Hommophobia inna dancehall style...

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the moment when i knew i had gone too far in my blind-eye enjoyment of popular music was when i was bopping along to the horsepower remix of "log on" and nancy - who hardly knows anything about dancehall - sez "this is about fag bashing, isn't it?" i didn't know quite how to wriggle out of that one.

jess (dubplatestyle), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:33 (twenty years ago) link

Dan - don't dare call me racist, because I assure you I'm not, and that was a surprisingly crass shot coming from you, I thought.

I just simply can't get my head round black homophobia - it's a bizarre concept to me. Homophobia in general.... but black homophobia?

Please direct me to a post where I've been racist, I'd be interested. If you can't, as I said, don't you dare imply or make untrrue suggestions on a public forum.

Thank you.

John - it's hardly for me, and certainly not for you, to justify the English language, its origins or its strengths and weaknesses - I'm speaking for MYSELF. What I believe and think, not from an irrelevant historical angle - are we all not on here to give our own personal versions/feelings regarding things? Do you honestly not think, as Stevem says (a poster I respect for being able to actually say what he genuinely thinks without fear of being accused of 'trolling' or 'racism' or general political incorrectness by the high and mighty moral highground who seem to inhabit this site), that the constant 'you know worrimean' and 'aiights' make the speaker sound dumb? Honestly? I'm being honest here - it makes my skin crawl. And when I listen to someone speaking like this, I switch off.

And Robin - who asked you? And more's the point - you are? I defend my stance as I wish. I write a post the length and way I care to - I for one skip long overblown theoretical posts as I find them horribly preachy and boring, I'm afraid and I don't have time to get through them. So back off. OK?

russ t, Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:35 (twenty years ago) link

But it's an interesting comment on Haitian [and perhaps West Indian in general?] culture that a performer can successfully isolate a practice like cross-dressing from intimations of homosexuality.)

But we've had a pantomime / carnival tradition of cross dressing in European culture for at least 7 or 8 hundred years. May be much older.

phil jones (interstar), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:36 (twenty years ago) link

what's funny is that college folks would play whitehouse and similar stuff on the air and i'm not so sure they got a "talking to." i think it was the idea that children were listening to the reggae show that made us make an issue of it. although to this day i'm not entirely sure *who* listened to that show. it served the djs' interests (obv) to suggest it was the whole of the west indian community in the hartford area, but i wonder.

russ if you're not trolling it speaks poorly of your intelligence.

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:37 (twenty years ago) link

right phil! that's what i was alluding to, that the practice of crossdressing isn't tied to homosexuality as it might be in the u.s.

micky's gags about his cross-dressing and his overall style are mind-boggling. it totally confuses all notions of good taste and good music. everyone should check him out. i wish i could find jpegs of his album covers, they're the best (worst).

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:39 (twenty years ago) link

John - it's hardly for me, and certainly not for you, to justify the English language, its origins or its strengths and weaknesses - I'm speaking for MYSELF.

Russ, linguistics aren't terribly subjective. You can believe, if you want, that English isn't what is actually is. You are free to eat celery and claim that it's mutton. But it's still celery. It is, in fact, for me, and anybody else who knows the verifiable historical facts of the matter, to discuss the origins, strengths, weaknesses, and myriad wonders of the English language. "Speaking for MYSELF" is fine until you go asserting that there's something innately "pure" about "proper English." Then you're just wrong, and anybody who tells you so is justified in doing so. Unless you want to say something like "Look, I've always said two and two were five, and it's not for you to tell me they're four!"

Your "switching off" is a response which you should examine more closely than you do. That's really all I'm saying. Because your reasons for switching off don't stand up well to scrutiny.

J0hn Darn1elle (J0hn Darn1elle), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:44 (twenty years ago) link

Are rap shout-outs more inane than "ooh"s and "aah"s of other pop music, or banal lyrics in rock?

no they are not, 9 times out of 10 its all tiresome, cliched drivel. and rarely is it as effective or useful as its phatic tendencies would suggest either.

stevem (blueski), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:46 (twenty years ago) link

"I for one skip long overblown theoretical posts as I find them horribly preachy and boring,"

russ,it was in direct response to a point you were making!
not only that,but it was concise and clearly written in the queens english

making a point and then refusing to listen to a response is incredibly ignorant,especially if you then continue arguing without even having the good grace to read the post someone else has gone to the trouble of typing for your benefit

robin (robin), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:46 (twenty years ago) link

from OED:

patois: a. Properly, a dialect (esp. in France or French Switzerland) spoken by the common people in a particular district, and differing materially from the literary language. In England, sometimes used loosely as a contemptuous designation for a provincial dialect or form of speech.
French scholars distinguish dialects as the particular forms presented by a language in different regions, so long as there does not exist a common written language. When a common language has become established as the medium of general literature, the dialects lose their literary standing and become patois.

pidgin: . A language as spoken in a simplified or altered form by non-natives, spec. as a means of communication between people not sharing a common language. Freq. attrib. or in Comb. Also fig. [This might handily be called "bastardized" without offending anyone.]

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:48 (twenty years ago) link

and for good measure:

dialect: One of the subordinate forms or varieties of a language arising from local peculiarities of vocabulary, pronunciation, and idiom. (In relation to modern languages usually spec. A variety of speech differing from the standard or literary ‘language’; a provincial method of speech, as in ‘speakers of dialect’.) Also in a wider sense applied to a particular language in its relation to the family of languages to which it belongs.

so no, Jamaican English is not a language by commonly-accepted meanings of that term. but neither is it "bastardized" or "invalid."

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:50 (twenty years ago) link

can someone tell me the difference between a patois & a creole again?

s1utsky (slutsky), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:57 (twenty years ago) link

and rarely is it as effective or useful as its phatic tendencies would suggest either.

Stevem : I wonder. I think we all get off a bit on the sense of being "down with the kids / street" from listening to music like UKG or even pop. That's part of it's popularity. It's a bit vicarious, not something we're particularly proud of, but I think it's implausible to saw it isn't part of the mixture for why we dig this kind of stuff. (Look at Simon Reynolds on the "Drive wid' us" theme in UKG)

Now I wonder whether this scene setting isn't an essential part of what attracts us. A lot of people complain when their "street" music seems to get "arty" or "middle class". Explanations given are usually that it's become all about style or technique, or that it's stopped being sexual / about dancing and the body.

But I wonder if one of the problems is that it's also lost this phatic call to community. Suddenly, the "inane" shout outs are gone, replaced usually by abstract music rather than more profound lyrics. It feels displaced, lacking in community, empty.

phil jones (interstar), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:58 (twenty years ago) link

my understanding has always been that creole is 2nd-generation pidgin--ie that pidgins are not technically "real" languages but a convenient way for people of different linguistic origins to communicate--and that when they have kids, the kids' UG centres kick in & solidify it as a real language--a creole.

s1utsky (slutsky), Thursday, 3 July 2003 14:58 (twenty years ago) link

i believe a creole has a written component. it also implies a hybrid, as opposed to a modification.

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 15:04 (twenty years ago) link

hybrid, right--though I'm not sure if the written component is really a factor.

s1utsky (slutsky), Thursday, 3 July 2003 15:06 (twenty years ago) link

hm well the taxonomy of language is the most interesting subject ever.

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 15:07 (twenty years ago) link

my understanding has always been that creole is 2nd-generation pidgin--ie that pidgins are not technically "real" languages but a convenient way for people of different linguistic origins to communicate--and that when they have kids, the kids' UG centres kick in & solidify it as a real language--a creole.

That's my understanding too. I also think Jamaican has creole like components. When for example a grammatical mistake (such as in the difference between I and me) becomes grammatically correct in this variant.

Also, I heard that reggae Jamaican incorporates a lot of a particular kind of slang, similar to backslang or dog latin, deliberately to make the speech more obscure. Some words are broken up and other words are inserted into the middle. (Bit like saying unbefuckinglievable)

Maybe this kind of slang transformation can become part of the grammatical structure of the language in Creole too.



phil jones (interstar), Thursday, 3 July 2003 15:28 (twenty years ago) link

"wot them wa do"

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 16:27 (twenty years ago) link

Dan - don't dare call me racist

Would you prefer "xenophobic twat"?

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Thursday, 3 July 2003 16:41 (twenty years ago) link

there has to be a dancehall Wigglesworth out there.

g--ff c-nn-n (gcannon), Thursday, 3 July 2003 17:00 (twenty years ago) link

(I'm sorry, that was really uncalled for.)

Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Thursday, 3 July 2003 17:05 (twenty years ago) link

phil: Strange--I find that dancehall performers are enunciating like crazy. They pronounce every bloody syllable--I think the stuff you are referring to is simply Jamaican slang. I can totally understand what folks like Capleton and Bounty Killer are saying when they're on the mic, but when patois is spoken conversationally it's so fast and mumbled that it's really difficult to catch on to.

As for this debate between pidgin, creole, and patois, I think what's important (specifically to Jamaica--I don't claim to have tons of knowledge about any other creole) is to recognize that just because a language has a written set of rules doesn't mean it is superior. Jamaican Patois (Creole and patois being near synonyms) IS a language. It's grammatical structure happens to be closer to some African languages (it's hard to trace back--we are talking about a history of slavery and slave masters didn't really seem to care where they were procuring their slaves). Just because its surface morphology and phronology seem to reflect a "slang" or "dialect" version of English doesn't eliminate the fact that its has a grammatical and syntactical structure of its own.

As Professor Braithwaite at UWI wrote, Jamaican Patois (or, more properly, Jamaican) should be considered a "nation-language." Yes, there are similarities between English and Jamaican, just like there are similarities between, say, German and Yiddish (would you like to argue that Yiddish isn't a real language too?), but Jamaican does have many of its own linguistic properties and words--such as verbs like "nyam" meaning "to eat" or nouns like "pickney" to mean child.
It is also the source of much pride in Jamaica and hell, I don't care how angry some of you get, but it's bloody upsetting to me to even have to make this argument.

cybele (cybele), Thursday, 3 July 2003 18:41 (twenty years ago) link

Oh--I guess that was another one of my posts where I go on and on and on and on and on........................I'll try to hold myself back next time. Honest!

cybele (cybele), Thursday, 3 July 2003 18:44 (twenty years ago) link

just because a language has a written set of rules doesn't mean it is superior NB the rules are always written after the language exists: they're there not to prescribe, but to describe what's going on - wherefore written sets of grammatical rules aren't actually rules, just detailed accounts of language in action

J0hn Darn1elle (J0hn Darn1elle), Thursday, 3 July 2003 18:48 (twenty years ago) link

exactly.

cybele (cybele), Thursday, 3 July 2003 18:53 (twenty years ago) link

cybele i like it when you go on and on! and on and on.

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 19:01 (twenty years ago) link

ok well perhaps these distinctions are only relevant to linguists but i always figured jamaican patois is *not* a language because it exists in a reciprocal relationship with the king's english which remains the *written* language in jamaica. if it were a full-flung creole (which is a language) it would have a written component.

but of course i agree w/you entirely that this patois is no less "valid" or any such thing than standard american english.

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 19:03 (twenty years ago) link

this is an important distinction, i think, as it ties into debates over "ebonics." there needs to be a space where you can acknowledge the importance and worthiness of black english but also note that the language used for written discourse is almost exclusively standard american english and for this reason it needs to be taught.

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 19:05 (twenty years ago) link

When I went to Jamaica (years ago, I was young), the patois was used as an indentifier. ie Most Jamaicans I met would speak to ME, the tourist, in a perfectly discernible accent, then, the next instant, turn to their friends and speak in a heavy patois in the next breath. Once when this happened, we asked a boy we befriended, about my age (I was about 13, I think), what they were saying. He replied "I don't know EXACTLY, I don't really speak the language, I'm just faking it," which he seemed to do convincingly. Perhaps Cybele could shed some light on this: is this a language learned at a certain age? Do most Jamaicans speak it, even?

Sonny A. (Keiko), Thursday, 3 July 2003 20:00 (twenty years ago) link

Linguistically speaking, terms like language, dialect, patois, and to some extent creole are arbitrary divisions of the language spectrum that only have real meaning in a specific context, speaking about specific groups of speakers who are related in some way. So if you're talking about the West Indies, Northern Europe, or Papua New Guinea, all these terms are going to have different definitions. Pidgin on the other hand does have a relatively general definition, given above. I've never seen any linguistic definition of a creole that had any basis in whether or not a written form of the language existed.

Jamaican Patois is in fact a creole. Creoles are languages. Patois isn't broken English any more than English is broken German. Standard English is not a creole, although the majority of its lexicon is from other languages. If this sounds confusing, well, it is. Read "Word on the Street" or "The Power of Babel" by John McWhorter if you want a well-written explanation of how linguists classify languages, dialects, and all that.

Since Black English has been mentioned, it's probably worth pointing out that Black English is not a creole as many people (including the Oakland School Board at one point in time) believe, it's a dialect.

Also, slang and language are very different things. Languages have slang, no languages are slang.

In my professional opinion you can safely ignore anything russ t says about Jamaican Patois or English.

-fh (a linguist)

fortunate hazel (f. hazel), Thursday, 3 July 2003 20:52 (twenty years ago) link

heard! thanks!

amateurist (amateurist), Thursday, 3 July 2003 21:13 (twenty years ago) link

thanks everyone. Cybele, I wasn't implying any criticism of Jamaican. Sorry if you got that impression. The slang thing was something I read somewhere (on the internet - so take with a pinch of salt)

phil jones (interstar), Thursday, 3 July 2003 23:02 (twenty years ago) link

I missed the boat on this thread obv. but I've always been vaguely disturbed by my lack of emotional response to virulent homophobia in dancehall - which, hypothetically, is directed at me, my boyfriend, my friends etc. I'm not an apologist for it, in fact theoretically I'm very disapproving, but I can't register any outrage when Elephant Man says "step on chi-chi man", or even really notice the meaning or gravity of what he's saying as he's saying it.

I guess it might be a case of dancehall sounding so thoroughly exotic to me in all of its elements that I can't easily connect its dramas to the real world, and the bogeymen homosexuals are as unreal and outlandish and cartoonish to me as Elephant Man himself is. This is not a defence of course... I strongly feel that i should be more disturbed than I am.

Tim Finney (Tim Finney), Friday, 4 July 2003 04:15 (twenty years ago) link

I just simply can't get my head round black homophobia - it's a bizarre concept to me. Homophobia in general.... but black homophobia?

Russ why should black homophobia be *more* difficult to "get your head round* than white homophobia? Can you in any way justify this comment other than resorting to hackneyed and hopelessly dimwitted "all oppressed people should unite" arguments? (Yeah, maybe they should but they don't, you know - it just doesn't happen.)
It's true, ethically speaking, this is an incredibly thorny issue for me, as outlined in the pots above, but as someone who won't even recognise the validity of patois, well, you just don't have an awful lot to debate.
And Tim, as ever I can't help but agree with you. Despite being concerned about this issue and making an attempt to understand/rationalise/reconcile my feelings on *any* kind of prejudice with my love of this music, there's something so extreme and *ridiculous* about all the posturing in dancehall that it's just pretty damned difficult to take totally seriously.
Remembering that dancehall is an intensely theatrical and contrived, with deejays taking on the most absurd performance personae etc, makes me think that, to a large degree, these views are merely a front and not to be taken literally. I know this doesn't make it much better, but it does mean that given time they may disappear - however, I wouldn't hold your breath for this.

Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Friday, 4 July 2003 08:53 (twenty years ago) link

incidentally, what is the female take on the matter - did Patra and her ilk ever come out with any anti-gay stuff? homophobia among women is noticeably thin on the ground and seems to barely exist so would be interesting if there WERE examples of this among female MCs/toasters in Jamaica.

stevem (blueski), Friday, 4 July 2003 09:33 (twenty years ago) link

my fave lady cecile (have terrible schoolboy crush one her!) actually disses it in one of her latest records, which is a pretty interesting turn of events. but i seem to remember hearing a track by someone a few years ago (it may have been lady saw or perhaps patra but don't quote me on either) called "no lez"... this = particularly fucking daft, obv

Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Friday, 4 July 2003 09:44 (twenty years ago) link

Dave,
far from being 'hackneyed and totally dimwitted' (are you always as devilishly charming?), I speak on the issue of homophobia as a gay man - so this subject for me is, apparently like for yourself so you say, incredibly emotive and important. I would like to believe that, whatever you think, I have something of relevance to say on this, as I, probably quite unlike yourself, have witnessed homophobia at first hand. Something I don't think you have done, but appear to be able to theorise freely on.
I live in Bristol where there is a huge black community and a huge gay community, and where racist and homophobic hate crime is spiralling out of control. I've lived here for 7 years, and the majority of my friends are either black or mixed race, and some are gay.
Anti gay sentiments, and I speak personally here, are far more prevalent and violent within the Afro Caribbean communities here. I can't tell you how sick and tired I am of hearing 'Batty boy' shouted at the customers leaving bars and clubs in Bristol, many of which are situated near the black communities. And the number of violent attacks on these customers is alarming.
Of course there's homophobia in the white community also, but it seems far more vitriolic and determined in the Afro Caribbean communities here.
Whilst it may sound hippy dippy and naive to wonder why one minority group should not have more sympathy with another minority group than an ordinary Joe Bloggs, I still find it hard to fathom that they appear not to.
I was brought up in a liberal, open family where racism or homophobia was never an issue - I had several gay members in my family and 2 of my cousins married black girls - so to see the marked divides that exist in a city like Bristol, and the violent opposition the black community here has against the gay community is totally alien to me and, yes, I really do find it hard to fathom.
So to be honest, Dave, I can't justify my comment apart from by saying I just don't get it - it's alien to me, and I don't understand why a black man who, throughout his school life, his teenage years, his adult years, has very probably been discriminated against for his colour, can actively discriminate against another on the basis of his sexuality. Am I living in cloud cuckooland to think, ok, hope, that this person would have more sympathy than a white guy who has grown up with probably no more prejudice against him than for the colour of his hair or how rich his parents are - as an analogy, surely someone who is bullied at school doesn't turn into a bully? Or is prejudice like abuse - where the abused very often can turn into the abuser?

russ t, Friday, 4 July 2003 10:23 (twenty years ago) link

russ, your viewpoint is somewhat problematic to people on the other side of the argument in that you are equating sexual orientation with ethnicity. these are vastly different issues and you will have an *extremely* hard time persuading certain people of their similarities and parallels. (i know - i've posited this theory to several dancehall deejays and they weren't having any of it.)
sadly such a "rainbow coalition" idea is the stuff of rose-tinted liberal idealism, and i'm afraid and as much as i'd like to live in world like that, we don't. that's what i mean by "dimwitted and hackneyed". plus when you dismiss an entire culture just coz its language doesn't sound as you believe it should, i'm afraid you lay yourself open to accusations of being a bit daft.
as a side issue i knew you are gay already, so not a bolt out of the blue, but it may surprise you to know that i have witnessed both racism and homophobia at *very* close range, if not first-hand (i don't just hang out with straight, white men all the time you know) and am vehemently opposed to any kind of prejudice against anyone, so do feel quite within my rights to comment on either issue at will.
simply put, though, i think a state of tolerance and understanding can only be achieved by means of *tolerance and understanding* being practise, not by you telling people what it's ok to think/believe and then expecting them to fall in line immediately. these things take time and in order for these things to be broken down, saying you can't get your head round it just doesn't cut it.

Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Friday, 4 July 2003 11:07 (twenty years ago) link

Or is prejudice like abuse - where the abused very often can turn into the abuser?

ding ding ding. The scapegoats (the Hated) find themselves their own scapegoat (Hated). Now they can be the bullies.

Sean M (Sean M), Friday, 4 July 2003 12:12 (twenty years ago) link

I think we all get off a bit on the sense of being "down with the kids / street" from listening to music like UKG or even pop. That's part of it's popularity.

rest assured that we all do not

Snowy Mann (rdmanston), Friday, 4 July 2003 13:00 (twenty years ago) link

i'd just like to say thanks to the people on this thread (particularly cybele), this is a very interesting thread, and i learnt a lot of stuff here.

gareth (gareth), Friday, 4 July 2003 13:11 (twenty years ago) link

russ, i'd also like you to know that i didn't mean to insult you. reading back through these posts, my "dimwitted" comment was pretty out of order. sorry. i should have just said naive and ill-thought. i think your intentions are OK. just guess your comments about language kinda irked me early in the morning (with a blistering hangover). i apologise. besides we're only disagreeing about the means, not the end.

Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Friday, 4 July 2003 13:23 (twenty years ago) link

equating sexual orientation with ethnicity

this all comes down to whether one believes homosexuality is a choice or part of our genes. (i believe the latter) obv the equals argt will never apply, but it becomes less problematic to conflate the two in terms of biology. culturally on the other hand...

disco stu (disco stu), Friday, 4 July 2003 13:53 (twenty years ago) link

Dave-
apologies are mine... you wrote what I thought in the last line. And put it better.

russ t, Friday, 4 July 2003 13:55 (twenty years ago) link

i agree with gareth above, this is an interesting thread. it makes me very sad though. it boggles my mind that religion is both a source of such good and evil around the world.

disco stu (disco stu), Friday, 4 July 2003 14:00 (twenty years ago) link

this all comes down to whether one believes homosexuality is a choice or part of our genes. (i believe the latter) obv the equals argt will never apply, but it becomes less problematic to conflate the two in terms of biology. culturally on the other hand...

i don't really know one way or the other and don't care much as both views have their pros and cons. the bottom line is that if it's genetic or a choice, people should have the right to conduct their lives freely and without discrimination. the notion that homosexuality is a sin, has little to do with the nature/nurture debate, it's more about a changing perceived notions of morality - obv when this morality is as heavily tied to religion as in this instance, you start to encounter serious problems...

Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Friday, 4 July 2003 14:11 (twenty years ago) link

i completely agree with you. i think if a genetic link exists that may make it easier to change perceived notions of morality. history is a curse.

disco stu (disco stu), Friday, 4 July 2003 15:07 (twenty years ago) link

I'd love to think things would change if a genetic link was found a proven.... but I think attitudes to homosexuality are so deep felt and ingrained, it'd take generations to change attitudes.

I do think, though, that the huge rise in clubs/drugs have done a great deal in building bridges between the straight and gay communities.... there's a lot more people who would never have set foot in a gay club or spoken to a gay person before now regul,ars in many clubs I go to - drawn there by the great music and the hassle free atmosphere. And that's a good thing.

russ t, Friday, 4 July 2003 15:19 (twenty years ago) link

. i think if a genetic link exists that may make it easier to change perceived notions of morality. history is a curse.

in this instance i think it would make comparatively little difference. but this whole issue is all about people judging one another and who is right/whi is wrong? i just find it horrendously condescending that people have kneejerk "homophobia = evil = end of debate" reactions when there is so much inetresting stuff to be discussed here: music, sociology, theology, history etc... that's why i love dancehall - for all its limitations, it's an incredibly rich vein to mine if you're of a mind to.

Dave Stelfox (Dave Stelfox), Friday, 4 July 2003 15:31 (twenty years ago) link

russ...I see what you mean. It is terrifically upsetting to experience homophobia of this nature. I walked out of a Sizzla show because I was so upset by the lyrical content.

I think and inclusive society must also be a society in which there is time and space for reflection. When you think about the artificial divisions different groups construct between themselves and others, they really seem arbitrary and ridiculous. Where I live, in Montreal, I have the time and space to think about issues and to evaluate my positions and outlook regarding religion, race, homosexuality, feminism, etc. When I lived in Kingston, I found that a lot of this time and space was taken up by maintaining my level of personal safety. One particularly difficult day, after having been yealled at by dozens of people on the street (I was walking from a church to a bus stop), I called a friend and tried to explain just how hard it was for me to be in Kingston. Waking up every day I knew I'd be in for a challenge...I'd psych myself up if I wanted to go and buy a paper or if I had to leave campus.

One of my dread friends there talked to me about how much he wished he could sit down and write about his experiences. I said "Why not?" to which he responded "There's too much noise in my community." Read: I can't sleep because of shootings, I have to bleech (Jamaican for staying up late in order to make sure nothing out of order happens) all night, I have to make money to eke by, there is no time. Ghetto youth and dancehall performers talk often about how they feel "under pressure" (think Super Cat's wicked mid eighties tune). The pressure one feels in a garrison community (like Hope Tavern, August Town, Hermitage, Trenchtown, Seaview Gardens Grant's Pen, Waterhouse, Southside....i.e. the majority of communities in Kingston) removes the time and spcae necessary for reflective thought. Hell, when I first came back I had to keep reminding myself that I didn't have to feel uncomfortable walking around my parent's rural community. Fundamentalist belief and faith is, to me, a reaction to the intense pressure many Kingstonians find themselves under. It provides a sense of comfort and safety...perhaps the way to eliminate homophobia in dancehall (and in Jamaica--and perhaps other southern developing nations) is to slam liberal economic policies--the forces of globalization that have led to the incredible poverty and desperation in so many areas around the world.

cybele (cybele), Friday, 4 July 2003 15:38 (twenty years ago) link


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