Blue Saturday

it's a sheer question of practicalities rather than moxie, i fear

moxie, afaict, seems to be an ability to ignore the odds

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0ZBaZoBCaA

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/431577_10150795255683696_566688695_.jpg

i don't even

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v165/noodle_vague/420323_10150795381993696_566688695_.jpg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCq8jx49nDU

fucking love this so hard

was gonna post brenda lee's im sorry and then evan lurie's track on the trees lounge soundtrack but you know

this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCG26OvcMP4

seriously this is prob nowhere near the best ron trent record but the piano at 3:41

i enjoyed that

such a religious hangover today, the world so vivid and tactile around me as i secede from it. booming around work evidently still hammered and surfing on warm "one of us" tolerance tho i'm fully aware i need to start topping the booze tank up asap because when this wears off and i sink into properly hungover it's gonna hurt hurt hurt...i am gonna sail like Bas Jan Ader until you and you and you can't see me but krishna it's so beuatifullll

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-cJm7-M7Bc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYSVJ7zOabQ

Friday night = David McCallum in The Invisible Man and a Pink Panther candy bar and the comfort of nothing and it's all a million years ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEVrRHXxxL4&feature=related

bang bang bang

feel like i'm gon' bowk if i touch alcohol today.

off to touch alcohol.

i suppose the real world is okay but i'd much rather go and sleep in the sea today

Xeristar, y'are y'are y'are

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-HcLLi6MXKg

i mean we are ape-y and not much imbued with magic or wonder

― Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:22 (1 year ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

i've got nothing to do today but smile

http://www.swldxer.co.uk/staks.jpg

Why should I let the toad work
Squat on my life?
Can’t I use my wit as a pitchfork
And drive the brute off?

Six days of the week it soils
With its sickening poison -
Just for paying a few bills!
That’s out of proportion.

Lots of folk live on their wits:
Lecturers, lispers,
Losers, loblolly-men, louts-
They don’t end as paupers;

Lots of folk live up lanes
With fires in a bucket,
Eat windfalls and tinned sardines-
They seem to like it.

Their nippers have got bare feet,
Their unspeakable wives
Are skinny as whippets - and yet
No one actually _starves_.

Ah, were I courageous enough
To shout, Stuff your pension!
But I know, all too well, that’s the stuff
That dreams are made on:

For something sufficiently toad-like
Squats in me, too;
Its hunkers are heavy as hard luck,
And cold as snow,

And will never allow me to blarney
My way of getting
The fame and the girl and the money
All at one sitting.

I don’t say, one bodies the other
One’s spiritual truth;
But I do say it’s hard to lose either,
When you have both.

chilled in blazing sun with pensioners and loblolly-men yesterday. will wrngle my liver thru same again today goodbye goodbye goofbye

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfQMqbRrDJs

tonight we die in hull

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRPk9QWhWQc

can still feel my grandmother's bedroom, the light and the dust and the smell of oil of ulay and the window over the road and the books and the seventies

Cyders

http://bighugelabs.com/onblack.php?id=5493122269&size=large&bg=white

http://www.flickr.com/photos/49469560@N07/5504445249/lightbox/

http://farm4.staticflickr.com/3101/3168427036_4fd8a3346f_o.jpg

http://www.flickr.com/photos/13296226@N02/3948985466/lightbox/

sweet pix

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3vfCRb_9ho

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oospWucgxac

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cl4pJwcE7JI

seriously this is prob nowhere near the best ron trent record but the piano at 3:41

― coal, Saturday, 14 April 2012 02:35 (1 month ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

i think it's my favourite.

its become mine too

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okWs-O0AyJQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xzg8EprUFrI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GgwRC6ZzQGY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=Bvt5YnocRp8

thought of this thread while reading about these wronguns

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skeleton_Army

thanks for that land of green ginger hadn't heard of that particular one will watch soon

Skeleton Army, now there's a vocation

Skeleton Army vs Salvation Army? pfft... try Guy Rioters vs police and cavalry
http://www.open.ac.uk/Arts/history-from-police-archives/RB1/Pt1/pt1GuyRiots.html
A long way from...
http://www.spelthorne.gov.uk/pic_surreypolicelogo.gif

http://images.borders.com.au/images/bau/97818431/9781843106869/0/0/plain/aspergers-syndrome-and-mindfulness-taking-refuge-in-the-buddha.jpg

need to read this, AS and mindfulness occupies a lot of my thoughts

risked derailing the behaviour management training i'm working on because i can't get into the notion of negative behaviour. supposed to be saying simple things simply but am all for mumbling koans into my chest right now or playfully pulling the wings off butterfly truisms.

spreeishness scares me a little cos it's the uncontrolled upswing after the weight of depression loosens hold, but i'm still hostage to ree-sponsah-bilitay and all that other boring dead stuff

nothing's equivalent to a lloyd cole state of mind

some slight wagon-slippage, i'm so bad at maintaining motivation. my life feels coated in a veneer of grubby decay and cobwebs tbh. will try harder.

dear passenger in the battered Clio on the corner of Wilberforce Drive this morning, i didn't mean to stare but when you bellowed at yr boyfriend "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING?" with the window wound down i was kinda startled.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0dCvb4xZwI&feature=relmfu

flying glass shards slomoing past us in the dark = life is a thing worth the bruises

thnk we've consistently backed the wrong pwnies here in the yoo kay but there's always the dream verzh of somebody else's territory to explore/disapper/take a short walk out of the tent