Sunday Night Sad

watching the end of the 2nd Lost season, figuring out what to do for dinner.
my roomies are still out, so it's kinda lonely and quiet around here.

i am so sick of school

174 days until I'm done with grad school

being sick of school is soooo 2005 you guys. you should have dropped out while it was still cool.

173 days until i'm done with law school. so far away :(((((

u rite, ian. i should have :(

some of us are sick of school AND sick

life is tough all over

hate my job

hate your job too

all school all the time until 2012

4 weeks left this semester, then 1 semester of 1 class + thesis. i can do this!!!! right???? ughhhhh.

You WILL do it!

Jobs are made for hating.

still alive

i should go watch some kate bush videos

yeah this is always way worse after a good weekend than a bad one

4 weeks left this semester, then 1 semester of 1 class + thesis.

Despite my best intentions, somehow I have 4 classes + thesis during my last semester. *scream of anguish*

I've got this right now even though I had a great day and don't have to work tomorrow. wtf. Maybe it's just boredom.

Pretty much every Sunday night for the past 46 years.

sunday night drunk is a better state

I have no drinks! :-(

i am drinking tea. you should try it. maybe it will help.

drinking water and eating a banana, contemplating vanilla earl grey as a possibility.

wasted the whole day and i had a lot to do

two of my best buds broke up and it sounds like one of them is having a breakdown, in turkmenistan

gonna get like 5 hrs of sleep

sunday night sad

it will be okay max

http://www.thetailsection.com/uploaded_images/LOST-s02e09-mr.ed-750252.jpg

Thinking I'll work all Sunday to alleviate next week's stress, not doing it and spending the whole day feeling guilty = repeatedly dud for the last three years. Worst in a long time today.

everyone's gone to bed.
is it wrong to finish my roommate's pint?
i am listening to 'market square' and feeling sorry for myself, for no good reason.

Finishing the pint will heighten the sad, I predict.

that is a-ok by me. it's a productive, introspective kind of sad.

I'm sad that I put beer in the fridge this morning and forgot about it until now.

drank early today, took a late nap, now sunday night hungover

I was sad earlier because I napped too much today and ate too much sugar. Napping until it's nearly dark can make you feel all weird, and sugar just fucks with me anyhow, and the combo was a super bummer. But then I started working on work things, and by 11-ish I was perked right up. Now it's 4 in the morning and I can't sleep. But at least I'm not bummed about that.

bluergh...

rain just started.
weed's all gone.
no one is home (actually a great thing)

trying to avoid this but a touch of it right now.

Job Centre appointment tomorrow which will be either a 5 second "haveyoudoneanyworkpaidorunpaidinthelasttwoweeksOKsignherethxbye" OR the hand of doom descending to condemn me to another three day training course where the last time one of the instructors made it clear in no uncertain terms that he didn't want to see me back again.

Hannah half woke up from a nightmare crying and she was so vulnerable-looking and lost in her sadness it kicked right into me.

I am Sunday sad but it's not night yet hmmm.

First time I've really felt like this since I started my current job a little over a year ago. Just fuggin miserable atm.

Sunday night sad even though it's Labor Day here. Still have to work tomorrow. Having a panic.

Today I began rolling the ball in preparation for leaving this job starting with a CV update.

The thing is I really don't want to leave - I get on really well with almost everyone I work with but realistically once I'm gone, that's it - but I need the company to give me a damn reason to stay. Despite receiving the highly supportive testimonials and urgings of various colleagues with whom I work most closely, I don't thing the remotely-based bosses are willing or able to provide that.

Fuck it, just a job after all.

Football was disappointing and now it's Sunday night and I've got the sads. I got my haircut earlier and I love it but that's not enough to banish the crappy Sunday night feeling. Blah.

i feel ya, sunday night will never not be tough.

CAD it is not looking for for the Pats, huh? THAT DOES NOT HELP. Booooo. I shouldn't complain I mean I'm glad to have a job to go to at this point but I've just always hated Sunday nights.

worked my ass off all day, so why don't i feel more accomplished? u_u

yeah pats game was a total downer but on the plus side looks like a warm and decently sunny week comin up

x-post :-( that is sad!

Yeah, that's something at least. Hey - you didn't end up deciding to go to the YYYs show next week, did you?

unfortunately no--new iphone + pavement tix murdered my discretionary spend for the month :(

pls tell me how it is though!!

Will do. :D

horrible dose of this today...no idea why. i just got a great new job, but it's made me think about how boring my social life had become while i was doing an easy job and just drinking a lot etc. i guess that's the way these things work...

I've been off sick most of the last 2 weeks. Really not looking forward to going back tomorrow.