Babygirl, unpack yr sweaters and get FABULOUS in FALL gay homo queer &c 2012

so ph1l did a google search for the weird aspie-ish, possibly-gay baker at his place of employment and found out he's an artist who does stuff like this: nsfw

ha and a blurb in the first page of google results compares him to a.a. bronson

that's pretty rad!

I went to a party chez Bond a couple years ago and I'd been in studio and was self-conscious about studio smell. I slipped in the bathroom and gave myself a spritz of a cologne that was there. Justin was standing outside the bathroom door when I emerged and sniffed and snapped "did you just spray yourself with my cologne?" and I blushed bright red and said "NO" and charged out of there.

so two nights have dancing have been an A+ success, although my stomach is not liking me/reacting poorly to most things i eat, which i'm just assuming is a physical manifestation of my moodiness rather than some kind of sickness.

last night a totally jaw-dropping boy talked to me for an hour or more about music which was a nice reminder that i am an interesting person who people like, although in the light of late-afternoon i still haven't folded the laundry i brought back from JF's place on wednesday and still need to get schoolwork done. but i can manage it in the next three hours if i put my mind to it.

Alex: awesome!

yeah. i mean i don't think it will/don't want it to go anywhere. it's just nice to have no stakes crushes and remember that people find me interesting.

Perhaps your stomach is still reeling from conversation with Jaw-Dropping Boy.

nah. just feeling weird. not really focused on that. it was a pleasant afterthought, not the focus of the evening/today.

You are an innnnteresting person, Alex (and I don't mean that like Bugs Bunny the manicurist).

I had a bit of a stomach issue this morning, I shoulda been tipped off when my pancakes tasted a bit like soap. No idea what happened there.

I am in to stay for the night/day/night however long the NYC hurricane/flood lasts, although I am sposed to go to chemo at 2pm tomorrow.

Have good chemo Morbs

There is 70-80% chance that I will be moving to Montreal before the year is out

Even bf is on board, holy crap, I've lived in the same city for 15 years

Awesome! Living my dream...

Morbs (and others affected), stay safe.

hey! cool. there is a 70-80% chance that I will end up leaving Montreal within a year and a half. :(

But here's to some degree of overlap.

Wait I just read the Frankenstorm thread-- I have been in an internet-free zone for three days-- stay safe, holy shits!

There's a 99% chance I'll be in Windsor for (probably) two more years. *sigh*

oh shit. that's hitting new york? a few days ago i was hearing virginia. be safe, ppl.

As in you aren't supposed to have had the interment for the last three days (but have anyway, miraculously), or you were not supposed to have been using the internet for the last three days (but have anyway, defiantly)?

No internet with intermittent insomniac moments of iPhone surfing

I was in rural Quebec! No internet but there was a hot tub and a bottle of Orcadian whiskey. This past week has been catching up with QC freoinds and family

o - have plans been delayed, or should i still be ready to head out in the next 30 minutes?

bf and i really want to visit montreal after winter's gloom passes. i've never been (to montreal, or even out of the country)

Would actually like to experience Montreal in winter some time, though maybe I'm crazy.

chicago is shitty enough in winter, though at least there are fewer people walking around

Montreal looks beautiful in winter and there are lots of things to do still as a tourist but I find myself having more inertia during the winter that prevents me from really going out to concerts and parties and whatnot to the same degree.

Summer is all festivals which are a lot of fun as long as you avoid the most intensely out-of-town touristy stuff.

Yesterday my roommate messaged me on Scruff from his bedroom upstairs asking me if I wanted to go downstairs and make breakfast w/ him.

Somehow that feels like the logical conclusion of Scruff usage, you won the game

It was really adorable and funny.

Also, people keep abbreviating Center City (a part if Philly) and putting it in their username to make things like "CCStudMuffin" which sounds like a character in some genderfuck cabaret

http://www.esquire.com/cm/esquire/images/cc-club-lg.jpg

I went to the wedding at the weekend. Free bar, no food => so drunk I had to (ALLEGEDLY) be carried home. When I woke up I hadn't been dumped :D And then I strode across Hampstead Heath for three hours the next day. He's in Italy. I might think about making him a mixtape this week but I still don't know his email address

oh my god lex.

watching you do this brings me so much joy it's not even funny.

like. this is totally adorable.

i am attempting to shift my headspace from 'all too well' to 'holy ground' somewhat unsuccessfully, and i slept through my morning class, but i'm getting work done now, so i'll take victories where i can find them.

I am FAR from the soppiness you imply there. FAR from it.

also lol @ people liking a picture of us on facebook like I was some sort of hopeless single case before kmt

Weren't you?

wait -- the wedding had free bar and no food? Or you chose not to eat?

i may have not made it into the room with the food (it would only have been canapés anyway, not proper food)

i am attempting to shift my headspace from 'all too well' to 'holy ground' somewhat unsuccessfully

"all too well" actually does this itself though

i wasn't implying that you were a hopeless single case and are now soppy!

i have a low threshold for finding things cute.

but also, mixtapes are pretty soppy.

and i say this as someone who used to make a lot of them

are we talking about a literal mix *tape*? cause that is pretty awesome.

hahahaha no i mean "some mp3s dumped into a zip file"

i am not one for obsolete formats

I still burn mix CD's cuz I've lost a couple zips or had the data erased.

there's a gay bar in Seattle called C.C. Attle's

and one in Portland apparently called. C.C. Slaughters!

<3 getting a mix CD, makes me feel ~young again~

there's one in edinburgh called CC Bloom's

ugh something just reminded me that i was supposed to be meeting the family finally over christmas at this super in the woods cottage with showshoeing and midnight mass and stuff and now i am just embarrassing. which i was dreading b/c language gap and culture gap and so many people all at once but i'm really upset that i don't get to suffer through it.