*power electronics plays outside*
― z_tbd, Friday, 11 August 2023 00:03 (eight months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/vHAq447.jpg
― z_tbd, Saturday, 12 August 2023 20:45 (eight months ago) link
not wanting to exhaust anyone who has to see it more than once
^that made me chuckle, z. god forefend anyone gives your art a second look!
― more difficult than I look (Aimless), Saturday, 12 August 2023 21:03 (eight months ago) link
ah, thanks but that was a self-loathing comment of mine, wish i hadn't said that! just the other day i was complaining about a friend of mine who always announces he's anything he's involved in with such an array of self-loathing apologies that by the time he's done it feels more like a charity of event in honor of the friend who feels bad for making it not good enough...etc etc. so much better to not bring that element in, but yet i do it all the time! (working on it though)
anyway thank you aimless <3
― z_tbd, Saturday, 12 August 2023 21:39 (eight months ago) link
i am playing some music in a few hours, and this is the secret to everything i will do
https://i.imgur.com/hV13uGJ.jpg
― z_tbd, Saturday, 12 August 2023 21:40 (eight months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/CCBvb3p.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Monday, 28 August 2023 03:00 (eight months ago) link
EXTREME CLOSEUP!!!
https://i.imgur.com/OyGF9Si.jpg
i really wish i could change the title of this thread but i think it would make it the 4th time i've asked. but i am not drunkenly or animating
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Monday, 28 August 2023 21:55 (eight months ago) link
and despite the title, not your photos
i would like to keep the Hey, though!
https://i.imgur.com/7uVGQAy.gif
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Sunday, 3 September 2023 23:22 (eight months ago) link
still got it
― karl...arlk...rlka...lkar..., Monday, 4 September 2023 02:50 (seven months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/MeSCBWF.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Sunday, 10 September 2023 17:58 (seven months ago) link
thought i was done but ended up working on it a bit longer. as i was finishing up, a chess timer i ordered in the mail arrived. i'm going to start clocking in when i'm actually holding my brush and standing and painting, and working, and turning it off when i wander off or make tea or just stare distantly like a mule.
https://i.imgur.com/E7qSBZL.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Monday, 11 September 2023 02:28 (seven months ago) link
looks extremely good, z
i would buy that one if i had any $
― budo jeru, Monday, 11 September 2023 02:57 (seven months ago) link
Thank you so much budo, really appreciate it!
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Monday, 11 September 2023 06:02 (seven months ago) link
i like the painting but i reaaaally like the chess timer idea. i would love to be a place where i felt comfortable doing something like that.
― sell cigs to kids (a hoy hoy), Tuesday, 12 September 2023 09:07 (seven months ago) link
haha, yeah definitely! i need to start using it for other activities too -- it's amazing how often things, for me at least, come down to just focusing and paying attention, or not. distraction is the mindkiller, and yet, *wanders off*
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Tuesday, 12 September 2023 16:26 (seven months ago) link
fingers crossed but i might be selling that last painting (last 3 sales have fallen through so i'm just jinxing myself again)
all ten of my fingers are crossed now, though, so 5 different crossings of 2. i've finally woken up from my yearslong slumber and started applying to things for the first time - a couple contests/juried exhibitions, a gallery, and an upcoming residency. plus, i managed to go out and see an opening at a "real" gallery on friday, to see a local artist i really like that's managed to make a living out of it. i introduced myself and he offered me (fingers crossed) a spot in an exhibition at his space in a couple months!
what's hilarious is that all of this is hitting right as my savings hits $0, like, exactly after working my ass off and going through my life savings trying to become better for the last 2+ years. i know i need to get a source of steady income, even if it's just taking tickets at the art center, but i'm also filled up to the brim with music and art activities and obligations right now, in the very best way. never really understood wanting there to be more hours in a day, until very recently
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Tuesday, 12 September 2023 16:31 (seven months ago) link
anyway, that might be oversharing, sorry, but i figure anyone still reading this thread might be interested in hearing about some irl progress. i also made made this timelapse (not really a timelapse - more just taking a quick pic after significant changes) of the last painting. i had to make it tiny and reduce the quality to get it down to a reasonable filesize, shades of 2009 internet
https://i.imgur.com/daSW9oT.gif
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Tuesday, 12 September 2023 16:34 (seven months ago) link
4th and final post in a row, sorry, but what's hilarious is that it took me about a week straight of painting to finally realize that the hand on the left was ENORMOUS, like way the fuck too big. i didn't use a model or a pictorial reference (although it very much resembles reagan on the front of perlstein's Invisible Bridge hardcover), and apparently my idea of a hand is just to make them cartoonishly large. i finally realized, on the second to last day of painting, that making it a normal size would improve things. kinda miss that giant hand though :D
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Tuesday, 12 September 2023 16:36 (seven months ago) link
Stop apologising for sharing Zach. We all have this page bookmarked to support ya skinny ass. Share your feelings, your work, your experience, whatever the hell you want, you’ve more than earned it here
― sell cigs to kids (a hoy hoy), Tuesday, 12 September 2023 18:36 (seven months ago) link
lol <3 thank you a hoy hoy
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Tuesday, 12 September 2023 19:25 (seven months ago) link
a hoy hoy to
sounds like you're in a good place, hope it all works out
loving the paintings AND the animations
― corrs unplugged, Tuesday, 12 September 2023 19:30 (seven months ago) link
a hoy hoy otm*
Here here, a hoy a hoy!Zach, this one has a real Chagall vibe to me. Hopefully they has positive associations for you. Me likey.
― Lavator Shemmelpennick, Tuesday, 12 September 2023 22:39 (seven months ago) link
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― budo jeru, Tuesday, 12 September 2023 22:49 (seven months ago) link
i'm not very familiar with Chagall but i quite like what i've seen, thank you lavator!
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Wednesday, 13 September 2023 22:54 (seven months ago) link
taking another hiatus! if anyone wants to say hello i'm (hopefully) easily findable on instagram, and my ilxmail should be current
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Thursday, 14 September 2023 22:14 (seven months ago) link
i should honestly do the same. take care z
― budo jeru, Thursday, 14 September 2023 23:07 (seven months ago) link
This place ain’t the same without you but I can only imagine the impetus to take breaks and the experience of them as a healthy thing, so good on you Z!
― Lavator Shemmelpennick, Friday, 15 September 2023 00:24 (seven months ago) link
busy 2 months!
https://i.imgur.com/uO7mh8W.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/e6BGo68.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/s5POtFa.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/heNprrg.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/a1MNv9q.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/Mvv1eYM.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/QLBhBgE.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/BSmkNzY.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/wWDdEs0.jpghttps://i.imgur.com/1jzJZdr.jpg
strangely, music is taking up a lot more time too! there's hardly time to paint because of music practices, and then...i'm out of money. so i'm in the middle of a job application right now. in the end, i was able to go almost 2.5 years without working a job, completely obliterating my savings. After rent on the first i am down to about $200 in my bank account! but I have boxes of records to sell, a part-time job taking tickets coming in January, and I've had some luck in selling some recent paintings and still have a kindling of hope that I can make it that way some day. i had money, i have zero money, i have zero regrets, i would do it again in the exact same way if it led me here
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Friday, 17 November 2023 02:10 (five months ago) link
great to see you back zach, and to see your work evolving! love a lot of these
― Lavator Shemmelpennick, Friday, 17 November 2023 17:59 (five months ago) link
cosign, so many things going on!
if I were on your continent I would invest!
― corrs unplugged, Friday, 17 November 2023 19:51 (five months ago) link
thanks so much!! :)
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Friday, 17 November 2023 21:49 (five months ago) link
really enjoying the work in wip right now, it's the best place to be
https://i.imgur.com/TGJjsBp.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Saturday, 18 November 2023 00:08 (five months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/OPjAPlw.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Saturday, 18 November 2023 02:16 (five months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/z5cgVIa.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Saturday, 18 November 2023 03:12 (five months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/xoXLWKt.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Friday, 24 November 2023 17:46 (five months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/dZxE2VM.jpg
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Sunday, 26 November 2023 05:13 (five months ago) link
gorgeous
is that... digital art?
― corrs unplugged, Sunday, 26 November 2023 12:48 (five months ago) link
thank you! it's for a music release later this week (a couple songs on bandcamp thing for a new project called orange foods), a goauche+pen on paper automatic writing experiment (aka i just closed my eyes and drew curving lines with a pen for a few minutes; it's hard to tell but there are really faint pen lines in there, under the gouache). the digital part is from an ascii text generator, then stretched, doubled, color shifted, etc
― i really like that!! (z_tbd), Sunday, 26 November 2023 16:12 (five months ago) link
i heavily respect that ilx still supports gifs, and as a gesture in the direction of 1.0 practice i have reduced the file size of this 105-frame gif by turning dither way the hell down and lossy way the hell up, then cutting the dimensions to less than 10% of their original, all in the name of getting it down to 3 MB
https://i.imgur.com/kCget57.gif
― z_tbd, Monday, 27 November 2023 16:37 (five months ago) link
very cool!
― corrs unplugged, Tuesday, 28 November 2023 07:15 (five months ago) link
it's for a music release later this week (a couple songs on bandcamp thing for a new project called orange foods)
we put that out today! slowcore https://orangefoods.bandcamp.com/album/earthquake-pulled-a-rabbit
― z_tbd, Friday, 1 December 2023 00:22 (five months ago) link
in other news i have a job interview for really cool position, a part-time thing but well compensated and interesting work. if i can get it i think i could finally stabilize my financial situation (cut to video of a plane nosediving for 14,000 terrible feet before just barely pulling up before smashing into a lake), which would be very important right now! interview is on tuesday *sweats*
― z_tbd, Friday, 1 December 2023 00:24 (five months ago) link
i have a painting from last year that didn't sell and i don't particularly like it, so happy to paint over it! it was and i guess will still be my largest one, 70"x40"
https://i.imgur.com/2cGGzzq.jpg
my goal with this one is to try to make one big dumb shape
― z_tbd, Sunday, 3 December 2023 20:44 (five months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/hVVarRi.jpg
still working on it
― i'm really excited to learning more", *sunglasses fly onto dog.gif* (z_tbd), Monday, 11 December 2023 06:08 (four months ago) link
in good shape!
― corrs unplugged, Monday, 11 December 2023 08:38 (four months ago) link
Great work
― H.P, Monday, 11 December 2023 09:46 (four months ago) link
thank you! i've let it dry for a few days (so still pretty wet) so i can rework some areas more easily. it's been a while since i worked on something so large, i had forgotten how long it takes! but i'm so glad i painted over the old monster. my living room already feels much better lol
took a quick photoshop break during lunch
https://i.imgur.com/MLVbn3T.gif
― z_tbd, Wednesday, 13 December 2023 18:20 (four months ago) link
https://i.imgur.com/lnLLXQC.jpg
― z_tbd, Saturday, 23 December 2023 18:04 (four months ago) link