― dave q, Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:19 (twenty-one years ago) link
― dave q, Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:20 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Dr. C (Dr. C), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:22 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:23 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:25 (twenty-one years ago) link
(also: which dutch plymouthian looX HOTT in a fur hat?)
― mark s (mark s), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:26 (twenty-one years ago) link
― mark s (mark s), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:27 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Matt DC (Matt DC), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:27 (twenty-one years ago) link
― dave q, Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:30 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:32 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:34 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:34 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:35 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:37 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:42 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:44 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:47 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:48 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:50 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 12:51 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:01 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:08 (twenty-one years ago) link
How did this mutate? I have fancied IN MY SINGLE DAYS both David Adjaye and Kodwo Eshun; also Edward from Edgy Style mag is a beauty but plays total hardball for OTHER team. No footballers or popstars come to mind, though!
― suzy (suzy), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:11 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:19 (twenty-one years ago) link
I’ve also had mad crushes on Lynden David Hall and Seal. I have strange tastes….
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:29 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Pete (Pete), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:33 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:48 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:50 (twenty-one years ago) link
Lara - hang out round the jaundice wing of your local hostipal.
― Pete (Pete), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:51 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 13:53 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:08 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:11 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:13 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:15 (twenty-one years ago) link
― smee (smee), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:19 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:21 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:21 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Redman (Dan Perry), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:24 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Lara (Lara), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 14:26 (twenty-one years ago) link
is two out of three OK? (having a Puerto Rican grandfather doesn't quite count as "African" even if we really stretch our definitions)
Once when Chris Rock played the Orpheum Theater the first thing he said after he went onstage was "So what the fuck is with all the black men with white girlfriends here, anyway?" former Village Voice writer Lisa Jones's term for the city was "the jungle fever capital of the world." you can sort of take it from there.
― M Matos (M Matos), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 16:07 (twenty-one years ago) link
I attempted to date a girl from... shit, where was she from? I want to say she went to St. Paul Central, but now I don't remember. Anyway, I wanted to date her, but 30 miles + me not owning a car = no chance in hell. There was another girl who was mixed whom I attempted to be friends with who thought we were dating; that was a BAD situation (partially because she was crazy).
― Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 16:14 (twenty-one years ago) link
― M Matos (M Matos), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 16:17 (twenty-one years ago) link
Here goes...get ready, it's a doozy...
They're human beings. All human beings are assholes.
Thank you, and have a pleasant afternoon/morning/night/whatever the fuck is going down in your neck of the Earth.
― nickalicious (nickalicious), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 16:20 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 16:21 (twenty-one years ago) link
1. Black men who prefer white women often say it is because they are less troublesome and difficult than black women, and that they will have anal sex. (I am not making any of this up!)
2. Black women are very offended by this attitude.
3. Despite the above, and including the very men who only date white women, black men give black women a hard time if they date white men at all. (The white men can feel the hatred towards them too, but it rarely goes farther than glares and sneers.)
4. Some black people see it as a status thing. This can work in either direction, rather oddly.
5. Black women say that the white partners of black men are not up to standard, that gorgeous black men go out with unattractive white women. Vice versa for what black men say of black women with white men, of course. (Actually I agree with both about this, generally.)
6. Many serious-minded black women feel that trying to convey both the prejudice they feel as women and that as black people in a white society to white male partners is just too much trouble, and at least black men are likely to get half of it.
7. There is still much suspicion and caution among many black people as to why these white people want them sexually. This is true in different ways of black men and women. Most are not interested in being wanted as a black man/woman but as an individual.
It's a shame that all of this stuff complicates things. I was interested in this woman because of things that had nothing much to do with race at all, and she was interested in me despite the drawbacks about dating a white man. I had to pass a lot of tests of my understanding on this (and feminist tests too).
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 18:00 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Julio Desouza (jdesouza), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 18:04 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Dan Perry (Dan Perry), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 18:05 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 18:06 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Julio Desouza (jdesouza), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 18:08 (twenty-one years ago) link
― oops (Oops), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 18:09 (twenty-one years ago) link
― oops (Oops), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 22:44 (twenty-one years ago) link
Odd. In James Baldwin's Another Country, the main female black character accuses *white* women of being prude-ish in bed. I know that that's USA and Martin lives in the UK, so it's different situations (and different time periods as well of course!), but I still find that strange...
― Daniel_Rf (Daniel_Rf), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 23:31 (twenty-one years ago) link
I'm scared to look back at the Asian Women thread to see if I expressed myself well at all, but I imagine my main point was something like this: most people prefer to be perceived, romantically speaking, as individuals, not as members of an ethnic group. It's a great thing for people to be interested in different types of people, different bodies and often different backgrounds -- but when it starts to look like someone is fixating on ethnicity and to the point of forgetting about individual identity, it gets really offputting and shady, sometimes even pretty demeaning.
There's a segment of young white girls in the U.S. who fetishize black men. The reasons some of them do it can be awfully insulting: they have a lot of stereotyped images of black men in their heads, often because they grew up watching rap videos in towns with no actual black people; their interest in black men tends to be largely sexual or "fun," but they'd never imagine really relating to or marrying a black person; many of them get off on the idea of themselves with black men because they think of it as dirty. Obviously this is just a "segment," and a small and not necessarily well-defined one. But it's stuff like that that can make you suspicious about any given person who claims to be actively interested in a particular racial group.
― nabisco (nabisco), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 23:56 (twenty-one years ago) link
― nabisco (nabisco), Wednesday, 19 February 2003 23:59 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Thursday, 20 February 2003 00:22 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Thursday, 20 February 2003 00:27 (twenty-one years ago) link
I do want to note that I wasn't saying that whole fetishizing thing constitutes some major race-relations problem in and of itself! It's often symptomatic of more serious underlying stereotypes, yeah, but as a thing itself it's mostly just patronizing and annoying.
― nabisco (nabisco), Thursday, 20 February 2003 00:31 (twenty-one years ago) link
Never mind.
― hstencil, Thursday, 20 February 2003 00:35 (twenty-one years ago) link
no doubt it pisses off a lot of white male bigots tho...oh well...(i really wish i could make that 'oh well' read like the 'oh well' SOUNDS in Dizzy Rascal's 'I Love U' btw)
― stevem (blueski), Thursday, 20 February 2003 00:46 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Thursday, 20 February 2003 00:49 (twenty-one years ago) link
But I don't want to set up a double standard here: there are just as many bad reasons for minority groups to chase after the majority -- status and self-loathing are two not-uncommon ones. I'll admit that I'm slightly less bothered by the idea of someone sitting in the center of an ethnic majority being attracted to it, and this might be unfair or hypocritical of me -- I'll have to think about it. But then I understand the Otherness attraction in either direction -- majority/minority or vice versa -- and I don't think it's some great blameworthy moral wrong: I just think that often involves seeing people as things they're not, in ways that are likely to be hurtful or offputting to them.
(The funny thing is that when white people do this misperceiving to black people, black people largely just get annoyed; when black people do it to white people, white people sometimes don't even notice and just assume that wow, black people must lead really different lives from us!)
― nabisco (nabisco), Thursday, 20 February 2003 00:59 (twenty-one years ago) link
― nabisco (nabisco), Thursday, 20 February 2003 01:02 (twenty-one years ago) link
It was confessional, yet dishonest. Jane pretends to be horrified by the sexuality that she in fact fetishizes. She subsumes herself to the myth of black male potency, but then doesn't follow through. She thinks she 'respects Afro-Americans,' she thinks they're cool and exotic, what a notch he'd make in her belt. But, of course, it all comes down to mandingo cliché, and he calls her on it. In classic racist tradition she demonizes, then runs for cover. But then, how could she behave otherwise? She's just a spoiled suburban white girl with a Benneton rainbow complex. It's just my opinion, and what do I know?
― N. (nickdastoor), Thursday, 20 February 2003 01:05 (twenty-one years ago) link
― nabisco (nabisco), Thursday, 20 February 2003 01:09 (twenty-one years ago) link
I certainly do.
― Spencer Chow (spencermfi), Thursday, 20 February 2003 01:54 (twenty-one years ago) link
― N. (nickdastoor), Thursday, 20 February 2003 01:57 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Spencer Chow (spencermfi), Thursday, 20 February 2003 02:06 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Thursday, 20 February 2003 02:57 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Thursday, 20 February 2003 03:04 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Thursday, 20 February 2003 03:13 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Anthony Miccio (Anthony Miccio), Thursday, 20 February 2003 03:15 (twenty-one years ago) link
I grew-up in a very rural county - population 29,000 or so - only traffic light was over a one-lane bridge, but then the bridge was washed away in a flood and there was no need for the signal anymore (I wonder what they did with it, come to think of it.) The county was predominantly Caucasian, with a healthy representation of Italian, Chinese, and Slavic immigrants from the time of the California Gold Rush. There was also a small Native American population, but they seemed to be segregated, though I didn't realize that at the time. My entire educational time, (K-9th grades) I had a total of two classmates who were African-American. I don't remember there being any racial tensions, but, then again, I wasn't aware of racial problems anywhere - we were that kind of isolated.
Anyway, when I finally escaped that county and made it into the big city ("big city" = any community with more than 5,000 residents), I was fascianted by African-American culture and men and women and everything - it was completely foreign to me, in so many ways - I couldn't comprehend the world that they were living in and they sure as hell couldn't understand Amador County. I dated several African-Americans at this time, and I know that at least some of the attraction was the fact that they were "different" - but not necessarily racially different but culturally different. Sheesh. I am mangling this. Anyway, I wanted to learn from them - I was amazed at their upbringings and family arrangements - it was like being exposed to a completely new world.
I wasn't aware of any stereotypes about African-American males (or females, for that matter) at that time - and I do not think that those tales would have made a difference to me, one way or the other.
Following that period in my life, I moved on to a wonderful romance with a young man from Ghana (whom I still miss and would love to track down, again) and when he went back home I ended-up living with a Persian woman for a while - each of these relationships so broadened my horizons - I liked the fact that we were different - and that therefore we could learn so much from each other. Of course, there were some cultural issues that were difficult to overcome, in each case, but those were on both sides.
Anyway, the odd thing that happened to me, when I first made it to college, was that I didn't realize that African-Americans were the people referred to by the "N -word" and so forth - I'd been so isolated that I had missed all of that socialization. Therefore, I was able to see them as people, and only as people - not as a "group" or a bundle of stereotypes or whatever - they were (and sill are) to me, just people who had a different background from me, the same as my Caucasian and Asian and Slavic and...etc. classmates had.
I am still shocked, sometimes, when I hear someone referred to by their racial grouping. I worked with a Laotian-American woman for six months before it dawned on me that that she was of Asian descent - I just figured that she had dark hair like I did, and the smooth face of my father, and so forth. It's odd - I just so do not get the big deal. I am attracted to people, not their race or their gender - just them.
― I'm Passing Open Windows (Ms Laura), Thursday, 20 February 2003 05:08 (twenty-one years ago) link
Having said that, I do find that cultural and such differences create an added appeal, because it's something else to talk about and learn. This was true of my South African girlfriend (who was white, but it would have been exactly as true had she been black) as the woman I talked about upthread, and only slightly less (because the culture is less distant) of my latest girlfriend, who was Italian. (Actually the South African woman was also a wheelchair user, and that was another not dissimilar area of interest, and again I couldn't imagine thinking in terms of whether I like women in wheelchairs. I just liked her.)
― Martin Skidmore (Martin Skidmore), Thursday, 20 February 2003 13:34 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Matt DC (Matt DC), Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:29 (twenty-one years ago) link
― nickalicious (nickalicious), Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:32 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Matt DC (Matt DC), Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:35 (twenty-one years ago) link
One thing I've always loved about my hometown of Lexington, KY (which has given me lots of reasons not to love it) is that we've got a very strongly mixed population ethnically...African-Americans, Latin-Americans, Asian-Americans, Euro-Americans, Arab-Americans, etc...and thus I grew up with kids with names as diverse as Lateesha and Alvarez and Phong and Mahmoud and Dave and Hamish and so forth. I think growing up with such a cornucopia of flavors of human existence helped me fully embrace the variety of Earth's humanity.
I don't like to act like I don't acknowledge people's race/ancestry, I prefer to embrace differences...not just ethnic, but also differences in faith and beliefs and class and everything.
If you is a human, the nickalicious is down wit cha. Unless your name is Dubya.
― nickalicious (nickalicious), Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:40 (twenty-one years ago) link
― stevem (blueski), Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:46 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Alex in NYC (vassifer), Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:52 (twenty-one years ago) link
― hstencil, Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:54 (twenty-one years ago) link
― hstencil, Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:55 (twenty-one years ago) link
― mark s (mark s), Thursday, 20 February 2003 15:57 (twenty-one years ago) link
― nickalicious (nickalicious), Thursday, 20 February 2003 16:21 (twenty-one years ago) link
― mark s (mark s), Thursday, 20 February 2003 16:22 (twenty-one years ago) link
Beaver Harris is dead, so no mo' Blue Humans.
― hstencil, Thursday, 20 February 2003 16:23 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Julio Desouza (jdesouza), Thursday, 20 February 2003 16:54 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Colin Meeder (Mert), Thursday, 20 February 2003 16:58 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Andrew L (Andrew L), Thursday, 20 February 2003 22:54 (twenty-one years ago) link
― hstencil, Thursday, 20 February 2003 22:54 (twenty-one years ago) link
Live in london 1994 with an extra drummer and also clear to higher time. charles gayle does play drums.
also there's a blue humans with rashied ali on drums and sauter on sax. The main live track is v fine.
but the very best blue humans ('Incadescence' on shock and 'Live NY 1980') has beaver harris on drums.
― Julio Desouza (jdesouza), Friday, 21 February 2003 16:15 (twenty-one years ago) link
― mark s (mark s), Friday, 21 February 2003 16:17 (twenty-one years ago) link
― Julio Desouza (jdesouza), Friday, 21 February 2003 16:39 (twenty-one years ago) link
dope thread
― and what, Sunday, 9 September 2007 23:42 (sixteen years ago) link
So, if I was the white woman in an interracial relationship, that means I'm unattractive? THANKS A LOT, ILX, I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIENDS!!!!
― Beth Parker, Monday, 10 September 2007 00:46 (sixteen years ago) link
Dueds I am probably going to sound like a weirfo/naïf/backwoods jackass here (classic intro, I know), but here goes me:
I had a hell of racist dad (and still do, haha); grew up in a pop 480 town in rural Idaho. I remember being in elementary school/middle school (mid-'90s) and the fruit stand STILL advertised with a big plywood cutout of a red-lipped black woman with bowed pigtails biting into a slice of watermelon. Mormon, too, not exactly 'diversity-friendly' area/culture. Which is terrible, of course, and I'd seen enough Sesame Street and Reading Rainbow to know this was bad & wrong. But being a six, seven-year-old kid, I still felt I had to "respect" my dad. Not so later on---junior high on it was O NO FITE O NO every time my dad even mentioned black people (never kindly of course). My mom put a moratorium on even telling my dad he was racist because she was tired of fighting at dinner every night.
SO at any rate, I knew it was bullshit and although he was that way, that didn't mean I was. HOWEVER, I couldn't help but be paranoid just passing black people on the street: not because I was afraid of them by any means, but I thought they'd be able to sense a "member of racist family" aura or vibe, or smell it or something.* So I'd of course probably act all weird like a thirteen-year-old shoplifting for the first time or something. I was friends with all the (three, haha) black kids at my high school, I got along with everyone on a personal level. I was just worried strangers could sense this! I saw an episode of Seinfeld where Elaine says she's figured out just how long to look at strangers to not make them feel ignored or stared at. holy fuck that's what I'm doing, I thought.
Well, later on, I realized that no one could "sense" things on me like that but I still feel like I have to "prove," somehow, when I am walking by a black dude on campus that I'm not a dick and I don't hate them, like my dad. I'm just fine with people individually. I just realized yesterday I still this and I feel foolish about it.
*NB I wasn't born with a sense of smell, so I'm not ascribing Super Smell Power to anyone; I just never knew what was smellable. ie I thought my parents might be able to smell it when I lost my virginity and the game would be given away.
― Abbott, Monday, 10 September 2007 00:49 (sixteen years ago) link
sesame street was pretty damn great at the whole "everyone of every colour is cool and shit" thing, but it got me in a shitload of trouble when i was about 4... there'd been an episode about japanese people, and that same day we walked past this asian dude and i yelled out at the top of my lungs "LOOK MUM IT'S A JAPANESE PERSON!!!"
asian dude got very angry; he yelled back that he was "KOREAN, NOT JAPANESE!!" and looked like he was ready to throttle me.
― Rubyredd, Monday, 10 September 2007 00:58 (sixteen years ago) link
Sesame St oughta hip the kids to the fact that azians all hate each other
― sexyDancer, Monday, 10 September 2007 15:41 (sixteen years ago) link
remember when Hank Hill and Khan bonded over their mutual dislike of Russians
― blueski, Monday, 10 September 2007 15:58 (sixteen years ago) link
honestly Abbott I think that's a pretty normal experience, feeling feverishly committed to not being one of your parents in a dimension in which they are particularly offensive. I think you're being kind of hard on yourself about it.
also this:
I wasn't born with a sense of smell, so I'm not ascribing Super Smell Power to anyone; I just never knew what was smellable. ie I thought my parents might be able to smell it when I lost my virginity and the game would be given away.
is amazing!
― horseshoe, Monday, 10 September 2007 16:04 (sixteen years ago) link
and the aside from the opening post (not in a P Larkin way, altho that too, have sex w/ me & I'll tell you all about it) is the best aside ever.
― horseshoe, Monday, 10 September 2007 16:06 (sixteen years ago) link