Should I go fishing or get a friend to hang around? Celebrated GAY Summer 2012

good advice alex, o and t. eric — not gonna happen.

he's brought up the idea of us having a threesome before, so if that can happen maybe that'll open some doors.

Kinda gotta love this guy: http://www.towleroad.com/2012/09/rupert-everett-is-against-gay-parenthood.html

xxp I still haven't seen him! Me and a couple others made plans to see him a few months back and then he canceled his Seattle date. :/

I still take oaths upon his Fader mix tho.

i am very pro-brenmar

yeah he was great. played bass & dancehall stuff, some dancier r&b also dropped mega rap tracks (danger, oh boy, what happened to that boy, my neck my back, put it on me, we fly high, same damn time, big pimpin etc)

one of the best musical moments i've experienced at a house party was having "my neck my back" played back to back

my neck my back and what?

my neck my back my neck my back back to back

my neck my back and what?

― twinkin' and drinkin' and ready to fly (Alex in Montreal), Sunday, September 16, 2012 2:55 PM Bookmark

and my neck my back, again.

hey guys do you like Tama Janowitz?

Um, I like Bill Janowitz.

I went on a non-date with someone today: it followed a bunch of friendly flirtless chat on Scruff, and it was supposed to be totally friendly and not-flirty bcz I really don't think imma be ready to date again soon, and that's exactly what it was and he's really cool and I made a new friend but I still felt :( when he casually mentioned his sorta-boyfriend. And now I feel crummo. Fuck.

Like I guess I actually want someone to be interested in me even though I don't want to date them? And it feels really selfish and needy wanting all this shit totally on my own terms, like trying to fill this still-newish hole even though I know it's unwise.

Like I thought trying to be social and hang out w ppl and make new friends would be good and helpful but I don't rly feel good atm, also old bf and I are seeing each other on fri for the first time in a month and now I am totally freaking out abt it and I am worried I'm going to lose it.

fill whatever holes you can

Stevie, it seems like you've got a lot resolve, making a clean break and not seeing him for that long. I'm proud of you.

Not related but sort of, I just saw the video for Call Your Girlfriend for the first time and omg.... it feels like someone is standing on my chest, it's so great.

we used to watch that all the time; there was a period where in our first week of dating I saw him perform the backwards somersault-floorhump-steamroller on three separate occasions and every time it would end w/ us in hysterics.

man I miss my bf also I am drunk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_EyZVeorhY

OOOOOHHH LOOK AT US WE ARE SO FUCKING DAPPER AND FUNNY AND CUTE AND STYLISH AND WE ARE GETTING MARRIED WAYY-OHHHH AREN'T WE JUST FUCKING PERFECT???

me IRL:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3s5xsVHOJQs

oh brother

(that's at the first video, stevie)

aw man, i'm sorry

that's a good memory though

and a really fucking great bit of juxtaposition w/ the emotional song and her solemn face

xps

me IRL:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sfnc55cHCN0

i got six seconds into that bowtie video

stevie i am sad that you are sad
<33333

remember kids, it's only acceptable to be gay as long as you're successful

Jeez guys.

wait, there are unsuccessful gays?

I was one but I think I finally got the hang of it.

i'm probably getting a double major in two humanities so i am an unsuccessful gay to-be

i just had a croissant!

i'm gay!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdbs3lKEeBE

wait, there are unsuccessful gays?

Tell me are you ready, really really ready for ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4JrVIpxqIE

i just had a croissant!

― surm, Thursday, September 20, 2012 8:57 AM (45 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

i'm gay!

― surm, Thursday, September 20, 2012 8:57 AM (45 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

^^^ success IMO

Livin' the lifestyle.

He's into fricasee chicken
Croissants and chocolate éclairs

wait, there are unsuccessful gays?

― kizz my hairy irish azz (Dr Morbius), Thursday, September 20, 2012 5:00 AM Bookmark

sup

how does a person who makes beautiful music think he's unsuccessful i don't know \o_O/

In my experience it's those people who have a natural state of self-dissatisfaction that are the most able creators

the best is when most of that dissatisfaction stems from how you don't actually create anything

that's me!

reminds me of the great line in Interiors when someone says of Marybeth Hurt, "Poor Joey, she has the temperament of an artist but none of the talent."

definitely sympathized with that line

http://www.avclub.com/articles/paris-hilton-launches-new-awareness-campaign-for-d,85226/

guys i just went to a bar to sing "baby baby" karaoke by myself

i think i just peaked

also not to be a bitch but it's kind of difficult for me to get worked up over anything that comes out of Paris Hilton's mouth.

or into it, et al

two dinner parties this week. the first was with the boy's sister, her partner and another of his friends; the second was with four of my friends. i like this "showing your man off to your social circle" phase

^^ that's the unnerving part for me. As a hypocrite in good standing, I refuse to receive the hypercriticism I've inflicted free of charge on others.