Should I go fishing or get a friend to hang around? Celebrated GAY Summer 2012

so because of this fashion shoot that i saw at a friend's house : http://www.fashionforwardmen.com/2012/08/oi.html

i am now obsessed with Micky Ayoub: http://fuckyeahmickyayoub.tumblr.com/

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-6t6aVhbh53Y/UDl6eYlDgTI/AAAAAAAAM20/4SOSf1W6WSM/s640/BS_OUT_SEPT12_03.jpg

one on the right.

my boyfriend and I made like a banana and split :(

oh no! :-( sorry stevie.

<3 <3

all the cliches re: things you feel after a breakup are true! who knew?

damn, Steve. Hope everything is ok :(

whoa -- sucks to hear that, stevie

sorry, Steve :/

I mean everything is OK, it was mututal/amicable/with the understanding that we would remain friends which is nice but also sucks because having an excuse to be pissed at someone/something can be cathartic (at least in the short-term)

I haven't even cried, I'm just generally in a bad mood and easily irritated.

oof. hugs, steve.

sorry to hear that stevie :(

Sorry. So much for something being in the air.

breaking my long ILX-silence to say sorry Stevie about your breakup, and to wish Morbs strength and health

(have had various browser/computer woes that keep me from being able to log in easily, hence not posting much these days- plus was gone all summer in Germany/Holland/Belgium working and vacationing- hopefully during the semester I will post more and say hey more- greets to everyone)

hugs 2 stevie
haaay 2 ttws

dear ilx

http://i136.photobucket.com/albums/q167/killerb_78/Silly%20Shit/thank_you_for_being_a_friend.jpg

also Steve, sorry I didn't get to hang w you in Baltimore when you passed through, things are a bit chaotic for me as I'm trying to get a lot of crap done before the semester kicks in, and I gotta fly to my hometown this weekend for a friend's funeral

I knew what that image was gonna be even before I loaded it on my ILX app!

Of course you did

dr3w don't sweat it! I figured you'd be super busy before school and we were only there fr like 2 days

They are playing "What's My Name" before this Madonna show starts and it reminds me of how I used to sing "oh na na, quiche Lorraine" to him all the time and he always thought it was funny even though it was so stupid.

She spent 5 min talkin abt freedom of speech and got all FREE PUSSY RIOT and then played "Masterpiece"

sorry steve, i was just thinking about you guys the other day

so i got the "what are you doing this weekend" text but what i'm doing this weekend is having a big house party for my birthday and that might be a bit...much? on every level. or it could work? yaaghh.

That's actually an ideal situation for a New Thing. The party atmosphere will prevent awkwardness, you don't have to concentrate on him, and you'll likely end up in bed by the end of the night.

hmm well it's the kind of party where there may not be an end of the night and things might get...messy. well, like the party we hooked up at, i guess, but anyway i've said i'm free on another day and if that goes well he can come to the party if he wants.

SF Eagle to reopen!

http://www.sf-eagle.com/

I decided to be indulgent today (bought an Aeropress!!) and am at happy hour (half priced cocktails and hummus!) at a restaurant I love and failed to take into acct that we came here on my birthday and now I am sitting alone at this bar two seats down from where we had one of our happiest meals and I actually trying not to cry, how embarrassing is this?

come to NY for a hug, plz

thanks DD.

I will soon, I promise. I just feel like such a dork sometimes

Like go to a restaurant by yourself and then start crying bcz it reminds you of an ex? I feel like I'm in a fucking Julia Roberts movie except there's no charming man sitting a seat away asking me what's wrong and to marry him

look up

I did, there was no one else at the bar :/

it may seem silly but it's perfectly ok to feel that way, stevie

can't wait to hang, Stevie!

Oh Steve, you're not being a dork or a Julia Roberts.

How does the Eagle family of bars operate? Each seems independent except for the name and concept.

I gather the name just kind of became a meme that took off?

lol at the idea of eagle franchising though

combination eagle and crate & barrel

sorry

hey rev, i'm coming back up your way from the 13th-15th. DJing at Butch Queen!! should be rad, it'd be fun to see you.

Dude that's awesome! Yeah, hit me up when you're around this way. You still got my number, right?

sure do!

qool ^__^

hey stevie i meant to write about this before, but i wanted to say that it is okay to cry any time after getting out of a relationship. shit sucks. don't feel cheesy.

remember what my mom said to me: "you gotta kiss a lot of frogs to meet your prince."

OMG you guys he cooks. So amazingly. We made tagliatelle from scratch :o

!

i may need to start dating home health aides just to be safe

Typing this from his bedroom waiting for him to wake up (I have yet to master managing to sleep properly with someone else in the bed, ughhhh, this always happens) (the only ugh thing about tonight)

CUDDLE

OMG LEX

(I have yet to master managing to sleep properly with someone else in the bed

you and me both broheems