Clusterfuck Summary Corner

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klata@

its only half a site these days, idk if FP were switched on again would it have helped who can say who can say

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I thought lg was back thanks to silby upthread >:-|

ya fuck u silby

IM ONLY MESSING I REALLLLY LIKE SILBY

was somebody banned?

ilx so confusing these days

yeah, for contentiousness i prefer whiney and dr. morbius. nackchivan is just shitty and cheap. my own personal beef w/ him is that he made fun of some post i made about having depression, and i wanted to wail on the dude. that's about it, and i've talked about it to the extent that i care.

― Spectrum, Friday, 22 August 2014 00:00 (24 minutes ago)

idk i think you are really notably narcissistic and idiotic but i would not have intended to mock you for having depression, if you find that post i will explain the misunderstanding or apologise if you could reasonably have inferred that

merdes as a rare nonworthless poster who raised criticism of that thread id suggest you missed some managed disingenuous there in getting people to restate things

/disingenuousness/

each should auction his ilx account on ebay. 5 days. no minimum. let the market decide.

tbh i think sufjan is my most valuable new poster

hey wait a second. i've been around long enough to know what that means!

nice to have you on board, Sufjan.

lol i meant it in the non-pejorative sense obvs

ha, ya'll are too kind

uh, y'all (I'm a yankee)

and deems i posted a renunciation of my overstated and silly criticism of klata, i think he is a good sort whose momentary lapse here or there was not indicative of his character

squareroot.bmp @ sufjan

hi wins

are these gentlemen bother you? just let me know.

I've learned to rise above the bullying

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Spectrum is very... demonstrative and loquacious in his descriptions of his own travails, to the extent where the attitudes therein overwhelm his actual comments and complaints

nakh is pretty much full of comment but where imago tries to paint a vivid picture using extensive wordplay, nakh hides his points and barbs in word camoflauge

I mean, to my understanding

also, wins otm

Nakh is still somewhat mysterious to me. I don't have a good sense of who he is outside of his ilx persona and am interested in learning more about this.

he's a 72yo grave digger irl

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l-r: nakh, imago

I was concerned that I somehow sparked a meta-clusterfuck but that image from mookieproof has clarified everything

yeah, alright, i took this a little too far. not a good few past months for me.

i hate all of you

if you thought i was making light of your depression then i quite understand why you would be upset

im sure this is just a case where you alluded to depression in one of your fairly lengthy posts alongside some unrelated lamentable nonsense and criticism of the latter was taken for mockery of illness

theres nothing unreasonable in criticizing someone for saying something untowards in an otherwise confessional context, just as in orbit criticized your use of 'tranny', although in that instance i did not criticize you because it related to a traumatic experience

i didn't read all these posts, but i'm pro-nakh & pro-clusterfucks

merdes as a rare nonworthless poster who raised criticism of that thread id suggest you missed some managed disingenuous there in getting people to restate things

oh i didn't mean criticism, it was more a general comment on the arabesque stylistic traits of you and lj alike vs the cold hard precision of communicational necessity, and not to come down on the side of the latter

hah alright

Sounds like my undergrad thesis

if you thought i was making light of your depression then i quite understand why you would be upset

im sure this is just a case where you alluded to depression in one of your fairly lengthy posts alongside some unrelated lamentable nonsense and criticism of the latter was taken for mockery of illness

theres nothing unreasonable in criticizing someone for saying something untowards in an otherwise confessional context, just as in orbit criticized your use of 'tranny', although in that instance i did not criticize you because it related to a traumatic experience

― tao lin commentboxing (nakhchivan), Thursday, August 21, 2014 10:14 PM (3 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

yeah, i'm aware i post a lot of lamentable nonsense, this is a work in progress. thanks for being cool.

or rather, "I do post a lot of lamentable nonsense." i think i keep missing the finer points in things.

nakhnkosiurhf is obviously a highly intelligent person

xp reading that over, i just want to point out that i wasn't always this bad. i mean, i was always a little socially awkward, but nothing like over the past few years. i've had pretty much straight depression for 10 years now and it has turned my brain into mush. this is definitely not something you want to leave unchecked.

yeah me too, i hear ya

Spectrum, this site is a lot of great things but it's not always a safe space to be vulnerable, at least once you venture into certain threads. I had a hard time with this too at first, but I don't think you should be hard on yourself. Just try to remember what ilx is and what it isn't

Also feel free to PM me whenever

xp reading that over, i just want to point out that i wasn't always this bad. i mean, i was always a little socially awkward, but nothing like over the past few years. i've had pretty much straight depression for 10 years now and it has turned my brain into mush. this is definitely not something you want to leave unchecked.

― Spectrum, Friday, 22 August 2014 04:27

i sympathize and i am glad this shitfight has given way to something more lucid

i don't generally comment on threads like the depression thread, which i don't always read regularly in any case, and where i can imagine the (unlikely, hypothetical) consequences of someone taking advice that i give without any special insight and that turns out to be poor advice in the long run

that said i would like to express the uncontroversial hope that you find a good psychoanalyst/psychotherapist, and are able to work with them in the medium to long term if necessary, and that while the straightforwardly curative model of physiological medicine might not obtain, there is from what i have read of psychoanalysis (not a huge amount since reading about ten volumes of the collected freud years ago) the eminent possibility of success, with the definition of that success being half of the therapy

you should post that aon the depression thread

Spectrum, this site is a lot of great things but it's not always a safe space to be vulnerable, at least once you venture into certain threads. I had a hard time with this too at first, but I don't think you should be hard on yourself. Just try to remember what ilx is and what it isn't

― Treeship, Thursday, August 21, 2014 11:40 PM (5 minutes ago) Bookmark Flag Post Permalink

yeah spec, if you ever need to be "vulnerable" remember you can always just make a sock and then be an obnoxious asshole with it in every single thread you wish to ruin

then when people figure it out you can just revert to your old pass-ag naive innocent chasing-butterflies persona and act like it never happened!

sry forgot thread rules ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

wait how is that being vulnerable? Or "vulnerable" even?