My Mother

I am 13 years old, and just about to go to high school in September.. and I had a dream of being with my mother in her apartment and for some odd reason I started hitting her really hard in the head with teal/blue lunch box. I hit her so hard that I saw blood coming from her head and I saw the blood all over the lunch box. It didn't stop me though, I just kept on hitting like a mad woman! When I saw my mom fall to the ground and not wake up, I checked if she was still breathing and she suprisingly was. I for some odd reason called an ambulance for my mother and I left for school before they arrived. When I was at school, it was just a normal day, I didn't feel shaky or anything about it and I didn't even think about it. Soon later they called me to the office and someone was on the phone, it was the hospital and told me that my mother was dead. I cried, and wondered how she died. I didn't even remember that I killed her, I just cried, and cried that my mother died. And then I woke up, very startled and scared. I wanted to call up my mother to see if she was still alive, but I didn't talk to her until 3 days later.