if serious, then I don't really know if there's anything I can write you'll want to hear or will be able to understand. (i.e. let go, don't let it get so bad that they get you a restraining order, stop stalking (which is how they see you now, probably), she remembers the bad times and not the happy earlier times and probably thinks you're not really sincere with the contact attempts, "I have NOT gone overboard" + "she has blocked me from..." = for her, you've indeed gone way overboard, etc etc)
Maybe other people will have more constructive replies, not trying to bum you out even more. :-/
― StanM, Friday, 25 June 2010 19:00 (thirteen years ago) link