If you could push a button and simply cease to exist, would you press it?

The last time I felt like this I was drunk and maudlin and "oh what's the use, what is the fucking point?" I think at one point I said out loud "I wish I was a hovercraft" or something equally ridiculous. It was a very strange thing to feel and say - I don't know why it came over me that point cos I def don't feel this way 99.999% of the time, even if I'm feeling really low and everything's going to pot.

if only the Duchess of York had been around at the time, you could have starred in a delightful children's book by now

haha

"I wish I was a hovercraft" lol

I guess i can't comment on this thread because although I've often contemplated the possibility of erasing my existence without harming anyone else, it was always in the context of suicidal thoughts or just depression or whatever.

also - "Pretend it would involve no physical pain to yourself, and no emotional or financial or other repercussions to the people around you. - these are all things directly related to suicide. the question is basically like "pretend you could commit suicide the repercussions of suicide. however, don't mention suicide."

guess i'm being small-minded about this, sorry.

(i too am in favor of letting threads develop organically. lord knows i've started plenty of threads with absurd questions that were luckily saved by other people bending the conversation in a direction that was more interesting for them)

ugh, as usual i left out important words and i suck. that should have been "pretend you could commit suicide WITHOUT the repercussions of suicide. however, don't mention suicide."

guys, every fucking day is a gift and it's insane to me that any of you think nothing is preferable to EVERYTHING
and now i'm going to take a shower and go to a museum and then go to a cocktail tasting and then see an ilxor and a bunch of other guys perform live music and then go see a woman i'm dating DJ at another museum (not the first museum) and then we're going to go out and have a nice meal and then go home and have sex and sleep and then I'll get up and throw some pottery and then watch the thursday NFL game on tivo that I couldn't watch because I was out at a job interview where i was promised more work and then went to my OTHER pottery class and then went to a big society event food and wine tasting with a gal DJ (not the first gal DJ) and after I'm done with the NFL game while I do some work I'll go to see a maestro of indian tabla and likely have to break up with a woman i love dearly but that i just don't see working out and then I'll go see a series of short films about the Spanish labor movement and then go to the Ukrainian House and eat pickles and watch more music and then i'm going to KEEP FUCKING DOING THIS UNTIL I DIE and rushing that moment is completely beyond my comprehension and although much of life is very sad a great deal more of it is too sweet to even express

i should note that i am also fat and hate myself but hey, can't have everything

and then I'll get up and throw some pottery

is this a euphemism

I'll go see a series of short films about the Spanish labor movement

what films?

good post forks. feel like this concept is particularly appealing to british ppl for some reason?

also forks otm life feels great + the good is way better than any bad, tho i understand not everyone might feel that way

if there was a button the british could push that would instantly undo literally centuries of brutal horrific worldwide bloodsoaked imperialism and colonialism would they push it?

http://www.moma.org/visit/calendar/film_screenings/16463

super cool. plz tell how it is

also: forks throws pottery (and maybe you do too?)

Let's say you have a son or daughter who is five. If you press the button, do they also cease to exist? Or were they born of immaculate conception?

Eventually we all will be forgotten to time, why be hasty about it.

guys, every fucking day is a gift and it's insane to me that any of you think nothing is preferable to EVERYTHING so I'm just going to detail how awesome my life is and completely ignore that my experience of life is nothing like other people's, go me

emil.y otm, congratulations forks on your great life

awesome? sounds like way too much hard work to me.

yup

Not enough napping imo.

Where are the naps!?

I assume it's after the sex

I'm still back on how the person he loves dearly but has to break up with is not the same person he's going to have sex with?

lol

oh, forks, you casanova

A quiz:

"I generally enjoy life and am able to find meaning in things that sustain me and make me want to continue existing" => "Every day is a gift"

"I don't generally enjoy life and I have a hard time finding meaning in anything and just being in my skin is hugely taxing" => ??????

I might be doing dating wrong!

I mean, serious kudos to anyone who legit feels like every day is a gift, but try to understand why other people might not share your outlook.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZY3bcc-cKwo

if you aren't breaking up with your beloved during the maestro of tabla, you might as well button yourself

I thought it was the same girl he was going to have sex with but that he was gonna break up with her the day after the sex.
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i grew up on a cow farm in a small rural southern town and then threw my bread on the water and decided to go to a major metropolitan city with one suitcase and $1000 bucks in the bank. I then had a series of deep horrible disappointments and crippling bouts of depression that lasted about six years
so not everything is great or has been easy or gone reasonably and while i'm deeply proud and happy with my life, it's the product of a great deal of hard work and effort and OCD tendencies and constant crushing failures and self-doubt. i dunno if it's "awesome" necessarily but trust me when i tell you that anybody who's privileged enough to have the time/tech/education to be contributing on this thread can find a level of joy in life that improves on "let's press a button and make it all go away" even if it requires medication/therapy/disappointment and sadness to achieve
and yes, the naps are after the sex

is 'throwing bread on water' pottery slang

wow it's so crazy how everyone is giving subjective answers when the question asks your opinion

anyway the more I think about it, the more I think this question was designed to make us all WANT to push the fucking button by the end of this thread.

push it, don't push it, but don't belittle people for sharing their opinion. forks has a madcap life, and he wants to share, he's a positive dude by nature, good on him for feeling that way. because it's HIS bloody life, he can do what he wants. i go to work, I come home, I exercise, I sleep. that doesn't make my feelings about button pushing more or less valid.

we're all snowflakes etc

*unbookmark thread*

"Trust me when I tell you that your experiences are completely irrelevant because I've had some experiences myself"

http://bible.cc/ecclesiastes/11-1.htm

emily, i got no idea why you think i'm preaching any other message than life is beautiful but coolio

I think it's a little more complicated than "my life sux y/n" b/c the act of eliminating oneself suggests a definitive decision that "my life cannot get any better"

Surely I'd press the button if I became seriously and irretrievably disabled, but it does make me sad to read that abled, employed computer-owners would rather terminate their lives consequence-free rather than consider a new life as a bike courier or a champion spaghetti eater or something

Not putting words in anybody's mouth or projecting. I've had serious phases of incredible depression and low-self esteem and it makes me sad to read that ILXors I respect would even consider this as a possibility, like, I will cook for you the rest of your life if you'd stick around. I hope nobody feels belittled in me saying this

Ahh but see I guess I'm missing the point already, this is now about "me" and "my feelings" instead. It really is a "life is pain y/n" Q, isn't it

yo forks i love that post
& i love that the museums & djing girls of life are multiples

ew, soggy bread

This is about "would you push the button?" The answer "yes" appears to lead people to tell you about their sex lives in order to somehow impress upon you that life is amazing. Not really sure how that one works.

Part of the joy of life is the things we learn and the memories we make, and choosing to eliminate yourself from history robs those who know you of every thought or memory about you. That might not be pain, but it still may be a huge deficit.

I don't understand the question

I'm sure this thread is a joy to read for a currently-disabled person.

god i love ilx

if i cd push a button and be an invisible ghost that cd travel anywhere in space forever but only observe i'd think about that one

picking up on bits in the thread n not really following properly cos on phone, but this intrigues me. Can envisage it being a dreadful curse:

Me only cruel immortality
Consumes: I wither slowly in thine arms,

Here at the quiet limit of the world,
A white-haired shadow roaming like a dream

The ever-silent spaces of the East,
Far-folded mists, and gleaming halls of morn.

wait so is WCC part of aphex twin or not