Babygirl, unpack yr sweaters and get FABULOUS in FALL gay homo queer &c 2012

haha, not at all E — afaik i am mostly scot-irish (lots of ppl w/ my last name in my hometown) and german

what happened stevie?

It was just a guess.

<3

Stevie posting during tantric massage?

divine revelation of the bearded goddess?

We were sitting around and one of the faeries was talking about a tattoo she wanted to get and my friend was like "Oh you should talk to Ash about doing it" and it turns out he is referring to/0friends with this guy I had a super intense one-night thing with like two years ago and haven't talked to since (mentioned upthread as b) this really hot artist-y dude in East Village). It was very surreal.

Also at one point 3 of us got naked and had crazy sex together and then passed out naked. Yay faeries!

could you guys plz stop having sex until I can locate a treatable-cancer-fetishist on craigslist?

I mean I met him in New York and not in Philly.

Also at one point early on last night we're talking about shrooms around the kitchen table and someone comes up and starts giving me a shoulder massage; that sorta caught me off guard but was not unpleasant.

xp Morbs if it makes you feel any better I'm not sure how much longer this is gonna lasy

i'm not ok with spontaneous backrubs tbh

and here's the thing: while i haven't seen too much of the more recent work, i pair AA Bronson with people like Elijah Burgher and bands like Coil or THC in my head, and that sort of sexual magick (more satan less pagan) is fine with me.

― for reasons of sass (the table is the table), Monday, 15 October 2012 17:53 (2 days ago)

so weird, i can't think of any of Bronson's work at all that's "more satan than pagan," the whole basis of his solo work since group material emerges from this space of care, tending to felix and jorge on their deathbeds. earth mother, fecund spaces of healing, butt massages, and dream cities where the living and the dead walk together. sure burgher is coming from an aleister crowley space of witchcraft, self-obliteration but also his work is maybe not so interesting to me. i think what's really good about bronson's work over the last ten or so years that he's been working as a solo artist, is that it doesn't stall at the level of representation (sigils, glyphs, incantations) but moves beyond that. like with this school for young shamans, inventing styles of communitarian eroticism. which is what is interesting about rad fae stuff to me. these stylised rituals of friendship, adornment. ways of living critically that require ad hoc pedagogies, an aesthetics of community.

i'm not ok with spontaneous backrubs tbh

a drunk woman did this to me a few nights ago while we were playing darts. i HATE this

it's not even that i don't like to be touched -- i am v snuggly and physically affectionate -- but maybe get my consent before you start kneading my flesh

i feel like a lot of my personal space issues have been ground down to almost nothing in the last few years.

i think it as a boundary issue honestly, not necessarily a physical boundary but a behavioral one

well i mean, boundaries can be p necessary too

i am a total snugglebug otherwise but yeah, i find it kind of invasive and presumptuous

and may god help you if you tickle me, even if i do know you

THE MORE BOUNDARIES THE BETTER

inventing styles of communitarian eroticism

do not do this to me or in front of me in public

For me it all depends on the rubber.

Stevie, I usu don't like "things" that last! ;)

Making a list of Hottest Guys I've met would be weird, just one more list to go with Great Films and All-Time Baseball Players. Anyone who seems instantly hot often sends me running in the opposite direction, or looking for what that gorgeous shell is hiding.

could you guys plz stop having sex until I can locate a treatable-cancer-fetishist on craigslist?

― cancer, kizz my hairy irish azz (Dr Morbius), Wednesday, October 17, 2012

pretty sure you can find someone to lick your sores

def. still have physical space issues, too many patriarchal back pats growing up, touch laced with control. *shudders*

my bf likes to smack my ass every once in a while. it took me a long time to feel ok about it, like i couldn't imagine an ass smack that wasn't about objectivising someone. now it just feels affectionate and i smack back.

xp ewwwwwwwww ;_;

i don't really make ranked lists about anything ever so idk where i would begin ranking hot dudes

more satan less pagan

lol, mulling this as a screenname

I don't have leprosy. I wonder how cruisy support groups are. xxxp

Physical-space issues in public-crush situations overwhelm in NYC, so an uninvited massage seems relatively intimate, depending on the doer.

The easiest way to start is to use Jake Gyllenhaal as a platonic ideal and work downward.

hey guys you know what's great

butts

butts are amazing

i could daydream about butts all day and often do

like now

Jake's butt has been seen on the subway since he's been doing that Brit play on Broadway, tot gonna hit him up for a discount seat if I run into him.

hii you guys. sick of lurking.

ADIDAB

i like my seats 'full-priced' xp

lou!

hii!

what's uuup

taking sides: young joe dallesandro's butt vs young tony ward's butt

xp hi lou!

Ew @ the veiled approval of Matthew Fox over on the Cross thread.

Matthew Fox was a proto-Jake on a diet of wheat germ and Bodeans.

Like, vascularity shouldn't resemble the NY subway map.

too many patriarchal back pats growing up, touch laced with control.

exactly and this is why those RF guys make sense. I like coil a lot and would totally join a gang like the one plax(ico) describes. sounds like having a bunch of john balances and sleazys as your buddies.

word

i think MF is babely but whoa geez the way he looks in that movie ;_;

lou, what's new, how is Brooklyn treating you?

Yeah E, it's gross, but he looks OK in the mass-circ poster shot.

butts are so amazing that i often wish i could spend hours with my face inside of one

singing the national anthem?

jordan otm

whoa, nice post plax. also butts are OK