smoking

I chain-smoke of an evening sometimes (I never smoke during the day) and even then I'd never get thru more than 1 1/2 pax. Mind you this is pax of 30.

Anyway, in answer to how I smoked that much: You are in school. You don't sleep much. You take lots of breaks at work (I was very close to a quite exit.) Everyone you know smokes and you chain-smoke all the time. Then laws pass and suddenly you can't smoke ANYWHERE near a building or in a bar or in a club or in most cafes and suddenly everyone cuts way down.

Smokers themselves can be obnoxious. Nonsmokers can be obnoxious too. I smoke sometimes but I'm not obnoxious about it.

I don't smoke, but occasionally am tempted to buy a lump ov h4sh, and stick it up my bum*

*(I'm not really)

I'm a little (okay, A LOT) ashamed of this, but earlier this summer I attempted to start smoking cigs semi-regularly because I wanted to raspy-ize my singing voice. I think it may have worked...only now, if I want to hold a note out for more than like 5 measures, I'm fucked.

Hey ho. Right now I'm all over rollups of the Drum Light variety, with rolled rizla card filters, of which I smoke 5 a day normally, though this shoots through the stratosphere on nights out and weekends. I walk the path of the tramp for various corpor-ideological reasons, among them the fact that the smoke lasts longer (so theoretically I smoke less), they’re less convenient to smoke (so theoretically I smoke less), and they rip a hole in my throat of I over indulge (so theoretically I smoke less). I got well into menthol filters a month or so back but realised that they made smoking too easy so I junked them again. I do mix it up with straights every now and then, and go for Gauloises Blondes Reds first, or Lucky Lights and at a push Silk Sluts but I only do straights for like a week before reverting back to the finger-stainers. I want to give up badly but I seem to only be able to manage two months and then my brain starts pulling all sorts of dirty tricks on me, convincing me that I’ve beaten the habit; "so have a cigarette to celebrate" it whispers like a fucko. The best bit is that I always listen.

haha jess stop being me already.

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put one in....

Yeah I do that too.

And yeah, I think they are right about the mouth thing, my mouth has been hurting lately.

I tried to quit for the first time a couple of months ago, because my then-girlfriend was quitting. It was an act of solidarity that ultimately lead to us breaking up. The tipping point was the severe crankiness.

I like smoking, but imagine I'll stop when I move away from Kentucky into an area where it's not socially mandatory.

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Nah, half or 2/3 of a pack/day and then once a week the two pack (and some extras) binge.

Trying a Parliament after smoking American Spirits for 3 years was a bigger taste shock than trying an American Spirit after not smoking for a year. Absolutely rancid, like I imagine smoking a cigarette dipped in embalming fluid would taste.

I quit over Christmas and backslid in Feb. Between my uncle dying of throat cancer last week and visiting my very-infirm father this weekend, I am utterly done with them. (It’s been 36 hours only but that’s great for me.)

4 years clean in june, and over a year now since they took out the lung. doing pretty good!

That's awesome Clay.

This July will be 12 years for me.

The best thing is my friend who I never thought would quit has for 6 months now and seems happy with the decision.

I quit when GWB was president, have probably had 6 cigarettes since? but the last time I smoked was a Marlboro Red after a particular intense group therapy session about 10 years ago. These days the smell of nonmenthol cigarette smoke is rather triggering for me, it makes me think how dumb and irresponsible I was as a young adult.

I don’t keep them around but I will still have one on occasion. I think of them like cupcakes— I don’t buy myself a cupcake or like gooey muffin treat more than a few times a year, but when I do it is because I want that particular indulgence

26 years for me in August. Which makes me feel quite old!

I currently have an older client for whom I am trying to find senior housing that accepts smokers. They appear to be nonexistent. Anyone still smoking, try to quit before you are 80 something and in need of assisted living.

the problem I've got is I only smoke when I'm drinking so even the doctor is surprised about how much I don't smoke and I assume they double or triple what I tell them like they do with booze. they were like oh really? that's probably not significant and I wasn't lying.

so smoking doesn't actually really cost me any significant amount of money or give me any health problems.

I should quit anyway because it seems like my family has two options - you die in your 50s or your 90s.

on the other hand I am beset by nihilism and often don't care if I die because what's the fucking point anyway so maybe I should just keep smoking, especially because I don't really spend that much money on it and if it does give me cancer, tbh I'd probably be ok with it. there's fuck all point being alive anyway. I've seen my wife go through it. Probably better than getting old and getting dementia or something tbh.

the problem I've got is I only smoke when I'm drinking so even the doctor is surprised about how much I don't smoke and I assume they double or triple what I tell them like they do with booze. they were like oh really? that's probably not significant and I wasn't lying.

so smoking doesn't actually really cost me any significant amount of money or give me any health problems.

This is me exactly.

oh i shd stop doing everything i enjoy

I’m on chantix again

don't know how people can maintain this kind of iron discipline one-cig-a-day regime. When I'm fiending for nicotine it's impossible to concentrate on anything, my vision goes all fucked up and I become extremely heightened and irritable. I feel like quitting vaping now. I bought some 25mg nicotine patches, but am struggling to get myself in a serious and intentful fucking off nicotine altogether frame of mind.

Until 2013 I smoked two a day, with the morning cigarette the only one not dependent on booze. I vowed to cut it the moment I got a cold -- which I promptly did a week later.

I smoked two last night because I drank and smoked a bit of pot.

I had a one cigarette a day phase last year, but it doesn't really count because I was additionally vaping.

the ability to be able to enjoy one glass of wine or maybe a bit more, but a moderate and sensible snifter of booze, one cigarette - then savour the moment until you do it again the next day. I'll never have it.

do you do this daily?

ugh sorry for being edgy

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I wish I could, but I tend to finish off a bottle of wine if I open it and vape quite heavily throughout the day. But I have managed to possess the discipline to not drink until after 8 pm. That's a slight improvement.