Blue Saturday

thanks for that land of green ginger hadn't heard of that particular one will watch soon

Skeleton Army, now there's a vocation

Skeleton Army vs Salvation Army? pfft... try Guy Rioters vs police and cavalry
http://www.open.ac.uk/Arts/history-from-police-archives/RB1/Pt1/pt1GuyRiots.html
A long way from...
http://www.spelthorne.gov.uk/pic_surreypolicelogo.gif

http://images.borders.com.au/images/bau/97818431/9781843106869/0/0/plain/aspergers-syndrome-and-mindfulness-taking-refuge-in-the-buddha.jpg

need to read this, AS and mindfulness occupies a lot of my thoughts

risked derailing the behaviour management training i'm working on because i can't get into the notion of negative behaviour. supposed to be saying simple things simply but am all for mumbling koans into my chest right now or playfully pulling the wings off butterfly truisms.

spreeishness scares me a little cos it's the uncontrolled upswing after the weight of depression loosens hold, but i'm still hostage to ree-sponsah-bilitay and all that other boring dead stuff

nothing's equivalent to a lloyd cole state of mind

some slight wagon-slippage, i'm so bad at maintaining motivation. my life feels coated in a veneer of grubby decay and cobwebs tbh. will try harder.

dear passenger in the battered Clio on the corner of Wilberforce Drive this morning, i didn't mean to stare but when you bellowed at yr boyfriend "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING?" with the window wound down i was kinda startled.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0dCvb4xZwI&feature=relmfu

flying glass shards slomoing past us in the dark = life is a thing worth the bruises

thnk we've consistently backed the wrong pwnies here in the yoo kay but there's always the dream verzh of somebody else's territory to explore/disapper/take a short walk out of the tent

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9GQWsWcZZw&feature=related

simple joylessness of conspiracies funny idiots still idiots and i been looking thru the wrong lens at the wrong slide

this makes me happy

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/419783_10152022868655302_2127060784.jpg

listening to "Man in the Mirror" 30 or 40 times on a loop today makes me happy

touchy feely world-at-an-angle of kids with autism makes me happy

have to say it was a good day

life is a thing worth the bruises = win

coming up England by another line
BLAOW BLAOW BLAOW BLOWN TO DEATH

love of my life forever

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000211.jpg

way too cute

she is no lie the smartest person i know

and i say this not in a proprietary way but in a "jesus i am so lucky to know you" way

can she pick a first xi from our sorry shower?

she'd have a go tbh, she's the only one of my offspring that got the football gene

wd probably say "buy one striker" ??

she's hired

i hope yr dad won't mind me saying she has something of the mischievous cailín about her

Shouldn't of got rid of Mick he loves a relegation battle. Wouldn't be surprised if a club picked Mick McCarthy and Terry Conner up they form a nice partnership.

- con, England, 3/9/2012 18:32

That girl...is my favorite.

My favorite little monster.

i made a massive, um, error of judgement this weekend and ended up severely upsetting two people i had no wish to upset, thusly hoeing my own row of woe. and i don't think anybody in this troisangle is being wholly sane or reasonable but it has made me look at my own stunted emotional intelligence and think "hey! you're pretty stupid, son".

(side issue of fucking my old man off but he was asking for it, see parent threads passim)

question about when self-absorbity slides over into stupidity and when that curdles into straight fecklessness but fuckit, i got work to concentrate on and a house to get spotless - not that i live in squalor but y'know - so i can move into another nicer house and sobriety to manage and so forth, i dunno, games to play or something

now wd be a good week to get that yurt out on the steppes that i dream about. i shd probably get a quarantine tag or somethink too

on the whole tho today i feel like writing more than doing what i'm paid for and exploring the concept of constructive boredom and also why am i so knackered in the morning when i've been going to bed at a sensible time for weeks?

http://whc.unesco.org/uploads/thumbs/site_0543_0002-375-500-20110920201550.jpg

inland ships

keep on keepin on imo, i heard that at some stage there's a tangible reward but even if not sure fuckit it's no worse, really.

feeling pretty zen about all this, just an outsider looking in, only really need warmth and food and Football Manager tbh

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000307.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000303.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000280.jpg

i read a news story the other day which in a roundabout way reminded me of peter tinniswood's uncle mort dying of a wasting disease and inconveniencing mrs brandon by not supplying a definite death date so she could organise the funeral, so i did an ilx search on pt and many of the results were you praising him:) i loved what i read of him too. i should read more, i only ever read a couple of the carter brandon books and it 's been years and they were so funny.

there's a dude on itv's 'grimefighters' from wolverhampton and he pronounces baby as BABBY

narrated by michael gambon by the sounds of it, he knows how to get paid

aww no john sergeant, i should have known it wasn't croaky enough

hence the term of approbation amongst Wolves fans: "come on me babbies"

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000355.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000357.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000386.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000392.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000341.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/P1000371.jpg

love those

thanks :) took a lot of ropey ones too but the fair is such a treat, cd have took pics all night if Hannah wasn't nagging me

it's a dizzy scary moment of freedom when you remember you can do what you like to yourself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjEHoz1r3bs

and the world might pick up the tab

and as if by magic my phone goes ring and i pour a little Tsikoudia

sup nv

hey dude :D

not drowning but waving

i shd've run away with the fair cos the trawlers don't leave from here no more

also Al Green = Jesus