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I feel bad for Joachim....maybe he isn't a really bad guy....

It is sad that he lied about his connections just to impress me and could tell me the truth;
he had no real money, and no wheels..

Well, Joachim, if you here........
you can take a bus from NYC....
to where I am, I will pick you up....

alot of people don't have cars in nyc...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 19:01 (seventeen years ago) link

btw, greg lake looked really good when his hair was not dyed blond. I like him with the natural colour.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 19:03 (seventeen years ago) link

I AM HE IS

― unfished business, Monday, 19 March 2007 21:11 (seventeen years ago) link

lol..ahahhah, that was a good one...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 21:14 (seventeen years ago) link

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.

― marmotwolof, Monday, 19 March 2007 21:30 (seventeen years ago) link

i want to get off the subject of looks...

Keith Emerson in Emerson Lake and Palmer is phenomenally talented as a pianist, organist, keyboardist, arranger...and accordian player...

the more I watch videos of ELP...the more I am impressed with Keith..
I don't want to insult anyone else in the band..they are all great...

Yet he really is outstanding as a pianist...
his improv abilities and interpretation of things is really cool!!!!!
i don't think he is really gorgeous, nor is he ugly...is o.k looking...
but not everyone has to be gorgeous...just great...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:37 (seventeen years ago) link

Carl was the hottest one in ELP, easily.

― Pashmina, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:43 (seventeen years ago) link

elp on youtube

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:43 (seventeen years ago) link

no doubt, carl is absolutely a fantastic drummer...percussionist...
he is also phenonmenal.
Yet since i play keyboards...keith is the one I fixate on.

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:45 (seventeen years ago) link

carl was this cute, sweet, and sensitive drummer...

nice personality...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:45 (seventeen years ago) link

(but youtube is owned by google!)

― StanM, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:45 (seventeen years ago) link

i also play guitar..and think greg is very talented...
but keith is on a higher level instrumentation wise...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:46 (seventeen years ago) link

who cares who owns google, I am interested in music...not who is who...

― marissa, Monday, 19 March 2007 23:48 (seventeen years ago) link

i also have been listening to several female virtuosos and composers....

two are awesome guitarist and virtuosos....
and some of the others play world instruments....

I don't just listen to men, but since this seems like a boys club...I don't want to upset you by letting you hear women who are phenomenal...since you are asking me about baby voices and women who are not serious musicians....

I am not just into the commerical world, yet I get some good things out of it if I can.
Mostly I listen to obscure people....

I actually go out of my way to support female composers, arrangers, singers..and instrumentalist of the rarist kind....

The commerical world doesn't really promote women as serious artists....

but that doesn't stop me from being supportive of women that are incredible...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 00:22 (seventeen years ago) link

actually I think that men like joachim find women to make their bed and women who are not very ambitious...and people who never end up being much in life...except telling men how great they are....

Most men are into MEN......

and they talk incessantly about men's accomplishments and only interested in ONE SIDED relationships with women....
where the woman makes the man's bed...cooks...and doesn't threaten his ego by becoming too much more successful then he is.....

especially in the brain area....

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 00:26 (seventeen years ago) link

joachim, i won the lottery ...literally, isn't that great?

I offer you 3 million dollars to come to my house in upstate ny....

then I will give the other 7 million to marry me.....

since this is the only way to excite people in NYC>>....

and I will become famous and give you all my worldly goods and possessions.....

wait on you hand and foot.....
and make you my king......

I will make your bed, cook all your meals...polish your shoes...sew your buttons...and give you a house, mansion, nice car...and 10 million dollars....
I am not ugly...
so maybe you might be interested,
you can email me...

freakvox@yahoo.com

If you are there...this is serious...you can inherit millions...

I will give you a blindfold if you don't want to look at m.e

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 01:03 (seventeen years ago) link

hi joachim,
take me as I am...

you wrote all this poetry...in the village voice,
and it started there....
didn't it?
I suspected this...from the beginning.
if greg was young, i would pick you....
he is not my type....

then the poetry on this board..was astoundingly beautiful...
how could i forget it?
do I meet men like you everyday?
Maybe you didn't masturbate on the phone, but you screamed...
maybe you were drunk....
but thankyou for the compliment...
glad you loved my voice.

your poetry is beautiful, you are so talented...
yet my heart is callous, pained...one-sided love...
i give and you just play...
you play and play....
anything real?

you are madly in love with me..and can only hint at who you are...
yet, I know in my heart, who you are....
and I sense your motivations...
that smelly, urine filled ferry terminal brought beautiful things into my life...
you, a poetic man...
a strikingly gorgeous man...
it was even better up close...

I felt as if i knew you forever...you made me feel so comfortable...
I felt that we could be great friends..
our love was one-sided...
i let you know it is me...and only leaving me guessing.
if status will get me what I want, then i will become famous to get you in my bed....
i will go out and work day and night to get money, to gain status...
all to get you in my bed.
if it will get you in my bed...
i will tell you that I won the lottery.

but I do live well, that is not a lie...i was not doing well a couple years ago...
I do hope you meant the words you said, as you gave your wife second best...
and I am your wife...
kisses...marissa

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 06:17 (seventeen years ago) link

I can see that on the 'poetry on the tube' panels on the London Underground trains...

― Mark G, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 11:49 (seventeen years ago) link

good morning mark...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 13:25 (seventeen years ago) link

Hi

Did you get any further with that track "away" ?

or "the dark instrumental" as it was...

― Mark G, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 13:32 (seventeen years ago) link

i wonder if this is blount

― unfished business, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 13:42 (seventeen years ago) link

I haven't really followed this whole thing, so I'm a bit in the dark... who is Joachim, and why does he deserve this level of... how do I phrase this... ~~obsessive stalking~~ focused interest?

― DougD, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 13:45 (seventeen years ago) link

the scorpio is a love, lust and passion machine..
they are an obsessive and emotion sign....

I am libra/scorpio...

before I realized that I was a cusp sign...
i didn't believe in the zodiac...

now I do...
I have a hyper-libido...
and my librian side is into beauty, aesthetcs and romance....
If you read about scorpios ..they are rather intense people..

He is a poet.....

Joachim is Bill Shakespeare, and better....

He is a genius...
and i am not better then Joachim...i just said that because I was upset...

and mark, yes, I have worked on that piece alot...
but right now, I have been sick for a few days...and not feeling well...so my work is not going well...but tomorrow i am sure I will be back to norma...as I am feeling better....

ACV apple cider vinegar is helping the ailment...
it brings the body into a state of low alkaline..
and it purifies the blood...cures many things...

everything is going well.....
peace to you all....

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 13:55 (seventeen years ago) link

I can not stalk him from where I live, which is five hours from his home.

I do not call him...

I have been into my music for a year and a half..recording....
and I should attended to this before...because now i could have lost him forever.

Joachim wrote all this passionate poetry here..and left clues within the context that he was the person who wrote it....

I met Joachim a few years back in nyc, while i was living there....
he was very interested in me....
and he too was obsessed...with my website....

maybe he is a scorpio....

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 13:58 (seventeen years ago) link

You are a Capricorn, I believe...

― Mark G, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 14:09 (seventeen years ago) link

marissa,

talking to a bunch of assholes like us on the internet isn't the best form of therapy. go see a professional. this is me being serious on this thread for once, okay?

and i like king crimson, i meant that too.

― M@tt He1ges0n, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 14:24 (seventeen years ago) link

Joachim wrote me all the shakespearean poetry on here......

he was on my site morning noon and night back in nyc....

he was following me around....

I am a beautiful woman....

and he is a beautiful man....

we loved each other...
yet something was wrong with HIM>.....not me.

Nothing is wrong with me mentally.

there is something wrong with Joachim and something very wrong with you Matt.

You are insane...
that is why I don't care about your opinion.

I am here for one person...
Joachim.

He had some problems....
but I leaving these messages.....because he went out of way to write the most beautiful poetry I have ever written on this board to me...
he wrote it....

remember Bill Shakespeare on here...
that was him...

he was madly in love with me....
saying it over and over again.

you can make judgements all you want about people....

you are boring people...nothing to talk about except to insult people and just talk like the usual boring stuff...

I am not interested in speaking to any of you really.....

so go away matt...go away all of you.

you are jealsou that I love Joachim....and don't give a damn about speaking to any of you.

I think he was Native of Nyc and came on here.....

this is all very crypic for people who don't know Joachim or myself...

you are outsiders...
you don't know me enough to say I need professional help...

anyway,
I am a very accepting person...and open-minded....

don't care what people think.....

also someone else came back here and said they were Leave the Capital...

so Joachim, if you are here....
are you going to leave NYC?

or will you never see my again.

If so, I have some other people I can get to know....

not on this board...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 14:52 (seventeen years ago) link

Matt, you need professional help...

you are as sick as a dog....

I can tell...

please stop talking to me, can't you see I am not here to speak to you

I am a beautiful woman, in love with a gorgeous man...

a ten on the scale of one to ten...

YOu are not a ten....not even in words or deeds...

Joachim was a very romantic man.....

the first night I met him, he said that I was radiant....

and he was an exceptional man in reality....

He was an exceptionally sweet and sensitive man....

worth making a fool of myself for...

He wasn't just some guy.....

Joachim had some problems...

he told me that his parents had cancer....
and that he was taking care of them.....

he had some serious problems...and I don't know if the story was true....
but Joachim was suffereing from serious depression....and was not contacting me normally....
but he did contact. me....more then once of a few years.....

I am ten....you know why.....

I a true lover.....

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 14:57 (seventeen years ago) link

Thanks, Matt.

― Pye Poudre, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 15:12 (seventeen years ago) link

I was not here to speak to any of you, just here leaving messages for Joachim.

Aka Bill Shakespeare.....the most romantic and loving man in the world....

the reason i know that Joachim wrote all this poetry, was the clues within the text.....

only i would know this....

you would not...

do you remember Bill Shakespeare on here?

He left endless romantic poetry here for me......

he wasn't talking about king crimson.....

I have actually never had a guy write this kind of poetry to me in my whole life....

When I first laid eyes on Joachim....
he was staring at me, when I wasn't looking....caught him....
and followed me upstairs to the balcony on the manhattan ferry side....

Something came over us..that evening....

it didn't end there.....
In the Village Voice i started to suspect that he might be leaving romantic poetry for me...

because it fit in to what was happening with me and him...
yet, I am more sure that Bill Shakespeare on here...was in fact Joachim.....

He was madly in love with me...and wanted me soon.....i printed out this poetry...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 15:19 (seventeen years ago) link

i am not writing well, because I had four hour sleep.....

Joachim was also always reading hard copy books....
he was very literary...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 15:21 (seventeen years ago) link

http://www.sporting-heroes.net/files_football/JOACHIM_Julian_19940206_SF_L.jpg

― unfished business, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 15:38 (seventeen years ago) link

I am not coming here any longer...for good this time.

if you want to email me joachim, I will give you my phone number....

if not that is fine....
a guitist friend of mine just asked me to meet him in chicago...but i couldn't make it....

\I am still meeting different musicians....

I am sure I will find a man to love me.

Good luck with your life Joachim and thanks for the gorgesous poetry....

I wish I could thank you with a big kiss.

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 18:52 (seventeen years ago) link

I meant guitarist...i can spell..

freakvox@yahoo.com

email me if you want sweety..

I was madly in love with your persona...your beauty, grace and poetry....

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 18:53 (seventeen years ago) link

I don't want to mention his name...but I leave you with an answer....

A man who has writing me off and on for a few years...is more talented then Bela Fleck...yet isn't interested in commerical fame...
he is interested in aesthetics...

He is famous in his genre....yet happy to create beauty...
and is not obsessed with money. He is not a phony....

He invited me to his festival in Chicago...their band was the highlight of the festival...with another band...
the big show...on Saturday...
their band is exceptional....fantastic if you value beauty....

The reason he has been writing me...and perhaps Joachim has not...
I am not sure...
but I know this multi instrumentalist/vocalist is a man who is mature in his mind, and interested in beauty and culture...
He puts on no airs or very little...
He called me beautiful, sexy and talented, numbers of times through email and through the phone....
he is european...French....
He is not over-taken with emotions as the libra/scorpio...he is a virgo....

I did go on with my life, because I see very little hope involving you Joachim.
You are too distant, too cryptic...

This other man, has said that he wants to meet more then once...
he is exceptionally gifted...and famous in world music....

Now Bela is not more talented then this man....

just because someone is more famous, doesn't make them more talented...

I also think this man is more intelligent...

I also think you Joachim are very intelligent and don't know much about your talents or about you...
yet it seems that you are also gifted....
I wish you luck in your life, and if you are married now, I wish you all the happiness in the world....
she is a lucky woman...

This man that I talk to from France is doing something with his life...he is not mean, haughty, and conceited....
yet his music is superior to all the people I mentioned who are pumping themselves up with hype....

Beauty is what I consider talent....aesthetics..not just jamming out..and rocking out...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 21:20 (seventeen years ago) link

Marissa, we should get a drink or something. You doing anything tonight?

― forksclovetofu, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 21:29 (seventeen years ago) link

You guys can jam out.

― BIG HOOS aka the steendriver, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 21:51 (seventeen years ago) link

you live in manhattan...

and if you like abigail washburn's music alot, then i probably nothing in common with you....

but that is o.k...some people have different tastes....

i wouldn't want to meet guy who doesn't really have similar tastes in music to myself...

everyone has different tastes.

I don't think that my taste is mainstream....

Joachim is probably a very maintream guy and why we didn't really connect....
his thinking is probably very mainstream...

and since I am not mainstream, and that is the way my mind operates....we will never meet again most likely...but I am God, I can't say for sure...

but John if that is your name....
you live very very very far from me....

I am sure there are many women close to your home that would love you...

I had four hour sleep last evening..and don't feel like going out...
hopefully tomorrow I am continue with my work...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:15 (seventeen years ago) link

what gracefulness, beauty, aesthetics...

what elegant women...ahahhahah

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:24 (seventeen years ago) link

there's something truly hilarious about the second of those rugby photos, and I think it may have something to do with the lady on the right.

― unfished business, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:35 (seventeen years ago) link

not interesting.

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:38 (seventeen years ago) link

i think I am over Joachim....
we will never see each other again, and that is o.k....

God has a plan.....
and Joachim is not meant to be with me...it appears this way.....

I can accept the will of the good God.

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:40 (seventeen years ago) link

whereas you, darling, have a captive audience of ones entranced with this unfolding tale of passion and unrequital

― unfished business, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:46 (seventeen years ago) link

this is surely one of the finest non-seward image-bombs on ILX

― unfished business, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:49 (seventeen years ago) link

OMG @ censored haka

― unfished business, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 22:52 (seventeen years ago) link

forksclove is joachim

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 23:04 (seventeen years ago) link

forksclovetofu is joachim, and joachim is losing his ability to fight me off?
correct?
lol

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 23:05 (seventeen years ago) link

joachim's penis is at the forefront of his mind right now, and most likely Forksclovetofu is Joachim...from NYC.....

and he is breaking down....I think so...

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 23:06 (seventeen years ago) link

mmmmmmmmm,
maybe I am correct. The answer to you joachim, if you are forksclovetofu....

is yes....
but not tonight...
I am really feeling sick....i had four hour sleep...

but another night soon, would be great...we can sip wine and grape juice under the stars...
and under the moon....

― marissa, Tuesday, 20 March 2007 23:42 (seventeen years ago) link

awesome, let's go sip some grape juice.
I have a pass from my girlfriend where you're concerned, so it's all good.

― forksclovetofu, Wednesday, 21 March 2007 04:43 (seventeen years ago) link

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