too scientific, we are too straightforward to be allured by any such false lights as these. By the man in the moon we mean none other than that illustrious personage, whose shining countenance may be beheld many a night, clouds and fogs permitting, beaming good-naturedly on the dark earth, and singing, in the language of a lyric bard,

"The moon is out to-night, love,
Meet me with a smile."

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see you on the flipside kids

peace

february bearing heavy :(

good luck nv, much love

otw

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p appropriate i guess

worried

I really hope you keep on NV and not get defeated, you are one of the best on here.

http://www.biology.arizona.edu/biomath/tutorials/trigonometric/graphics/trig_cosine.gif

^^^originally thought this was a representation of one's mood - some days you are -1, but...

sending you all my very best (& nonprescriptive) wishes, nv.

yes, best wishes NV, hope you're doing OK

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Jaysus there's the man

released early for good behaviour

I suspect overcrowding tbqh

i promised them i was less likely to pick up a washbasin and hoy it thru the window if they let me come home and play Footie Manager

Last time i did anything of the sort was as a result of football manager, true story

wb nv

:D

i could stand the meds and the injections and the limited stuff to do and the food was fine and my fellow patients were fine people but 2 weeks away from FM was gross torture, i have literally been working out formations and strategy in my head for the last week

wb nv

^

oh and i missed Al Green and Bartok and Feldman and i nearly put me foot thru the screen when Al got 1 second of acknowledgment on that BBC4 album bollocks the other night

and i've watched so much Time Team

and i have a post detox drug regime that wd give Johnny Thunders a run for his money

2 weeks away from FM was gross torture, i have literally been working out formations and strategy in my head for the last week

― drier than a Charles Grodin quip (Noodle Vague), Friday, 15 February 2013 19:18 (21 minutes ago)

never played fm but i do this anyway

welcome home, anyway

Man, if i'd never played fm i'd prob be married now. Game gets an unfair rap tbh

thought I'd left critical medication at work, gone into work, turns out I haven't. god life is laborious sometimes. srsly considering getting into fm on darragh's recommendation. I seem to be doing a decent job of not getting married as it is, but can't be too careful in these picked and pied times.

i've quit since new year tbh. sleeping instead. hasnt rly helped anything that i can see.