I'm sad

deep breathing

abbott please dont end up being one of those chicks on 'i didnt know i was pregnant!'

nath, there have been complications with the c-section so instead of speanding maternity leave enjoying Herny im spending it planning surgeries, crying and watching freaking dr oz.

awww 'herny'

nath, there have been complications with the c-section so instead of speanding maternity leave enjoying Herny im spending it planning surgeries, crying and watching freaking dr oz.

That's terrible. My friend also had complications from her c-section and was in pain for a while afterwards, she needed a lot of friends and family to help out because she wasn't in any condition to care for the baby. Do you have people that can offer help?

Nope. Zip. Seriously wanting to be back in australia right now

v. sorry ss <3

thanks, dudes. really i just need to snap out of it. go punch the shit out of one of those blow up clowns or something.

I'm in the saddo club too. Much love to everyone having an Eeyore moment, or year.

srsly sunny, if i cld fly over and help you out, i would. hugs and LOTS of it. i know it's easy for me to say these words - fuck, i close my laptop and that's that - but i really fucking mean it. i wish i could srsly help you out.
is it a solvable problem (if i'm allowed to ask) and how long is this shit planned? i mean, when will it be over? (sorry if i sound incoherent or just dumb, rambling and tired.)

Matt, can i drag you out of your Cave? *hugs* to you too.

And everyone else. Life's a bitch sometimes.

aw sunny :(

Aw sunny sorry abt yr body. I hope things patch up asap.

I finally had my period yesterday *relief* and thank god.

Wld buy a round of alcohol and/or massages for all my sad people.

Sunny, I wish I knew something I could do to help. I hope you start feeling better soon.

I posted to the Holiday Blues thread earlier today so I def know how shitty this can feel esp at this time of year. Hope every feels better soon.

GUYS CAN WE DO A GROUP HUG?

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Broke my right arm in a bike fall on ice last night. I'm right-handed, so unpleasantly incapacitated. Being off work for several weeks is going to make things financially difficult too.

wow that sucks :(

pp called my doc and got me some percocet so im temporarily happy again. surgery in 7 days though. blah.

Oh Sunny, I'm sorry. :-( Hopefully the percocet will help in th meantime and the surgery won't be to bad.

I'm sad because someone I care about has let me down. It's not the first time and I'm not entirely sure why. Mostly I'm just mad at myself for thinking that they wouldn't do this again. Bah. I feel like a complete idiot for thinking that they cared enough about me as a friend to not do so and keep wondering what I've done to make this happen. I feel like this has happened with a couple different people this year but this is def the worst time and keep blaming myself and wondering what I could have done differently so that this didn't happen. I just feel like a complete idiot. A sad idiot.

...AND I WAS THAT FRIEND!

Actually I wasn't, but I've been like that to a couple people. ENBB I hope they feel as shitty as I do

aw :-( A part of me hopes they feel shitty too but mostly I just wish they wouldn't be so retarded and would just talk to me about the situation. I guess I just feel really fucking dumb for being so down and upset because of this and for all I know they couldn't give a shit. Bah. Tomorrow is a 1/2 day at work and I leave tomorrow night for a week and a half vacation during which I'll see a lot of ppl I haven't seen in a long time. The Christmas and my birthday. Those are reasons not to be sad and I'm trying to focus on them but it's tough.

"Then" Christmas

krakow, just think that if you were a tween or teenager, a broken arm would be something to be proud of
and you say you need money but it might be fun to get some time off of work

Aw man Krakow I didn't even see your post. That really really sucks. :-(

Aye, the time off work is the up side. I get to go back home for xmas now, when before i couldn't as I had to work boxing day, so that's really nice.

My work mates ever letting me forget putting them in the shit over xmas will be another matter entirely when i get back. I work in a very small shop, so my sudden disappearance means that the others will have to work extra to cover. Shit like that always makes me dreadfully guilty.

currently in self-destruct mode. i've wasted everything.

^^ this man is a liar

no you haven't.

Surely not...what's getting you down LJ?

buck up young man,

my cv will read: english lit graduate who has spent 2 years of his life getting sacked, being demonstrably ill at ease with both single and coupled romantic situations, dropping out of a highly prestigious course, and posting inane crap to the internet instead of reading books, writing stories or making music

will be employed by: nobody

tendency to wallow: fatal

conveniently i am in lj destruct mode

that is not as rare as you might think. I have a friend who dropped out of a prestigious english ph.d program two months in - she is now getting an MFA at an equally prestigious institution

dropping out of grad school is not really the equivalent of tearing both of your ACLs and developing a crippling alcohol addiction tbh

you are a swarthily handsome bright guy 15 years younger than me, who is more or less in the same situation.

you will be awesome and stop denying it just because you misread the catherine wheel poll

yeah dude withdrawing from grad school /= dropping out of college or something

that is not as rare as you might think

understatement of the decade already tbh. early 20's tend to be a lot of stuff not happening the way you thought it would, but it's not like this is just you LJ.

louis 18 months from now youre going to look back on this moment and "lol"--until then just make sure you are taking care of yourself

Was it a single class that you dropped out of, or an entire program?

Either way, what max said x100

dude srsly... quitting while you're ahead is not so bad. you could be like me w/ massive grad school debt and 0 employment options.

Max is pretty wise LJ. You should listen to him imo. Why? Because he's right.

dag ilx is so loving <3

i know it's not the end of the world but the course is something i know i can not only do but do well - i've been a mixture of lazy, unmotivated and outright hostile - i don't see why i need to do it to prove myself as a journalist, and i don't really see myself as a conventional journalist, but considering what i'm ostensibly capable of this feels like an enormous, crippling defeat

oh more xposts! and good ones. perspective-tastic ones. Z S it seems that tomorrow having not done the essay work and with no work placement i will have no choice but to quit my pricey MA program after 1 term (of 3). max i will be sure to lol. and tehresa i have felt your pain before and feel it again now - i return all the compliments i've received - i am 100% certain you'll land on your feet too

the plus side of this is that i've reached the point where the only way forward i can see is to form a band - which was the dream all along

xp stuff counts for you too tbh. stuff's never as bad as you think at the time.

may i suggest you start a diary

i did that once, it was horrendous and so self-absorbed

;-)

dude i've heard suzy knows some powerful people so

write a book from the POV of curbs during the top 7 years tbh

the slightly athletic

feel like someone should publish your review of blur's 13 for better or worse