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thread of mumbling to myself. you can play too.

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:08 (2 years ago) Permalink

Playlist, shuffled

Popol Vuh - Hosianna Mantra
Actress - Splazsh
Paysage d'Hiver - Kristall & Isa
v/a - Mystic Records Presents We Got Power - Party or Go Home
Alva Noto - Xerrox Vol. 2
Debris - Static Disposal
Pere Ubu - The Modern Dance
Pussy Galore - Exile on Main Street
Decayes - Not Yet!
Ulver - Nattens Madrigal
Edgar Varèse - noise interpolations from "Déserts"
Orbital - Brown Album
The Fall - Escape Route from the Wonderful and Frightening World of
John Beltran - Earth and Nightfall
Celtic Frost - To Mega Therion
Expo '70 - Animism & Black Ohms

add zoloft and low-grade hangover, play freecell, lean back, stir

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:19 (2 years ago) Permalink

freecell is fucking tedious tbh.

spent a lot of time this week watching young people going about their business, wondered why the fuck they were bothering for the most part. humans' sense of a worthwhile life/survival is pretty fucking tedious tbh.

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:21 (2 years ago) Permalink

i mean we are ape-y and not much imbued with magic or wonder

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:22 (2 years ago) Permalink

have been semi-inclined to go to Beverley and get properly drunk and lost today, out of spite and dickishness really, but this feels like a more satisfactory and less damaging way of getting some of that out of my system. damn i love a temporary solution tho. temporary dissolution.

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:24 (2 years ago) Permalink

okay, "Remind" is proper classic. lolstalgia. here is a notable story from the annals of Hull history

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article145635.ece

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:26 (2 years ago) Permalink

the other weekend we decided there should be a giant animatronic goat-fucker alongside the railway line just before the station, with a neon "Welcome to Hull" sign over it

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:27 (2 years ago) Permalink

i missed the last d off of "Edgard", I know

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:28 (2 years ago) Permalink

lolstalgia. jaysus

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:40 (2 years ago) Permalink

in the service of full disclosure, obv. there's not much more ridiculous than middle age, but youth is probly one of the things

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:41 (2 years ago) Permalink

so in love with the decent past but this picture could've been took anytime, really

city lost to time, city that fell from grace with the sea

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:45 (2 years ago) Permalink

oh Hessle Road

half fucked now but still classic

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:47 (2 years ago) Permalink

best band ever btw

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:48 (2 years ago) Permalink

http://bill.terebenthine.free.fr/images/spiders_from_mars.jpg

This is the 2nd best band from Hull ever. They were still Quite Good.

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:55 (2 years ago) Permalink

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 11:55 (2 years ago) Permalink

man this tension between wanting to escape and knowing i won't escape very far, tawdriness in advance, wanting a pub with chet baker on the jukey or at the least Stock Aitken and Watermang's "SS Paparazzi" - lolstalgia again tho - can't even get a pint of Double Diamond anywhere now, not sure they still brew it - or that i want it tbh

not sure how much of this is the medicine flexing its muscles either but

not cut out for another 5 - 50 years of this really and pondering whether maintaining a facade of functional dignity is doing anybody any favours when i shd be beatniking it out in the wilds of this hilarious city

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:01 (2 years ago) Permalink

Allegedly - tho you know history and publicity make bitch liars and memory is quite rewriteable - this is where we started to win the Civil War. Charles was keen on coming into the city and securing the arsenal and the docks but local capitalist plutocrat guys got together in this pub and told the mayor to lock the gates and tell him to get tae fuck. which he did, against his will. this pub is really cosy and still pub-esque, which y'know is an increasingly rare fucking commodity in the 2K10s. also where i heard some dude being accused of being "racist against gays".

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:07 (2 years ago) Permalink

Pubs I have loved: the Piper, the Gardener's, Hockneys when it were old and working man's clubbish, the Golden Ball, the Engineers, the Mint, the Black Boy, the Olde White Hart, the Schnapps Bar, the Empress, the Star of the West RIP you were a beautiful dump, the Station, the Turnpike and that stupid sports bar at the back where I watched us win the play-offs and got so splattered by half time I didn't remember a fucking thing about it, also where I watched Eubank fuck up Watson but missed the fatal punch and said something unfortunate about him not getting tagged that hard

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:14 (2 years ago) Permalink

interrupted because our joel just texted to inform me that a pet shop in town is selling bird food labelled "6 fat balls for wild birds"

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:14 (2 years ago) Permalink

and I KNOW HOW IT FEELS

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:15 (2 years ago) Permalink

http://www.eyorks.com/hullpub/

this virtual pub crawl is kinda sick-making with lolstalgia. the probable siberian wind knifing ice-sleet into yr face is doing a good job of keeping my safe in the house tho. am gonna cheat and make myself a little sump'n sump'n now to tilt the balance. might as well be hung for a whole pen full of sheep etc

Elmer Fuiud (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:17 (2 years ago) Permalink

honest to god there used to be a fishing tackle shop on Anlaby Rd called "Master Baits"

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:18 (2 years ago) Permalink

ginger beer, is there anything you don't mix with?

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:21 (2 years ago) Permalink

one can't help but feel that social evolution is something of a pig in that it discards all use for male libido about 30 fucking years before yr male does

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:23 (2 years ago) Permalink

NON-ALIGNMENT PACT YES BANG ON TIME

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:24 (2 years ago) Permalink

am looping that fucker

don't know when i, when i'll be conte-eh-eh-ent btw

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:27 (2 years ago) Permalink

really tho motivation is a funny thing. i dunno that aristotle was right about the unexamined life not being worth living but fuck i seem to see a lot of unexamination going down. ruminants. being a ruminant is plenty cool if you like cud tho. absolutely don't despise peoples alignments with themselves, just am wickedly out of sync and not getting how to get my groove "back" ha like it's been there since what 10? 5? seem to remember being reasonable centred playing army on the grass square at the top of our street but even then i was more of a cloud watcher rilly.

you reach this point when you think "man i am all ego self-centred aspie not good for people observer only bollocks" and that's a thing that you can be, one doesn't like to think it about yourself but we aren't all cut out for being productive and reasonable and loveable guys really

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:32 (2 years ago) Permalink

ginger ale not great with sambuca fwiw

Achillean Heel (darraghmac), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:33 (2 years ago) Permalink

got no real issues with the rest

Achillean Heel (darraghmac), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:34 (2 years ago) Permalink

yeah that seems true, wdn't mix sambuca tho tbh. ginger beer, not ale. I like ginger ale but it's a pretty low key mixer? have an unopened bottle that i might bring into play when the ginger beer runs out unless mrs v comes home and slaps me upside my head

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:34 (2 years ago) Permalink

which wd be a dece excuse tbh

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:35 (2 years ago) Permalink

we should totally go out on the lash, darragh, it would be most excellent times imo

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:35 (2 years ago) Permalink

no issues with that either, but no aristotle pls

Achillean Heel (darraghmac), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:38 (2 years ago) Permalink

i don't do aristotle in the pub, or anywhere else really, dude was shit

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:38 (2 years ago) Permalink

most tedious fucking philosopher ever award or maybe leibniz or that twat brother of Henery James's's

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:39 (2 years ago) Permalink

i forgot the old fake irish bar appendage to the mainbrace in my list of much loved pubs, and the mainbrace itself, spent a glorious new years eve in there one time off my swede on mushrooms thinking i'd got a glowing sign on my head saying "this dude's on mushrooms"

i miss hallucinogens

booze is a ready, loving, companiable buddy for ALL TIME tho

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:40 (2 years ago) Permalink

it was all-encompassing dismissal of discussion of all higher modes of though tbh

For drinking purposes, that is. Time and a place, time and a place

Achillean Heel (darraghmac), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:41 (2 years ago) Permalink

exackly

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:41 (2 years ago) Permalink

sport and giant animatronic goat-fucker tableaux are ideal pub convos tbh

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:42 (2 years ago) Permalink

don't even take my "oh pity poor me i is so sad" face to the boozer, it is NOT THE PLACE

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:42 (2 years ago) Permalink

i wouldnt trust booze with my money or missus but i'll go drinking with him alright.

Achillean Heel (darraghmac), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:42 (2 years ago) Permalink

not that i is so sad, i am kinda focused and edgy and probly not real level-headed but sadness is sort of not there except an impending "i like where this relationship is going" gif sadness and wondering hmmm can i keep up a veneer of not-great for another 10 years or so until the kids are all safely launched

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:44 (2 years ago) Permalink

goat fucker convo def has icebreaker value

Achillean Heel (darraghmac), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:44 (2 years ago) Permalink

he is an hull legend. shd definitely feature in the publicity blurb imo, also he is one of those dudes where everybody you meet knows somebody who knows him

but this is like the biggest village in the world so

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:46 (2 years ago) Permalink

six degrees of separation in hull = about 3

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:46 (2 years ago) Permalink

fond memories of P4ul H34ton allegedly fending off Poll Tax bailiffs with an air rifle from his Grafton Street mansion

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:47 (2 years ago) Permalink

our civic anthem

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:47 (2 years ago) Permalink

reckon a goatfucker or similar on the sound bridge would put achill on the map

Ok, on phone, in body lotion section of an actual irl fancy dept store, and my full attn is required. Continue at yr own pace will check validity of the remainder of thread later

Achillean Heel (darraghmac), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:48 (2 years ago) Permalink

suddenly I have Depeche Mode's "Just Can't Get Enough" with the lyric changed to "Just Can't Get It Up" stuck in my head as a good idea for a Weird Al song

fat balls for wild birds (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:49 (2 years ago) Permalink

am not even dressed yet but gotta admit the water on the windows did inspire a bit of "oh sweet (not)..." earlier. mostly just glad to be the not at work though evne if this afternoon fails in my quest to do anything productive 4th week running.

lucky I have the new Radiohead album to listen to, high spirits ahead!

side splitting genital based username (fndgo), Saturday, 19 February 2011 12:49 (2 years ago) Permalink

i published it here :)

we're up all night to get relegated (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 30 April 2013 09:09 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

beautiful tbh

Airwrecka Bliptrap Blapmantis (ENBB), Tuesday, 30 April 2013 14:36 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

yeah, that's the word

controversial vegan pregnancy (contenderizer), Tuesday, 30 April 2013 18:53 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

you're all far too effing kind. i like to try and map out those oblique bits of life, the nonsensical, the loser moments, into words. cos maybe the ephemera is the thing we all have most in common. or maybe it makes some sense laid out flat, stuffed and labelled so the next visitor can wonder what kind of misguided civilization came up with them.

ah bollocks if we don't tell each other stories how can we ever know we're in the same tribe?

we're up all night to get relegated (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 30 April 2013 19:26 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

I admire your willingness to share. I silently make various poignant observations, but as a general rule I'm not willing/able to share them with anyone. You're generous! It's nice.

free your spirit pig (La Lechera), Tuesday, 30 April 2013 20:06 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

i am what they call in the trade reinstated :\

2 days into my bender and contemplating a 3rd - which i don't feel physically capable of, yet, so we'll see

and for what? idiot logic. lonely lonely lonely = set sail on the sea of pubs looking for company, that's gonna run in the other direction as you stagger and drool pissed into view. but that hopeless hope fucks with me.

this is the mechanics of how an addiction cons you.

we're up all night to get relegated (Noodle Vague), Friday, 3 May 2013 10:25 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

:(

the norman wisdom of gaffers (darraghmac), Friday, 3 May 2013 10:34 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

tbh there's few things in (my) life better than feeling sozzled and sorry and listening to maudlin tunes, it's the lack of longterm viability that's the big ish

we're up all night to get relegated (Noodle Vague), Friday, 3 May 2013 10:36 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

we're up all night to get relegated (Noodle Vague), Friday, 3 May 2013 10:47 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

dude i can't think of anything positive or supportive to say that isn't despicably banal but all the same you should know that there are folks here that care about you to whatever extent this limited interface allows, and for whatever that might be worth

Roberto Spiralli, Friday, 3 May 2013 12:07 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

thanks dude. at least i'm having the good sense to stay in today. nothing for it but to shrug and climb back on the wagon, really.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDRdCdW_k3A (Noodle Vague), Friday, 3 May 2013 12:29 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

or back in bed. on the third day he rested, after all. and television really is a remarkable thing. spiralli otm.

controversial vegan pregnancy (contenderizer), Friday, 3 May 2013 12:38 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

Do what you can, hit us up and we'll do what we can

the norman wisdom of gaffers (darraghmac), Friday, 3 May 2013 13:51 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

Thinking of you, J. <3

Airwrecka Bliptrap Blapmantis (ENBB), Friday, 3 May 2013 13:55 (3 weeks ago) Permalink

Wolves manager Dean Saunders, following his side's relegation to League One: "Our fans have had three years of pain. I'll be delighted to try and change it for them.

Nilmar Honorato da Silva, Saturday, 4 May 2013 16:22 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

worst effort at rehab ever

Rowdy Rathore (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 18:58 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

Hey

al leong the watchtower (darraghmac), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:04 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

Oh, I'm sorry NV. Hang in there, we are thinking of you. That sounds so dumb but I don't know what else to say other than what's already been said much more eloquently by others before me.

Airwrecka Bliptrap Blapmantis (ENBB), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:05 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

Ive had close experience of much worse fwiw

al leong the watchtower (darraghmac), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:06 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

i'd beat myself up about it but that seems to make the panic attacks worse :/

Rowdy Rathore (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:06 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

torn between feeling really fucking stupid and reassuring myself i'm probably not having a heart attack

Rowdy Rathore (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:09 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

As someone who has had multiple panic attacks weekly over the course of the last two months and nearly took myself to the emergency room a handful of times I can tell you that you are probably not having a heart attack but God I'm sorry you're experiencing a PA right now. Scariest feeling. :/

Airwrecka Bliptrap Blapmantis (ENBB), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:13 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

i get them every time i'm hungover E so i know what it is and this was yet another reason to stop doing this to myself

Rowdy Rathore (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:15 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

ME TOO!

Airwrecka Bliptrap Blapmantis (ENBB), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:15 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

and of course knowing what they are doesn't make them go away, thanks stupid brain

Rowdy Rathore (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:15 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

x-post - Well, not before these last couple months but during that time I had once each time I had the slightest hangover. Turns out that was a huge trigger for me and it did make me cut down my drinking (or at least rethink it) until I start feeling better.

Airwrecka Bliptrap Blapmantis (ENBB), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:16 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

No, it doesn't and that's maybe the hardest part for someone who has never had one to understand. You know what it is, you know that you're not actually having a heart attack and yet all your brain can think is OMG GONNA DIE RIGHT NOW AHHHHH. It's just such a fucking awful feeling. :/

Airwrecka Bliptrap Blapmantis (ENBB), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:17 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

i know, at least i'm lucky in that i have the power to not get them this bad if i just keep my fat arse out of pubs

Rowdy Rathore (Noodle Vague), Tuesday, 7 May 2013 19:19 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

I found you something, maybe you will like it? Or maybe someone will.

http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2013/05/depression-part-two.html

lets just remember to blame the patriarchy for (in orbit), Thursday, 9 May 2013 16:06 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

i think i do. i can't take that all in at once - i can't concentrate on reading so good right now - but yes, it speaks to me. it might speak to some of the people on the depression thread too.

thanks :)

unfortunately all i got right now is Nurse With Wound doing - take the verb how one wants - Harold Pinter

Koné 2013 (Noodle Vague), Thursday, 9 May 2013 16:34 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

It would be like having a bunch of dead fish, but no one around you will acknowledge that the fish are dead. Instead, they offer to help you look for the fish or try to help you figure out why they disappeared.

:\

Koné 2013 (Noodle Vague), Thursday, 9 May 2013 16:54 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

Anhedonia is real! Powerful real, unfortunately.

free your spirit pig (La Lechera), Thursday, 9 May 2013 16:57 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

That's a really good depiction of one aspect of depression.

I wrote a long non-post here on some tenuous pretext of compare/contrast to the blog post but, short version, saw a ghost of my past today, it gave me a faintly disgusted look and we both returned to pretending we weren't in the same room. (Not an ex. Just a reminder of a time long ago before everyone decided I was too snooty to hang out with them when I was actually stuck in dead fish space 24/7, and it's a decade too late and still too painful to tell them, so fuck it, let them be disgusted. Who needs people when they/we are so easily disgusted by each other?)

Self-indulgent. I'm doing OK. Thinking of you, NV. & you, ENBB, too.

susuwatari teenage riot (a passing spacecadet), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:11 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

that is NOT self-indulgent. it is a necessary step to admit those kinds of things and to also contemplate them.

good luck, hon.

touch fuzzy, get dizzy (boy_slayer), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:17 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

We need other ppl, i think, but never as many as you'd be led to believe

i gave ten pounds and all i got was a lousy * (darraghmac), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:19 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

that Hyperbole and a Half thing mirrors exactly (corn aside) what a couple of close friends have gone through and one is still going through so it made for tough reading. In some somewhat gross and parasitic way their experiences have made my bluest moments somehow more bearable, in that there's always a small element of really appreciating sometimes being able to feel good feelings, even when I'm not feeling them now.

ohmigud (Merdeyeux), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:31 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

It would be like having a bunch of dead fish, but no one around you will acknowledge that the fish are dead. Instead, they offer to help you look for the fish or try to help you figure out why they disappeared.

That makes a ton of sense to me. In both being the person with the dead fish and the people trying to help.

Just noise and screaming and no musical value at all. (Colonel Poo), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:38 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

xxp We probably do need a few. But how to work out which, make them need you back, walk the tightrope between needing them too much and them needing you too much?

Not really breaking new ground with these questions here, I know.

xp Yeah, the strip did make me appreciate that even in my greyest months I could still get small measures of joy from listening to music. I am thankful for that, and for living in an age where I can envelop myself in music without having to play an instrument myself or go out among people or even get up and turn a record over every 20 minutes. I mean that might sound small but given that I could barely summon the energy to read books or even comics, an entirely passive method to transport myself ~out~ was a blessing

susuwatari teenage riot (a passing spacecadet), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:48 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

Sorry, to find out those answers you need to purchase my book

i gave ten pounds and all i got was a lousy * (darraghmac), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:49 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

Its a little scribble or two i call THE BIBLE

i gave ten pounds and all i got was a lousy * (darraghmac), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:50 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

I gave ten pounds and all I got was a lousy salvation.

the previous Hyperbole and a Half adventure in depression was really good too http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.co.uk/2011/10/adventures-in-depression.html

ohmigud (Merdeyeux), Friday, 10 May 2013 23:52 (2 weeks ago) Permalink

Fitba

Koné 2013 (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 11 May 2013 17:18 (1 week ago) Permalink

it is horrible but calling my mother just reminds me how fucking glad i am that i am removed from that life

clouds, Monday, 13 May 2013 15:31 (1 week ago) Permalink

sorry family, i just don't like you very much. you're trapped in the same cycles of ignorance and pain and i don't think i can change that.

clouds, Monday, 13 May 2013 15:33 (1 week ago) Permalink

ultimately you can't carry the responsibility for other people's self-chosen ignorance, and nor should you

went back to work after a fortnight contemplating self-harm, dissolution, disappearance. wish i could carry that hyperbole and a half cartoon around with me. don't want to look like i'm turning my nose up at advice about positive thinking and looking on the bright side and counting my blessings and ahhh please

the league against cool sports (Noodle Vague), Friday, 17 May 2013 09:59 (1 week ago) Permalink

ever have one of those dreams where you find your soul-mate and after some kind of wacky adventure you're (re)united and everything is mindbending bliss until you wake up and it evaporates?

those dreams come from the devil

the league against cool sports (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 18 May 2013 11:40 (6 days ago) Permalink

Often, usually about people I know. Tragic.

I'm stranded at a legal aid conference atm, hearing all about how government cuts are going to ensure that I'm never going to get a job in my chosen career that I've been working towards for 2 years. Happy Saturday!

Idk about physical self harm though dood, couldn't you just watch YouTube vids of wolves from this season instead?

Windsor Davies, Saturday, 18 May 2013 13:17 (6 days ago) Permalink

i'm not going to get to the point of doing anything about it, i'd just been low enough that the idea kept coming back

done with that shit and other people's misguided complaisance now, gonna get my Tao back on

the league against cool sports (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 18 May 2013 13:36 (6 days ago) Permalink

sorry this government and every subsequent government are making this country a shithole unfit for civilized people to live in btw :(

the league against cool sports (Noodle Vague), Saturday, 18 May 2013 13:37 (6 days ago) Permalink

cupán tao

boyce lair (darraghmac), Saturday, 18 May 2013 14:42 (6 days ago) Permalink


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